"Ok da wait for me at the green lake shore at 5:00 PM" and he hung up the phone.
The green lake its 5 mins walk from my home.
I came to India after my 4 years stay at US.Lot of things changed.My mom looked old (wrinkles on her face).But the road to green lake looked same.Nostalgic.
I said wearing my slippers "Mom going to green lake to meet Selvam".
My mom looked at me.She starred.She has been hearing this everyday since i had known Selvam and now..now again after 4 long years.
Walked down the road and stepped on the lake shore.Felt the same aroma.The green grass which i had been grown with.Stood there and now the lake was half empty.Start of the summer.Looked at the mountain.Its called Pachai malai we dont know why its called so.We used to climb up every day during our holidays.
Slight breeze.I walked down and was able to trace the cricket pitch we used to play.I believe now lots of new ppl from nearby places have started to come here to play.The pitch where i assumed me as Azhar and implemented Square drives and what not.
Sat in the green grass.I cant fill in any words to fit the feeling i had.
Me ans Selvam studied in the same school for 1 yr and we became so close, later he shifted to other school.But this Green lake is our place to meet after school time and during week ends.
We discussed almost everything here.We talked about our future..our life..our calf loves...our future children..lots of dreams conceived here.
At a distance i saw Selvam walking towards me.i stood up and ran towards him and hugged him tight.He had changed a lot.He looked like a very old and melt off.
"How are u da" he asked me in a very strange low voice.
We sat there.Silent..we never used to be.
He opened up "Dai i got married".
"WHAT" that was a shock to me."Epo da..Yaru"
"Enga relative from my native place.All happened suddenly so was not able to tell you.Sorry da raja". he said.
"What happend to Nithya.Seri.Ok lets go and introduce your wife".
He replied "Dai atha vidra..I never got a good job..so we both mutually seperated.
Ni sollu howz preetha..eppo maariage"
"Haan.She is good.I have come to workout my marraige da"
"Seri da am leaving now got some work.Will see u soon"
He left the place.I looked at the gracing evening sun settling at a distance.
This four years made a lot of changes.If i were here,would have never let Selvam seperate from Nithya.I would got him a good job in my firm.
I felt for the first time that this new trend of corporate life is wiping out the basic humane relationships.
I was not here,
when my father got a award for his long service from University,
when my sister became a mother,
when cousin wedded his love,
when my house was renovated,
when the fly over to our main road was built and lots.
Missed many many such sweet moments that happend for my loved ones.The thought that i wont get those moments made tears rollout of my eyes.
Bending down i saw a small crab running towards its Nest.The same sight which me and Selvam used watch for hours sitting here years back.
Huge noise.
Looked up, it was a US bound aircraft landing in Chennai airport,which we used to admire sitting happily here years back and this was also the same sight but not all the same.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Saturday, October 07, 2006
A friend called "Dina" !!
That was a famous roof top cuisine in the city.Dinakar was waiting for someone on the corner most table.Privacy ruled there.
All of sudden "hey dins.." he heard a loud noice looked back and saw 6 girls all were his college mates.
"Oh shit.." he mumbled.
"What are u doing here da" asked one girl.
"illa chumma just like that.Felt alone" replied dinakar
"oh dear..shall i company you.." said one girl.
Second girl said "dai dai common enna dateaa.Who is that lucky girl.Dai your sweet mush.Million girls will fall for that mustache".
They all left the place.
Yes Dina and his moustache.What a virile look.Majestic!!!
He was so popular among the girls for his manly look with that moush on his face.He felt proud to maintain it.He loved it also.
There she came in.She was dressed like a angel.
Slim hips.Sexy lips.Came and sat before Dina.Perfumed the air around.
Dina said "Hey Nimmi"
she said "hey da dina"
"Waiter,coffee please" ordered Dina."Make one of it, more strong" added he.
He likes strong coffee.
"Ok Nirmala.Let me come to the point straight" cleared his throat
Nirmala interrupted and said,
"No.Dina i want to break it out.And i shud be always the first"
She looked.Her eyes oozed out the terrific desire.
She stood up.
Declared "We should never hide good things." and vented out
"Luv u da..luv u so so so much..i luv u and u r moooosssssh like anything"
She disaapeared the scene.
"Sir coffee.The one in the right is strong" said the waiter.
"haan..hmm..thanx" said Dina.He knew that coffee would never be strong concurring with the situation.
Dina reached hostel.It was raining heavily and he was fully drenched.
Madhavan came out with umbrella.Dina could see the tensity in his eyes.
Dina said "Madhava.Ava vendam da".
Madhavan "Enn da machi..enna achi..evalo tension you know..please tell me a good news"
Dina "Illa da.." tears rolled out of him.."she will never match u da..unaaku unaaku..a princess somewhere is waiting da "
Madhavan "enna da sonna ava..pls sollu da..wat ever it may be..she didnt like me is it?..am i looking that bad..tell me pls".
Dina saw the infantile,desperate,anxious Madhava.
Dina "illa da..hmm.hhmmm..she is in luv with someone else".
Silence.
They went to sleep after a very long discusion on the roof top.Dina never said a word of what happend there but convinced madhavan comprehensively.
Dina didnt sleep the whole night.He felt really bad for Madhavan.He was his close friend for the past decade.
Morning rays pierced the window and surfaced over Madhavan's face.He woke up.
Dina was not there.Madhavan dressed and went straight to canteen.
He saw Dina sitting in a distant table.He was sipping his morning strong coffee.
Two girls approched Madhavan and said "Your friend is bad"
Madhavan looked at dina as he lowered the coffee cup.His face was clean without moush.Madahvan never had clue why he did it.
He said to Dina "Machi.You look smart without moush man".
Dina smiled.He looked smart.Not because his face was clean but his heart was.
A heart filled with loads of love over his friends.
All of sudden "hey dins.." he heard a loud noice looked back and saw 6 girls all were his college mates.
"Oh shit.." he mumbled.
"What are u doing here da" asked one girl.
"illa chumma just like that.Felt alone" replied dinakar
"oh dear..shall i company you.." said one girl.
Second girl said "dai dai common enna dateaa.Who is that lucky girl.Dai your sweet mush.Million girls will fall for that mustache".
They all left the place.
Yes Dina and his moustache.What a virile look.Majestic!!!
He was so popular among the girls for his manly look with that moush on his face.He felt proud to maintain it.He loved it also.
There she came in.She was dressed like a angel.
Slim hips.Sexy lips.Came and sat before Dina.Perfumed the air around.
Dina said "Hey Nimmi"
she said "hey da dina"
"Waiter,coffee please" ordered Dina."Make one of it, more strong" added he.
He likes strong coffee.
"Ok Nirmala.Let me come to the point straight" cleared his throat
Nirmala interrupted and said,
"No.Dina i want to break it out.And i shud be always the first"
She looked.Her eyes oozed out the terrific desire.
She stood up.
Declared "We should never hide good things." and vented out
"Luv u da..luv u so so so much..i luv u and u r moooosssssh like anything"
She disaapeared the scene.
"Sir coffee.The one in the right is strong" said the waiter.
"haan..hmm..thanx" said Dina.He knew that coffee would never be strong concurring with the situation.
Dina reached hostel.It was raining heavily and he was fully drenched.
Madhavan came out with umbrella.Dina could see the tensity in his eyes.
Dina said "Madhava.Ava vendam da".
Madhavan "Enn da machi..enna achi..evalo tension you know..please tell me a good news"
Dina "Illa da.." tears rolled out of him.."she will never match u da..unaaku unaaku..a princess somewhere is waiting da "
Madhavan "enna da sonna ava..pls sollu da..wat ever it may be..she didnt like me is it?..am i looking that bad..tell me pls".
Dina saw the infantile,desperate,anxious Madhava.
Dina "illa da..hmm.hhmmm..she is in luv with someone else".
Silence.
They went to sleep after a very long discusion on the roof top.Dina never said a word of what happend there but convinced madhavan comprehensively.
Dina didnt sleep the whole night.He felt really bad for Madhavan.He was his close friend for the past decade.
Morning rays pierced the window and surfaced over Madhavan's face.He woke up.
Dina was not there.Madhavan dressed and went straight to canteen.
He saw Dina sitting in a distant table.He was sipping his morning strong coffee.
Two girls approched Madhavan and said "Your friend is bad"
Madhavan looked at dina as he lowered the coffee cup.His face was clean without moush.Madahvan never had clue why he did it.
He said to Dina "Machi.You look smart without moush man".
Dina smiled.He looked smart.Not because his face was clean but his heart was.
A heart filled with loads of love over his friends.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
prodigious love
Please read ahead if u know tamil and you are not a person who gets irritated by obscene thoughts and violation of traditional concepts.
Place :Chennai
Time :10:00 PM Friday night
That place was dark.Ugly looking females digressing.
"Ithu pathathu..last time thudey, 20 ruba bakki."
Rupan searched in all his pocket and pulled out a pursed 50 Rupee note.That female smiled at him."Next week varuviya".
"Evalo naal than unkitaya varadhu" and he left the place and walked down the stairs.
Ravi called "Machi..Va da pasanga Old cask fulloda wait paranga"
Raising the bottle up, shreya explained "This is called Old cask Rum".
"En di..do u think i should do it" asked Sharmi.
"Am doing this for the past 2 yrs.Look at me how healthy i am.Hello enga pakara.Enna full mood vanthurucha"
They drank it."How do you feel Sharmu darling"
"Hey am floating di" said Sharmi.
"Seri, why are you sweating.Common dear Sharu let me remove off your dress and get some air da".
All the lights went out.
Subbaya shouted from the top of electric post "dai Palani..plier Thooki podra".
Palani tossed the plier above.
"main line pochu mamu.Seri officeku call adichi kadaperiku phone poda sollu" said as he was coming down from the post.
Palani and Subbya walked in the dark
"Eppa oru nall night current illama thoonga matanugala.Seri palani intha vatiyavathu increment kudupanugala .Ruben vera padikarathuku oru computer venumnu kekran.Installmentla vangi podalannu pakurain" said subbaya.
"Ina panarangalo therla.Seri ni Rupen college fees kku 5000 ruba keta illa nalliki tharain"
"Inthanga 5000 iruku.Inthu 10 vaddi".
Sakunthala "Illa pona masam 8 thane"..
"Venumna vangittu po.."
"Illa kudunga".
It was drizzling.Sakunthala headed home.
"Enna kuduthala" asked Selvam her husband.
"hmm hmm" said she.
"Seri Sharmi kitta ithellam sollathae.Pavam kozhandai kashta padum".
"Seri seri.Iva padikarathuku enna ellam pana vendi iruku" replied Sakunthala while chafing her wet hair.
Shreya said "Have this towel.Nalla thalaya thodai".
Sharmi started to chafe her hair "Enn di, en panna night sollu"
"All happned in my room.Ends here".They both smiled each other.
They slept the whole day and the sun was beggining to set.
"Aiyo mani 6 achu.Seri ok its getting late".She waved bye to her.
"Dai Ruba.Time achu.6 mani da"
Rupen Jumped from the bed and in a jiffy got ready.Waved bye to his friends
Sharmi and Ruban me at Satyam theatre complex.
"Hey dear was waiting for this Sat evening all through the week.Full work" said Ruban.
"Poda poi sollatha..u always forget me"
"Seri iniki night ok thane...reserved a double bed in Savera."
Both blushed and they were in deep love.Lets wish them success in life.
Place :Chennai
Time :10:00 PM Friday night
That place was dark.Ugly looking females digressing.
"Ithu pathathu..last time thudey, 20 ruba bakki."
Rupan searched in all his pocket and pulled out a pursed 50 Rupee note.That female smiled at him."Next week varuviya".
"Evalo naal than unkitaya varadhu" and he left the place and walked down the stairs.
Ravi called "Machi..Va da pasanga Old cask fulloda wait paranga"
Raising the bottle up, shreya explained "This is called Old cask Rum".
"En di..do u think i should do it" asked Sharmi.
"Am doing this for the past 2 yrs.Look at me how healthy i am.Hello enga pakara.Enna full mood vanthurucha"
They drank it."How do you feel Sharmu darling"
"Hey am floating di" said Sharmi.
"Seri, why are you sweating.Common dear Sharu let me remove off your dress and get some air da".
All the lights went out.
Subbaya shouted from the top of electric post "dai Palani..plier Thooki podra".
Palani tossed the plier above.
"main line pochu mamu.Seri officeku call adichi kadaperiku phone poda sollu" said as he was coming down from the post.
Palani and Subbya walked in the dark
"Eppa oru nall night current illama thoonga matanugala.Seri palani intha vatiyavathu increment kudupanugala .Ruben vera padikarathuku oru computer venumnu kekran.Installmentla vangi podalannu pakurain" said subbaya.
"Ina panarangalo therla.Seri ni Rupen college fees kku 5000 ruba keta illa nalliki tharain"
"Inthanga 5000 iruku.Inthu 10 vaddi".
Sakunthala "Illa pona masam 8 thane"..
"Venumna vangittu po.."
"Illa kudunga".
It was drizzling.Sakunthala headed home.
"Enna kuduthala" asked Selvam her husband.
"hmm hmm" said she.
"Seri Sharmi kitta ithellam sollathae.Pavam kozhandai kashta padum".
"Seri seri.Iva padikarathuku enna ellam pana vendi iruku" replied Sakunthala while chafing her wet hair.
Shreya said "Have this towel.Nalla thalaya thodai".
Sharmi started to chafe her hair "Enn di, en panna night sollu"
"All happned in my room.Ends here".They both smiled each other.
They slept the whole day and the sun was beggining to set.
"Aiyo mani 6 achu.Seri ok its getting late".She waved bye to her.
"Dai Ruba.Time achu.6 mani da"
Rupen Jumped from the bed and in a jiffy got ready.Waved bye to his friends
Sharmi and Ruban me at Satyam theatre complex.
"Hey dear was waiting for this Sat evening all through the week.Full work" said Ruban.
"Poda poi sollatha..u always forget me"
"Seri iniki night ok thane...reserved a double bed in Savera."
Both blushed and they were in deep love.Lets wish them success in life.
Monday, September 18, 2006
.And they loved happily ever after.....
Tomorrow is the day.All the fun and friends will come to a halt. The last day in their college.
Chennai Marina beach 5:30 PM
Shruti was holding her churidhar pants lil up and feeling the planing water.Her lily-white feet perked up the waves. They mildly washed her beautiful feet, embellished with the glittering silver chain(kolosu).
Shruti turned back and said "Roshni.Will he have the same thoughts"
"Kandipa.And look here baby,this is the last chance for u di"
"Illa..he seems like he is treating me as his close friend.Avalothan" said Shruti
Few feets away to the boys,
"Am i not your Close friend" questioned Rupen
"Enna da kelvi " replied Surya
"You are proposing to her Machan.I bet she loves you much"
Surya "Dai.Am afraid.I dont want to do any thing stupid and break away our 4 Yrs friendship.Am clear and no deviation from my decision"
Back to the girls,
"Stupid.I am stupid.I cant bear this pain di.I should have told him way before.Ippo at the end.I cant" suffered Shruti.
Roshni said "Come-on dear.There is nothing called end."
"Illa.Lets stop this here.Period." replied Shruti firmly this time.
She wiped her tears and whispered "Shhsh they are coming"
Rupen "Okie girls lets start, its getting late"
Shruti picked up her slippers in hand and walked with Roshni.The guys followed at a distance.
"Oouch"shouted Shruti and sat down holding her leg.
Surya ran towards her and held her leg,placed over his fore arm.Her soft,tender foot skin was harshly punctured by a evil shell piece.
He slowly removed it off her feet and blood started to ooze out.He then tied her foot with his hankey and said
"Onnum illada..everything will be alright..luv u so much dear"
Silence.He said it but he never realized he said that.Shruti looked at him.
Roshni and Rupen looked astound.
Shruti broke the silence and said"Why dont you carry me home dear"
Surya said "Not now baby.Athellam after our marriage".
Turned up and said "Roshni drop my fiance at home."
Roshni said "Oh Ok sir.May i ask you guys a question,how long you both were in love"
They looked each other and smiled.
Shruti "Bye dear.Call pannu da chellam"
Roshni madly said "Seri pothum vadi."
Shruti said "Enn alu kita naan pesuvain.Whats heating you up"
Roshni stared at her and both left the place laughing at each other as they walked.
Rupen looked at Surya and said "whats happening machan"
Suray said "I felt the pain da.Seriously you wont belive.It was prevailing between us and cant resist it"
Surya raised the shell piece and said looking at it,
"You pierced my heart through her feet and oozed out my deep love on her through her feet."
PS: Scripted as per people request of happy endings.
Chennai Marina beach 5:30 PM
Shruti was holding her churidhar pants lil up and feeling the planing water.Her lily-white feet perked up the waves. They mildly washed her beautiful feet, embellished with the glittering silver chain(kolosu).
Shruti turned back and said "Roshni.Will he have the same thoughts"
"Kandipa.And look here baby,this is the last chance for u di"
"Illa..he seems like he is treating me as his close friend.Avalothan" said Shruti
Few feets away to the boys,
"Am i not your Close friend" questioned Rupen
"Enna da kelvi " replied Surya
"You are proposing to her Machan.I bet she loves you much"
Surya "Dai.Am afraid.I dont want to do any thing stupid and break away our 4 Yrs friendship.Am clear and no deviation from my decision"
Back to the girls,
"Stupid.I am stupid.I cant bear this pain di.I should have told him way before.Ippo at the end.I cant" suffered Shruti.
Roshni said "Come-on dear.There is nothing called end."
"Illa.Lets stop this here.Period." replied Shruti firmly this time.
She wiped her tears and whispered "Shhsh they are coming"
Rupen "Okie girls lets start, its getting late"
Shruti picked up her slippers in hand and walked with Roshni.The guys followed at a distance.
"Oouch"shouted Shruti and sat down holding her leg.
Surya ran towards her and held her leg,placed over his fore arm.Her soft,tender foot skin was harshly punctured by a evil shell piece.
He slowly removed it off her feet and blood started to ooze out.He then tied her foot with his hankey and said
"Onnum illada..everything will be alright..luv u so much dear"
Silence.He said it but he never realized he said that.Shruti looked at him.
Roshni and Rupen looked astound.
Shruti broke the silence and said"Why dont you carry me home dear"
Surya said "Not now baby.Athellam after our marriage".
Turned up and said "Roshni drop my fiance at home."
Roshni said "Oh Ok sir.May i ask you guys a question,how long you both were in love"
They looked each other and smiled.
Shruti "Bye dear.Call pannu da chellam"
Roshni madly said "Seri pothum vadi."
Shruti said "Enn alu kita naan pesuvain.Whats heating you up"
Roshni stared at her and both left the place laughing at each other as they walked.
Rupen looked at Surya and said "whats happening machan"
Suray said "I felt the pain da.Seriously you wont belive.It was prevailing between us and cant resist it"
Surya raised the shell piece and said looking at it,
"You pierced my heart through her feet and oozed out my deep love on her through her feet."
PS: Scripted as per people request of happy endings.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
love lanes
8 years earlier....
"Seri da...Its getting late..i shall give this CD tomorrow at the school" said she.
I noticed her lips....sinless.
And as she turned back her kameez smoothly planned my face.
Her fragrace, the same aroma that i felt in the morning at school.She is fresh through out the day.How is that possible on earth?
Sowmya she is heaven.
I watched her as she walked past the street light.Like an angel emerging out of white smoke,she walked like a child.
Innocent. I felt that am the luckiest soul living on earth being her friend.
Me being a fanatic of ARRahman.And his latest release "En Swasa Katre" was rocking the world at that time.Gave her the CD to listen,which also symbolically expressed my feelings that i am giving her away my breath (En Swasa Katre).
Went straight to my bed and turned on my Philips audio ..."En swase katre...swasa katre..ne adi"...streched my body and took off to the dream world...rested there in peace.
8 years later.....
After 3 years of stay in Amsterdam am returning back home for my marraige.
Still 15 mins to board my flight.My cell phone alerted with a sweet smiley display
Priya Calling....
"Hey dear.."
"Purusha..eppo da varauvae..Cant wait to see u dear"
"Just 15 hrs will be near you lady..on u r lap.."
"Sekkaram..illa someone else will occupy it"
"Adipavi..etho rental office mathri pesura..reserve that place for me"
5 days later.....
Its my wedding reception.Priya was next to me.She was dazzlingly beautiful.Every guy in the marriage hall was looking at her.I felt proud to have her.
Everyone passed by endowing the gifts they got in.
I recognized her.Its Sowmya. She came to the stage.
Hey Sowmya...long time since we met illa.Priya she is Sowmya."
Priya greeted her "Hi.So you are his school time mate." she whispered
"Unga kitaa naan neraya pesanum.About this idiot."
Sowmya replied "Sure..sure..anyways congrats to you..you have got a loveliest guy".
Priya blushed.
I said to Priya "Seri seri roomba vazhiyatha".
She gave Priya a small packet and waved bye to me.
I saw her as she walked down the ramp and vanishing in the crowd
10 days later..
After all the basic fundaes/ceremonies we are back to my home..sweet home....
That room of mine was maintained the same way as i left it.I went straight into the storage room where all the gifts are piled up.
Digged it to find the gift pack of Sowmya.Opened it and found that it was the same CD that i gave her long back.She never returned that to me all these days.
And when i gave it to her i never thought she would return back as a gift to my marriage.
Loaded the CD in my new Sony multi acoustic dyno bass boost abnd what not system.
"En swase katre..en swase katre ni adi..." i rested on my bed and was listening to it.
Suddenly it stopped playing.
"Enna Priya..Why did you stop it"
"Chumma iru..Old song.lets listen to this dear."
"நியூயார்க் நகரம் உறங்கும் நேரம் தனிமை அடர்ந்ததுபனியும் படர்ந்ததே"
She said "When new things are happening around....only stupids relive the past"
I said "Enna Padiyappa Dialoguea"
She said "Illa nilambari dialogue" and we both laughed.
But the phrase she said nailed down deep in my heart.
"Love cannot be given where it doesn't exist;And cannot be hidden where it does"
"Seri da...Its getting late..i shall give this CD tomorrow at the school" said she.
I noticed her lips....sinless.
And as she turned back her kameez smoothly planned my face.
Her fragrace, the same aroma that i felt in the morning at school.She is fresh through out the day.How is that possible on earth?
Sowmya she is heaven.
I watched her as she walked past the street light.Like an angel emerging out of white smoke,she walked like a child.
Innocent. I felt that am the luckiest soul living on earth being her friend.
Me being a fanatic of ARRahman.And his latest release "En Swasa Katre" was rocking the world at that time.Gave her the CD to listen,which also symbolically expressed my feelings that i am giving her away my breath (En Swasa Katre).
Went straight to my bed and turned on my Philips audio ..."En swase katre...swasa katre..ne adi"...streched my body and took off to the dream world...rested there in peace.
8 years later.....
After 3 years of stay in Amsterdam am returning back home for my marraige.
Still 15 mins to board my flight.My cell phone alerted with a sweet smiley display
Priya Calling....
"Hey dear.."
"Purusha..eppo da varauvae..Cant wait to see u dear"
"Just 15 hrs will be near you lady..on u r lap.."
"Sekkaram..illa someone else will occupy it"
"Adipavi..etho rental office mathri pesura..reserve that place for me"
5 days later.....
Its my wedding reception.Priya was next to me.She was dazzlingly beautiful.Every guy in the marriage hall was looking at her.I felt proud to have her.
Everyone passed by endowing the gifts they got in.
I recognized her.Its Sowmya. She came to the stage.
Hey Sowmya...long time since we met illa.Priya she is Sowmya."
Priya greeted her "Hi.So you are his school time mate." she whispered
"Unga kitaa naan neraya pesanum.About this idiot."
Sowmya replied "Sure..sure..anyways congrats to you..you have got a loveliest guy".
Priya blushed.
I said to Priya "Seri seri roomba vazhiyatha".
She gave Priya a small packet and waved bye to me.
I saw her as she walked down the ramp and vanishing in the crowd
10 days later..
After all the basic fundaes/ceremonies we are back to my home..sweet home....
That room of mine was maintained the same way as i left it.I went straight into the storage room where all the gifts are piled up.
Digged it to find the gift pack of Sowmya.Opened it and found that it was the same CD that i gave her long back.She never returned that to me all these days.
And when i gave it to her i never thought she would return back as a gift to my marriage.
Loaded the CD in my new Sony multi acoustic dyno bass boost abnd what not system.
"En swase katre..en swase katre ni adi..." i rested on my bed and was listening to it.
Suddenly it stopped playing.
"Enna Priya..Why did you stop it"
"Chumma iru..Old song.lets listen to this dear."
"நியூயார்க் நகரம் உறங்கும் நேரம் தனிமை அடர்ந்ததுபனியும் படர்ந்ததே"
She said "When new things are happening around....only stupids relive the past"
I said "Enna Padiyappa Dialoguea"
She said "Illa nilambari dialogue" and we both laughed.
But the phrase she said nailed down deep in my heart.
"Love cannot be given where it doesn't exist;And cannot be hidden where it does"
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Train of thoughts
Heavy metal sound was rattling all over the station.People rushing from everywhere.
They knew Nellai express would stop only for 5 mins in Tambaram station.
When the extreme machine left the station it was calm again.
Senthil sat on the wooden chair looking at his mathematics notebook.His eyes were reading the phrase.
"I want to live the rest of my life on your shoulders.Will you accept me"
Luv Gayathri.
He never even dreamt in life that a girl (that too Gayathri) will fall in luv with him.
She was the topper in their class in all aspects and she is one of the so called ultimate girls in the college.
Senthil is from a very small village deep down south and somehow made to get into this Engineering college.
His village has a small raliway station which acknowledges all the express trains and only two passenger trains stops there for few mins.His father is the Lines man for that station.
His job is to check the rail spikes and force rails back into place on steep turns, correcting the gradual shifting caused by the centripetal force of passing trains.He sprays ballast with weedkiller to prevent weeds growing through and disrupting the ballast. Over time, ballast is crushed by the weight of trains passing over it, and periodically it needs to be replaced. If this is not done, the tracks become uneven.
Senthil when he was a kid he used to walk with his father along the rusted steel rails.He likes to hop from the sleeper to sleeper.He would carry the hammer for his dad and he counts the sound when his father hammers the rail spikes. He was grown with the tracks and the train sound.
Every penny that has been sent to his studies was earned by his fathers hard work on these rails.Somehow they manage to send in money every month but it is only plies enough for his hostel and food.
He manages his tuition by his part time job.
The last MRTS train was ready to leave the station.Senthil rushed for it.
The train gained speed and Senthil was standing near the entrance of it and staring at the parrallel rail track.
Daily hundreds and thousands of people travel over these rails but no one knew it required so much maintance.They sleep happily in the place allocated to them.But Senthil knows it.He knows the pain it takes to maintain them.
He cannot let his fathers hardwork dissolve in thin air.
Suddenly he tore the sheet off from his notebook and let the wind to carry it.
MRTS stopped at Chromepet.He got down went straight in to the Worksman room changed his dress and took the hammer.Senthilworks part time as contract labour for the lines man at Chromepet station.
Today he not only hammered the rail spikes but his thoughts on Gayathri as well and he hammered hard.
They knew Nellai express would stop only for 5 mins in Tambaram station.
When the extreme machine left the station it was calm again.
Senthil sat on the wooden chair looking at his mathematics notebook.His eyes were reading the phrase.
"I want to live the rest of my life on your shoulders.Will you accept me"
Luv Gayathri.
He never even dreamt in life that a girl (that too Gayathri) will fall in luv with him.
She was the topper in their class in all aspects and she is one of the so called ultimate girls in the college.
Senthil is from a very small village deep down south and somehow made to get into this Engineering college.
His village has a small raliway station which acknowledges all the express trains and only two passenger trains stops there for few mins.His father is the Lines man for that station.
His job is to check the rail spikes and force rails back into place on steep turns, correcting the gradual shifting caused by the centripetal force of passing trains.He sprays ballast with weedkiller to prevent weeds growing through and disrupting the ballast. Over time, ballast is crushed by the weight of trains passing over it, and periodically it needs to be replaced. If this is not done, the tracks become uneven.
Senthil when he was a kid he used to walk with his father along the rusted steel rails.He likes to hop from the sleeper to sleeper.He would carry the hammer for his dad and he counts the sound when his father hammers the rail spikes. He was grown with the tracks and the train sound.
Every penny that has been sent to his studies was earned by his fathers hard work on these rails.Somehow they manage to send in money every month but it is only plies enough for his hostel and food.
He manages his tuition by his part time job.
The last MRTS train was ready to leave the station.Senthil rushed for it.
The train gained speed and Senthil was standing near the entrance of it and staring at the parrallel rail track.
Daily hundreds and thousands of people travel over these rails but no one knew it required so much maintance.They sleep happily in the place allocated to them.But Senthil knows it.He knows the pain it takes to maintain them.
He cannot let his fathers hardwork dissolve in thin air.
Suddenly he tore the sheet off from his notebook and let the wind to carry it.
MRTS stopped at Chromepet.He got down went straight in to the Worksman room changed his dress and took the hammer.Senthilworks part time as contract labour for the lines man at Chromepet station.
Today he not only hammered the rail spikes but his thoughts on Gayathri as well and he hammered hard.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Sacred Steps
She prayed.True from her heart and for her love.
She believed and was into her 50 th step.
Her fiancee miles apart in an alien world of -15 deg C working hard to get a job.
"All these love and romance looks rosy when you are in the college.But truth is its all fake" was the prevailing talks by the so called normal living beings.She lended her ears but with patience.
She completed her 100 th step.
She cried alone.Her parents wanted her to regret for her mistakes and marry someone they point.She was calm and denied them.
"am trying hard da.You remain cool please dear" he said
"i know abt you da.We will succeed for sure am there for you" she replied.They consoled each other.
And she concealed all the pressure and pain she was weathering.She never wanted him to get perturbed. She never cried to him and lived with.
She was into her 150 th step.
He worked hard to find the job.But the pain and pressure that She was put into was atleast a million times more than his.
She was into her 200 th step.
Every step she made was sacred.She believed that "Anjanayer" (Hindu god) exists and will help her for sure.And completed her 250th step around the Idol for that day.
For some it sounded as a "Stupid belief".
She refrained from them and continued her "Sacred belief".
PS:Inspired from one of my close friend's true life.
She believed and was into her 50 th step.
Her fiancee miles apart in an alien world of -15 deg C working hard to get a job.
"All these love and romance looks rosy when you are in the college.But truth is its all fake" was the prevailing talks by the so called normal living beings.She lended her ears but with patience.
She completed her 100 th step.
She cried alone.Her parents wanted her to regret for her mistakes and marry someone they point.She was calm and denied them.
"am trying hard da.You remain cool please dear" he said
"i know abt you da.We will succeed for sure am there for you" she replied.They consoled each other.
And she concealed all the pressure and pain she was weathering.She never wanted him to get perturbed. She never cried to him and lived with.
She was into her 150 th step.
He worked hard to find the job.But the pain and pressure that She was put into was atleast a million times more than his.
She was into her 200 th step.
Every step she made was sacred.She believed that "Anjanayer" (Hindu god) exists and will help her for sure.And completed her 250th step around the Idol for that day.
For some it sounded as a "Stupid belief".
She refrained from them and continued her "Sacred belief".
PS:Inspired from one of my close friend's true life.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Moment very divine
"But you have to take this up Raj.I spoke with the Account head and he said no other go."
Raj looked at his boss "But i hate to work on closed systems.And am not willing to take it up.Do you have any other option"
His boss replied instantly "No.Raj am all done."
Raj said "Ok i do have." and after a pause he said "Am quitting."
"What" was the reply
"Yes i am done here."
"Ok raj. Cool give it a thought for 2 more days and we shall meet"
Raj left the office and was driving.The evening sun was searing directly thro his car mirror.
It was narking.He reached home after struggling hard through the Chennai traffic for 1.5 hrs.
Sheela opened the door and cute she was.Smiled at him.
He didnt resposnd went straight and settled on the bed.
She asked "any thing to drink".
"Illa di" an he knew that there is nothing that Sheela could do today to cool him.
And his untamed brain shouted "Juzz leave me alone di".
She got scared and walked to the living room.
She sat there and after 30 mins he came out and sat in front of her.
She asked "any probs in office".
He said "ya same stuff.what did you do today"
She said "today my parents came and we went to our doctor."
"Why what happened" he asked.
She blushed and blushed and blushed.He looked at her and he had never seen her turning all rosy in their relationship of 5 yrs.
"am preganant da" and in a jiffy she rushed and hugged him.
That very moment all his tensions and irritation just vanished away
He accepted her hug and replied with very deep passionate kiss.
"dear eppadi da..eppo...enn" he did not know wat to say and its her turn, she laid her lips over his.
She said "Seri seri .. shall bring you payasam,I made it for you" ans rushed to the kitchen.
He relaxed on to the couch and was gazing at the halogen lamp.
He cant belive that he is a father now and remembered his father.
And immeditely took his cell phone out and called his boss
"Vinay, ahem, changed my mind.Am taking that up.Sure.Bye"
Every moment of life is declared and defined carefully by some one above.
Raj looked at his boss "But i hate to work on closed systems.And am not willing to take it up.Do you have any other option"
His boss replied instantly "No.Raj am all done."
Raj said "Ok i do have." and after a pause he said "Am quitting."
"What" was the reply
"Yes i am done here."
"Ok raj. Cool give it a thought for 2 more days and we shall meet"
Raj left the office and was driving.The evening sun was searing directly thro his car mirror.
It was narking.He reached home after struggling hard through the Chennai traffic for 1.5 hrs.
Sheela opened the door and cute she was.Smiled at him.
He didnt resposnd went straight and settled on the bed.
She asked "any thing to drink".
"Illa di" an he knew that there is nothing that Sheela could do today to cool him.
And his untamed brain shouted "Juzz leave me alone di".
She got scared and walked to the living room.
She sat there and after 30 mins he came out and sat in front of her.
She asked "any probs in office".
He said "ya same stuff.what did you do today"
She said "today my parents came and we went to our doctor."
"Why what happened" he asked.
She blushed and blushed and blushed.He looked at her and he had never seen her turning all rosy in their relationship of 5 yrs.
"am preganant da" and in a jiffy she rushed and hugged him.
That very moment all his tensions and irritation just vanished away
He accepted her hug and replied with very deep passionate kiss.
"dear eppadi da..eppo...enn" he did not know wat to say and its her turn, she laid her lips over his.
She said "Seri seri .. shall bring you payasam,I made it for you" ans rushed to the kitchen.
He relaxed on to the couch and was gazing at the halogen lamp.
He cant belive that he is a father now and remembered his father.
And immeditely took his cell phone out and called his boss
"Vinay, ahem, changed my mind.Am taking that up.Sure.Bye"
Every moment of life is declared and defined carefully by some one above.
Sunday, May 21, 2006
I swear...
Her thoughts preoccupied him.Its 5:30 Pm and she should be waiting for him.
"Excuse me sir..i need to leave now.I have an important personal work to attend" and he raised from the meeting as he spoke.
Took his bike and rode straight to the "Pleasant park".
The pleasant park is the back waters from the beach.
Its a place where the young couples share their pain,believes and the fear,
with the caring wind,
with the gentleness of the waves,
with the appease of the moon light.
They felt the gentle touches,smiles and confidents amongst them which reincarnates.
Parked the bike and walked thro the beach sand.Saw the couples.Most of them were dull.
Went straight to the pink painted view chair.Had a look at the chair.
Here is where he shared his everything with Sandhya.
Its now four years since he first met Sandhya.
Sandhya :
She is a typical example of complete womanhood.
Matured.Lovely.
She ensures he always follows the sweet rules that are enforced by her.
Dominant.And channelized every moment of his life.
She is a rare find for him.
He sat there and looked at the moon.It was a full moon day.
Waited there.
Closed his eyes for sometime and thought about the first day he met her.
Its in the college canteen.
He still reminded of the incident
He got a coffee turned and dashed agaist her.Spilt the coffee all over his shirt and her Salwar.
He smiled.
And remebered the day when he decided to propose her.
He ran behind her and fell down, the card from his hand opened up and every one walking read it.And he saw her face turning red.
He laughed.
"Dai anga paru..etho loosu" said a samosa selling guy.The other one near him said"Hey shut up.chi pavam da..his girl friend died in a road accident some six months back.From then he used to come here every week end and sit in that chair where they used to spend time.
Six months back,when he heard the news that she expired, he fainted and went into a state of prolonged unconsciousness.
After a month when he was back to normal, he never asked about Sandhya to anyone.And no one spoke about her to him.
His mind lost the capacitance to accept that she is dead. The deep burned memories made him to relive with her.
He still belived that she lives within him.He felt her in himself.Her soul had dissolved in him.
Her love on him won over the fate and lived even after death.
The same day ,same time last year she said...
"With the moon and the beach as witnesses here..I swear to god that i will never ever leave you alone in this world da dear............Never."
"Excuse me sir..i need to leave now.I have an important personal work to attend" and he raised from the meeting as he spoke.
Took his bike and rode straight to the "Pleasant park".
The pleasant park is the back waters from the beach.
Its a place where the young couples share their pain,believes and the fear,
with the caring wind,
with the gentleness of the waves,
with the appease of the moon light.
They felt the gentle touches,smiles and confidents amongst them which reincarnates.
Parked the bike and walked thro the beach sand.Saw the couples.Most of them were dull.
Went straight to the pink painted view chair.Had a look at the chair.
Here is where he shared his everything with Sandhya.
Its now four years since he first met Sandhya.
Sandhya :
She is a typical example of complete womanhood.
Matured.Lovely.
She ensures he always follows the sweet rules that are enforced by her.
Dominant.And channelized every moment of his life.
She is a rare find for him.
He sat there and looked at the moon.It was a full moon day.
Waited there.
Closed his eyes for sometime and thought about the first day he met her.
Its in the college canteen.
He still reminded of the incident
He got a coffee turned and dashed agaist her.Spilt the coffee all over his shirt and her Salwar.
He smiled.
And remebered the day when he decided to propose her.
He ran behind her and fell down, the card from his hand opened up and every one walking read it.And he saw her face turning red.
He laughed.
"Dai anga paru..etho loosu" said a samosa selling guy.The other one near him said"Hey shut up.chi pavam da..his girl friend died in a road accident some six months back.From then he used to come here every week end and sit in that chair where they used to spend time.
Six months back,when he heard the news that she expired, he fainted and went into a state of prolonged unconsciousness.
After a month when he was back to normal, he never asked about Sandhya to anyone.And no one spoke about her to him.
His mind lost the capacitance to accept that she is dead. The deep burned memories made him to relive with her.
He still belived that she lives within him.He felt her in himself.Her soul had dissolved in him.
Her love on him won over the fate and lived even after death.
The same day ,same time last year she said...
"With the moon and the beach as witnesses here..I swear to god that i will never ever leave you alone in this world da dear............Never."
Friday, April 21, 2006
Rain
Friday evening.
It was Dripping to the ground.
The rhythm of the rain drops soothing for the ear drums.
Drumming the roof tops.Dropping all around.
It Drowned Anitha, as she was heading to the parking lot from office exit door.
Entered home took her towel(pink one), stood in the balcony looking out the Sweet rain.
Thick and drenching the leaves.
Hissing.
It rattled as it fell on the tin remains.
Looked at the sky,was it blue-black no no it was grey.Water flowed everywhere and formed puddles.Mild cold breeze mixed with water drops.
She rushed in to the kitchen and started to prepare Tea.
Shyam knocked the door.
Anitha "Shyam va da.I am in kitchen".
He was also drenched fully.Went to kitchen.
Anitha said without turning back "Climate is beautifull illa da"
He looked her from back.She was wearing a blue plain saree.Little drenched.
He spoted the water dropplets on her smooth back.
One of them started to flow down slowly.And immediately the other and one by one.
She turned suddenly."enna man pakra"
He said "enna panra".
"Tea da.come come lets go to balcony"
She was looking gorgoeus in the saree.Her hip was waxed with rain water.
Hair was wet and unfolded on to her forehead.Lips were inviting.
Shyam twirled down.
They sat in the balcony.Hissing and pattering.Rain water was spattering on them.
She raised the hot cup to her sweet lips.Steam egressed to her face.
He watched.
Anitha "Enn da.What happened.Are u alright"
Her voice and dialogues were teasing.
He said "Anitha !!".
She had a sip and said "Sollu da.Why are u looking at me idiot.
Look outisde.The rain.How beautiful it is.Wow.Hey see there that little lamb.Pavam"
Silence.
Then she placed the cup and came near him.
Took her saree end and started to chafe, said "your hair is fully wet"
Shyam looked at her hips and he can no longer hold his desire, placed his right hand palm on the soft bosomy skin.
She looked down and said "Dai..".But warm she felt.
He raised from the chair, kissed her lips hard pressing her hips.More warm or rather hot it turned out to be for her.
Carried her inside.
It(Rain) thickened.With thuders and ligthing.
It was crashing.
It lasted for another 30 mins.
It started to drizzle and slowly a beautiful rainbow got painted in the sky.
Final drops from the leaves and construction ends found their destinations.
Anitha was lying on his chest.Smiled to herself.
Shyam never knew that Anitha was all set for it when the first drops of rain fell on her at the office exit.But he learnt this on its due course.When it was intesified and at its peak.
A female desire will always be hidden with patience/control and at the end will be executed to perfection.
It was Dripping to the ground.
The rhythm of the rain drops soothing for the ear drums.
Drumming the roof tops.Dropping all around.
It Drowned Anitha, as she was heading to the parking lot from office exit door.
Entered home took her towel(pink one), stood in the balcony looking out the Sweet rain.
Thick and drenching the leaves.
Hissing.
It rattled as it fell on the tin remains.
Looked at the sky,was it blue-black no no it was grey.Water flowed everywhere and formed puddles.Mild cold breeze mixed with water drops.
She rushed in to the kitchen and started to prepare Tea.
Shyam knocked the door.
Anitha "Shyam va da.I am in kitchen".
He was also drenched fully.Went to kitchen.
Anitha said without turning back "Climate is beautifull illa da"
He looked her from back.She was wearing a blue plain saree.Little drenched.
He spoted the water dropplets on her smooth back.
One of them started to flow down slowly.And immediately the other and one by one.
She turned suddenly."enna man pakra"
He said "enna panra".
"Tea da.come come lets go to balcony"
She was looking gorgoeus in the saree.Her hip was waxed with rain water.
Hair was wet and unfolded on to her forehead.Lips were inviting.
Shyam twirled down.
They sat in the balcony.Hissing and pattering.Rain water was spattering on them.
She raised the hot cup to her sweet lips.Steam egressed to her face.
He watched.
Anitha "Enn da.What happened.Are u alright"
Her voice and dialogues were teasing.
He said "Anitha !!".
She had a sip and said "Sollu da.Why are u looking at me idiot.
Look outisde.The rain.How beautiful it is.Wow.Hey see there that little lamb.Pavam"
Silence.
Then she placed the cup and came near him.
Took her saree end and started to chafe, said "your hair is fully wet"
Shyam looked at her hips and he can no longer hold his desire, placed his right hand palm on the soft bosomy skin.
She looked down and said "Dai..".But warm she felt.
He raised from the chair, kissed her lips hard pressing her hips.More warm or rather hot it turned out to be for her.
Carried her inside.
It(Rain) thickened.With thuders and ligthing.
It was crashing.
It lasted for another 30 mins.
It started to drizzle and slowly a beautiful rainbow got painted in the sky.
Final drops from the leaves and construction ends found their destinations.
Anitha was lying on his chest.Smiled to herself.
Shyam never knew that Anitha was all set for it when the first drops of rain fell on her at the office exit.But he learnt this on its due course.When it was intesified and at its peak.
A female desire will always be hidden with patience/control and at the end will be executed to perfection.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Fate and U
3:30 AM NH 45
They were returning from Pondichery.Rishy and his friends.
They were six.
After all the dicussion abt their trip/romance/girls/love
etc topic changed to GOD,spiritual forces.
Vignesh said "So what do u say about persons who exactly tell about your fortune"
Gopi added "yes da.It is true i have real life experience machi"
Rishy "Shut up..its all science.Its a set theory.They have a super set of incidents and yours is a subset"
Vignesh "Illa machi.I accept we have advanced in science.But there is some supernatural power that governs us"
Rishy"Bull.."
Gopi "Birth ,death, also you finding a girl :- everything is pre defined machi.Its specifed and we are adhering to those specifications"
Raghu peeped in "Its called fate"
Rishy : "Fate.Wow.
You can change the so called fate.If you can't change your fate, change your attitude.
Whatever limits us we call fate.
Its all your planning that gets into life.
Child birth me and my wouldbe can decide a birth date before my child is born.
Ok now there are hundreds and thousands of GOD worship.Has anyone seen GOD in real."
Vignesh "But lot have felt it.Its prevailing everywhere.It governs us.Am not supporting idol worship or all those mis-believes.But all i am stating is, there is are good and evil forces.We live among them.Ok you said u can plan for u r child birth, your marriage and what about DEATH."
Rishi cant control his laugher.
Raghu added "You know some people even hear the dead da.Its true."
Rishi "That is the extremum of insanity.Will u guys shut up"
Huge noise.Thier van swirled and rolled over the highway.
It was blackened.
Rishi opened his eyes and slowly came out of the crumbled metal.
He found every one lying dead.Vignesh face got damaged beyond recognition.
And Rishy did not have a single abrasion.Not even a single.
He stood there.He had no control over the tears.
Dismayed.
"What happened.Why me alone got spared" he asked himself.
"Its your fate Rishy. Wherever the fates lead us let us follow.."
Rishy heard it and he can clearly make out that it was "Vignesh voice".
They were returning from Pondichery.Rishy and his friends.
They were six.
After all the dicussion abt their trip/romance/girls/love
etc topic changed to GOD,spiritual forces.
Vignesh said "So what do u say about persons who exactly tell about your fortune"
Gopi added "yes da.It is true i have real life experience machi"
Rishy "Shut up..its all science.Its a set theory.They have a super set of incidents and yours is a subset"
Vignesh "Illa machi.I accept we have advanced in science.But there is some supernatural power that governs us"
Rishy"Bull.."
Gopi "Birth ,death, also you finding a girl :- everything is pre defined machi.Its specifed and we are adhering to those specifications"
Raghu peeped in "Its called fate"
Rishy : "Fate.Wow.
You can change the so called fate.If you can't change your fate, change your attitude.
Whatever limits us we call fate.
Its all your planning that gets into life.
Child birth me and my wouldbe can decide a birth date before my child is born.
Ok now there are hundreds and thousands of GOD worship.Has anyone seen GOD in real."
Vignesh "But lot have felt it.Its prevailing everywhere.It governs us.Am not supporting idol worship or all those mis-believes.But all i am stating is, there is are good and evil forces.We live among them.Ok you said u can plan for u r child birth, your marriage and what about DEATH."
Rishi cant control his laugher.
Raghu added "You know some people even hear the dead da.Its true."
Rishi "That is the extremum of insanity.Will u guys shut up"
Huge noise.Thier van swirled and rolled over the highway.
It was blackened.
Rishi opened his eyes and slowly came out of the crumbled metal.
He found every one lying dead.Vignesh face got damaged beyond recognition.
And Rishy did not have a single abrasion.Not even a single.
He stood there.He had no control over the tears.
Dismayed.
"What happened.Why me alone got spared" he asked himself.
"Its your fate Rishy. Wherever the fates lead us let us follow.."
Rishy heard it and he can clearly make out that it was "Vignesh voice".
Monday, March 20, 2006
Resonance
The frequency or frequencies at which an object tends to vibrate with when hit, struck, plucked, strummed or somehow disturbed is known as the natural frequency of the object.
Ajay student of IIT Karagpur was presenting his 3 yrs hardwork on Resonance and Standing Waves to the international conference of Physics masters.
He has studied almost 1500 objects and their set of frequencies.Worked on their mathematical relationship.
Still other objects will vibrate at a set of multiple frequencies which have no simple mathematical relationship between them.And his presentation mainly targeted these.
Everyone were astonied as the presentation was in progress.
He won the first place and funding to continue his reasearch to the next level.
He declared within himself that he would be the happiest person in the whole world at that moment.
Returned back home with sucess and pride to his country.He had an olympian welcome by his college prof and students.
He was looking for her.Rebbeca was not there.
His eyes looked all the place.She rushed in "Ajay!!! congrats da".And presented him with fresh bunch of roses".
Ajay was lying on his bed looking at the rose.
He called her"Rebbe wat about dinner at Dine roof top"
She said "hmm..actualla..seri ok..Physics master keta..no nnu solla mudiyuma.Lets meet at 8:00"
They were on the roof top.
Ajay said "So Rebbe.Are u tensed when i was presenting my papers"
She said "no"
"What"
"I know that you will win for sure da."
He said "So you have lot of belief in me .Is it"
She said "Hey Ajay..wat happened.Are u upto something"
Ajay said"Ya.Rebbe."
She said "i am getting wat u r arriving at da.But..."
Ajay "enna but..I am pretty sure u like me very much"
She said "I like u da..but i am not in luv with u..pls..enna manichuru"
Ajay "What then are u in love with some one is it?"
She said "are u guys mad..is this the only reason that a girl will reject a proposal"
Ajay "then what.So i am not looking good is it.You pretty well know who i am right now.
My name is listed at the Physics passionate's magazine.You know there is big queue of girls waiting for my date.Do you know that.And you are a .....l."
Rebbeca interupted quickly
"Yes Ajay you are a genious in understanding the natural freq of all the non-living objects.
I accept that.
Have u ever tried to know abt the natural frequecy of a girl.
Have you ever spent time in understanding when and how a girl will resonate to your disturbances.
Have you ever thought about the frequency match of you with a girl.
No.
You only know,
If you drop a meter stick or pencil on the floor, it will begin to vibrate.
If you pluck a guitar string, it will begin to vibrate.
If you blow over the top of a pop bottle, the air inside will vibrate.
You never know what to do to make a girl fall in love with you.
Yes.Looking at your intelligence i fell in love Ajay.
But later when i studied the resonance and frequecy between us .
We will never make a good pair Ajay.
Take care.Bye.All the best for your future research.I am always your best friend for ever."
Ajay Immediately wrote a note on his PDA,
"Girls.Female gender of human species vibrate at a natural frequecy.Deriving a mathematical relationship of which is beyond science."
Ajay student of IIT Karagpur was presenting his 3 yrs hardwork on Resonance and Standing Waves to the international conference of Physics masters.
He has studied almost 1500 objects and their set of frequencies.Worked on their mathematical relationship.
Still other objects will vibrate at a set of multiple frequencies which have no simple mathematical relationship between them.And his presentation mainly targeted these.
Everyone were astonied as the presentation was in progress.
He won the first place and funding to continue his reasearch to the next level.
He declared within himself that he would be the happiest person in the whole world at that moment.
Returned back home with sucess and pride to his country.He had an olympian welcome by his college prof and students.
He was looking for her.Rebbeca was not there.
His eyes looked all the place.She rushed in "Ajay!!! congrats da".And presented him with fresh bunch of roses".
Ajay was lying on his bed looking at the rose.
He called her"Rebbe wat about dinner at Dine roof top"
She said "hmm..actualla..seri ok..Physics master keta..no nnu solla mudiyuma.Lets meet at 8:00"
They were on the roof top.
Ajay said "So Rebbe.Are u tensed when i was presenting my papers"
She said "no"
"What"
"I know that you will win for sure da."
He said "So you have lot of belief in me .Is it"
She said "Hey Ajay..wat happened.Are u upto something"
Ajay said"Ya.Rebbe."
She said "i am getting wat u r arriving at da.But..."
Ajay "enna but..I am pretty sure u like me very much"
She said "I like u da..but i am not in luv with u..pls..enna manichuru"
Ajay "What then are u in love with some one is it?"
She said "are u guys mad..is this the only reason that a girl will reject a proposal"
Ajay "then what.So i am not looking good is it.You pretty well know who i am right now.
My name is listed at the Physics passionate's magazine.You know there is big queue of girls waiting for my date.Do you know that.And you are a .....l."
Rebbeca interupted quickly
"Yes Ajay you are a genious in understanding the natural freq of all the non-living objects.
I accept that.
Have u ever tried to know abt the natural frequecy of a girl.
Have you ever spent time in understanding when and how a girl will resonate to your disturbances.
Have you ever thought about the frequency match of you with a girl.
No.
You only know,
If you drop a meter stick or pencil on the floor, it will begin to vibrate.
If you pluck a guitar string, it will begin to vibrate.
If you blow over the top of a pop bottle, the air inside will vibrate.
You never know what to do to make a girl fall in love with you.
Yes.Looking at your intelligence i fell in love Ajay.
But later when i studied the resonance and frequecy between us .
We will never make a good pair Ajay.
Take care.Bye.All the best for your future research.I am always your best friend for ever."
Ajay Immediately wrote a note on his PDA,
"Girls.Female gender of human species vibrate at a natural frequecy.Deriving a mathematical relationship of which is beyond science."
Friday, March 10, 2006
Too deep to uproot
Movie depictions of firearm victims being thrown through plate-glass windows are inaccurate, as were this to be the case, the shooter would also be thrown backwards with equal force.
Gunshot victims frequently fall or collapse when shot; however this is usually due to physical damage or psychological effects perhaps combined with being off-balance, not the momentum of the bullet pushing them over.
Lets continue to a sampled stimulating moment........
It travelled at an unimaginable velocity.
A very high shutter speed can only capture it.But he traced it.
In a trajectory exactly pointing her left breast.
Arief shouted "Sukanya..no da".Her eyes shivered.
On target.Pierced.Blood oozed out.She did not move.
She was stading still.Not even a inch she moved from where she was standing.
The gunslinger fled the spot on time.But Arief could agnize him.
Arief rushed to Sukanya.
She said "I want to rest on your lap da".And Landed straight on to his lap.
She was bleeding all over.Arief is not ready to accept that it happened.
He having her bleeding in his lap.Rarest probable event that should never ever happen to anyone
Gunshots every where echoed.But Arief was not able to hear any of that.He stared at her.
He was Struck with fear and consternation.She lifted her and ran in among the violent crowd.
Shouted "You hardhearted creatures"
Rushed her to the nearby hospital.She was admitted to the ICU.
Three days passed.Arief cant bear the trauma that he was undergoing.Food and sleep didnt bother him.Sat on the white colored bench, only looking through the transparent circle in the ICU door which showed her face.
Nearby FM receiver annonced."The religious rioting and violence has been curtailed.And peace has been restored"
Seven days later.She woke up.
She called upon Arief in mild voice "Da.Are you ok"
"I am all fine dear.How are you feeling now".
She said "I want to rest on your lap forever da".
He said "Does it hurt too much dear"
She said "Ila vae illa da..you saw naa i was all standing firmly after that"
He immediately hugged her tightly and cant control his tears.
He saw the fear on her eyes.Fear of death.
He know him.The guy who shot her.He was his good old friend for more than a decade now.
All those barbaric instincts have blindfolded him from distinguishing his own friends girl.
A year back when Arief and Sukanya decided to marry they said "No religion we will follow.No one can seperate us".
They never knew that these practices are deeprooted that they will follow them till the end.
Or end them in between.
Gunshot victims frequently fall or collapse when shot; however this is usually due to physical damage or psychological effects perhaps combined with being off-balance, not the momentum of the bullet pushing them over.
Lets continue to a sampled stimulating moment........
It travelled at an unimaginable velocity.
A very high shutter speed can only capture it.But he traced it.
In a trajectory exactly pointing her left breast.
Arief shouted "Sukanya..no da".Her eyes shivered.
On target.Pierced.Blood oozed out.She did not move.
She was stading still.Not even a inch she moved from where she was standing.
The gunslinger fled the spot on time.But Arief could agnize him.
Arief rushed to Sukanya.
She said "I want to rest on your lap da".And Landed straight on to his lap.
She was bleeding all over.Arief is not ready to accept that it happened.
He having her bleeding in his lap.Rarest probable event that should never ever happen to anyone
Gunshots every where echoed.But Arief was not able to hear any of that.He stared at her.
He was Struck with fear and consternation.She lifted her and ran in among the violent crowd.
Shouted "You hardhearted creatures"
Rushed her to the nearby hospital.She was admitted to the ICU.
Three days passed.Arief cant bear the trauma that he was undergoing.Food and sleep didnt bother him.Sat on the white colored bench, only looking through the transparent circle in the ICU door which showed her face.
Nearby FM receiver annonced."The religious rioting and violence has been curtailed.And peace has been restored"
Seven days later.She woke up.
She called upon Arief in mild voice "Da.Are you ok"
"I am all fine dear.How are you feeling now".
She said "I want to rest on your lap forever da".
He said "Does it hurt too much dear"
She said "Ila vae illa da..you saw naa i was all standing firmly after that"
He immediately hugged her tightly and cant control his tears.
He saw the fear on her eyes.Fear of death.
He know him.The guy who shot her.He was his good old friend for more than a decade now.
All those barbaric instincts have blindfolded him from distinguishing his own friends girl.
A year back when Arief and Sukanya decided to marry they said "No religion we will follow.No one can seperate us".
They never knew that these practices are deeprooted that they will follow them till the end.
Or end them in between.
Monday, March 06, 2006
honey MOON
"Nimmi come here di.Come near me seekaram".
He showed her the marvel he was seeing.Nirmala who was preparing coffee rushed and stood near dina.
"Did u see that" he said and showed her the Moon.
"Thats amazing da wow" she slowly leaned over Dina and looked at it.
White and milky it was.They felt cold looking at it.
She turned and gave a tight hug to dina and eventually he kissed her forehead.
Tears started rolling out of her eyes.
"i know abt u dear..u will keep up your promise" said Nirmala and kissed him deeply. As their shuttle approched it.
He felt proud.
Dina remembered a few years back "Nimmi.I promise u da." pointing to the moon over the sky "For sure i shall take you there for our honey moon sweetheart".
And he registered their names with VMCI (Visit Moon Corporation of India) and got the best deal "Exclusive for couples" of 4 nights stay plus a new space shuttle which hardly had travelled 150 times between moon and earth, with all the elemental features for 33 million Rs.
He did'nt yet disclose to Nirmala that he had got a free ride coupon on the "old highlands".
Their space craft was above to land on the moon surface in another 8 hrs.They saw the surface that was covered with regolith, a mixture of fine dust and rocky debris produced by meteor impacts.
It landed.
The couple came out and a crew with four men were waiting to pick them up to their suite.
"Welcome sir, and mam.You are on the moon.You are 43215633 th couple to visit the moon. The weather is excellent this weekend.And we hope you will enjoy your stay here for the next 5 days."
Nirmala cant believe that she is walking on the moon with his beloved.
With no atmosphere and no magnetic field, the Moon's surface looked providential for her.
She held his hand tight when they looked above the sky to see the EARTH at an orbit 384,400 km away.
He showed her the marvel he was seeing.Nirmala who was preparing coffee rushed and stood near dina.
"Did u see that" he said and showed her the Moon.
"Thats amazing da wow" she slowly leaned over Dina and looked at it.
White and milky it was.They felt cold looking at it.
She turned and gave a tight hug to dina and eventually he kissed her forehead.
Tears started rolling out of her eyes.
"i know abt u dear..u will keep up your promise" said Nirmala and kissed him deeply. As their shuttle approched it.
He felt proud.
Dina remembered a few years back "Nimmi.I promise u da." pointing to the moon over the sky "For sure i shall take you there for our honey moon sweetheart".
And he registered their names with VMCI (Visit Moon Corporation of India) and got the best deal "Exclusive for couples" of 4 nights stay plus a new space shuttle which hardly had travelled 150 times between moon and earth, with all the elemental features for 33 million Rs.
He did'nt yet disclose to Nirmala that he had got a free ride coupon on the "old highlands".
Their space craft was above to land on the moon surface in another 8 hrs.They saw the surface that was covered with regolith, a mixture of fine dust and rocky debris produced by meteor impacts.
It landed.
The couple came out and a crew with four men were waiting to pick them up to their suite.
"Welcome sir, and mam.You are on the moon.You are 43215633 th couple to visit the moon. The weather is excellent this weekend.And we hope you will enjoy your stay here for the next 5 days."
Nirmala cant believe that she is walking on the moon with his beloved.
With no atmosphere and no magnetic field, the Moon's surface looked providential for her.
She held his hand tight when they looked above the sky to see the EARTH at an orbit 384,400 km away.
Monday, February 27, 2006
Clean sweep
Venu came early today. 45 mins earlier as usual.
Today college was opened after 3 months of semester holidays. He looked convinced as he was wearing the new dress that he was preserving for days.Maroon shirt and brown pant.
Looked at the college road.It was overspread with lemon yellow colored flowers.
Lovely to watch.Venu had a agaze look at it.
All the students were walking after the long day classes.Venu sat on the near by bench looking at them going.
He saw four girls walking all over the road.Shouting and gigling.
All the four girls were lookin gorgeous ofcourse. They were after a guy who looked feared for them.He was in white shirt and black pant.
Venu looked at those girls.He was able to hear them speaking to that guy.
"Dai entha department da ni" said the girl in green salwar to the guy.
The guy replied "Mechanical akka".
"What..Yaaruda akka..seniornu sollu" shouted the green salwar.
Then came in the girl in red top.
"athu enna da specs..bus mirror madhari." Every one laughed out.
It was getting interesting for Venu.Of the four girls venu liked the one wearing black salwar.
She was fair.For venu she looked homely and he had a short prayer that he should get a wife like her.
Black salwar came in front of that white dressed guy and said to other girls..
"Chi pavam di payan..irunga..evalo smarta irukan."
She said looking at the guy.."Dai machan".
That guy exclaimed "Machanaaa..sister!! sorry grr err madam..i mean senior.Please dont call me like that"
The black salwar said "Seri da soda butti..ennoda lips paru da.Dont you feel like kissing this".
Venu stood up stunned.He immediately learnt that appearance deceive.And cancelled the prayer he had a shortwhile ago.
Black one continued "Okay da soda butti.." and she pointed out a broom stick at a distance and said "If you sweep this place with that broom.I shall kiss you."
This is getting hot.
Venu looked.
That white dressed guy perspired.He wavered.
The girl in red top commanded
"Dai are u going to do this now or not". That guy immediately ran and picked the broom.
Lot of students gathered around soon.
Black salwar announced the deal to the gathering. One guy in the crowd shouted.."Oye pavithra nan venumna intha city fulla clean panrain di..ni kiss panrathuku intha dubbuku than unnaku kedachana".
Pavithra replied "Roomba alayatha da".
Venu was eagerly waiting to see the climax. Then suddenly the white dressed guy started crying loud.
Pavithra said "dai dai ennada azhara.niruthu da".
Green slawar said "chi pavam di roomba azharan"
Red tops said"amman avan soda buttila la wipers vera illa".
Pavithra said "Seri seri di vanga polam, dean kita matinumna avalo than.Ippolam raging panna 5 yrs kambi ennanum theriyuma"
Everyone vanished from the scene in a second.
Venu stood up and saw the whole road was void of ppl.He went near the broom and smiled.
Bended down to pick it up.His ID card fell down from his front pocket which read,
Name:Venu, Catergory : Non-Teaching , Type:Sweeper
That broom,
was an instrument of fun for them.For Venu its a device that keeps up his existence around.
He looked the Sky above and said "Are u biased".
A sinlge lemon yellow colored flower fell from the tree slowly on to his face and landed on to the road.
He looked at the flower down and started sweeping.
Today college was opened after 3 months of semester holidays. He looked convinced as he was wearing the new dress that he was preserving for days.Maroon shirt and brown pant.
Looked at the college road.It was overspread with lemon yellow colored flowers.
Lovely to watch.Venu had a agaze look at it.
All the students were walking after the long day classes.Venu sat on the near by bench looking at them going.
He saw four girls walking all over the road.Shouting and gigling.
All the four girls were lookin gorgeous ofcourse. They were after a guy who looked feared for them.He was in white shirt and black pant.
Venu looked at those girls.He was able to hear them speaking to that guy.
"Dai entha department da ni" said the girl in green salwar to the guy.
The guy replied "Mechanical akka".
"What..Yaaruda akka..seniornu sollu" shouted the green salwar.
Then came in the girl in red top.
"athu enna da specs..bus mirror madhari." Every one laughed out.
It was getting interesting for Venu.Of the four girls venu liked the one wearing black salwar.
She was fair.For venu she looked homely and he had a short prayer that he should get a wife like her.
Black salwar came in front of that white dressed guy and said to other girls..
"Chi pavam di payan..irunga..evalo smarta irukan."
She said looking at the guy.."Dai machan".
That guy exclaimed "Machanaaa..sister!! sorry grr err madam..i mean senior.Please dont call me like that"
The black salwar said "Seri da soda butti..ennoda lips paru da.Dont you feel like kissing this".
Venu stood up stunned.He immediately learnt that appearance deceive.And cancelled the prayer he had a shortwhile ago.
Black one continued "Okay da soda butti.." and she pointed out a broom stick at a distance and said "If you sweep this place with that broom.I shall kiss you."
This is getting hot.
Venu looked.
That white dressed guy perspired.He wavered.
The girl in red top commanded
"Dai are u going to do this now or not". That guy immediately ran and picked the broom.
Lot of students gathered around soon.
Black salwar announced the deal to the gathering. One guy in the crowd shouted.."Oye pavithra nan venumna intha city fulla clean panrain di..ni kiss panrathuku intha dubbuku than unnaku kedachana".
Pavithra replied "Roomba alayatha da".
Venu was eagerly waiting to see the climax. Then suddenly the white dressed guy started crying loud.
Pavithra said "dai dai ennada azhara.niruthu da".
Green slawar said "chi pavam di roomba azharan"
Red tops said"amman avan soda buttila la wipers vera illa".
Pavithra said "Seri seri di vanga polam, dean kita matinumna avalo than.Ippolam raging panna 5 yrs kambi ennanum theriyuma"
Everyone vanished from the scene in a second.
Venu stood up and saw the whole road was void of ppl.He went near the broom and smiled.
Bended down to pick it up.His ID card fell down from his front pocket which read,
Name:Venu, Catergory : Non-Teaching , Type:Sweeper
That broom,
was an instrument of fun for them.For Venu its a device that keeps up his existence around.
He looked the Sky above and said "Are u biased".
A sinlge lemon yellow colored flower fell from the tree slowly on to his face and landed on to the road.
He looked at the flower down and started sweeping.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
An outright Kiss
Chennai - Airport.
Kavya was eagerly looking on to the display board.
Status for the Swiss International Air Lines 154 changed to "Landed".
Immediately her face lit up bright.I noticed.
Ramesh is landing here at chennai after 2 yrs of his stay in Zurich.
Kavya was in luv with him for the past 3 yrs.And i am her closest friend for 5 yrs.
I still remember the day when Ramesh proposed her.She came rushin to me and said.
"Vijay, you gotto tell da...else i wont accept him".I accepted.
But all these 2 yrs when Ramesh left to Zurich.I was her only supporter,company.
And all her activites where proving something to my mind,
it registered "She started to like me".
I remember when she said,
"Vijay,i hate this guy da.He left me alone here and he is enjoying there theriyuma.If you are not there i would have exited".
And rested on my shoulders.
At this moment my mind registered : She wants me.
And the day when it was raining heavily.She was sitting at the back of my bike and was hugging me tight and said "Vijay its too cold da cant bear it".
At this moment my mind registered : She likes me.
And yeah when my parents left south for a marriage,i was staying all alone.I got this viral fever,she came daily and took care of me.You wont believe she even bunked her semester exams.
At this moment my mind registered : She loves me.
When she heard that Ramesh is coming back she said
"Vijay i really dont know how i am gonna handle this."
At this moment my mind registered : She dont want to miss me in her life.
So i am confindent that Kavya will convey this somehow to Ramesh.
We have been waiting there for 40 mins and after which i saw Ramesh,he was walking briskly towards us
Me and Kavya were standing few feets away from him.
And suddenly Kavya ran to him and stood before him.Her eyes sunkened in water.I had never seen her eyes that way.
And..and..within a wink she pressed her lips hard over his.
OH MY GOD..there are hell a lot of people around.Everyone witnessed this ceremony.
On the process she slowly raised her level by standing on her toe and stayed on.
That Kiss,
aflamed her deep passion she had on him
exploring him and his lips to the fullest
quenching her yearn thirst
disproved all the illicit theories in me
evidenced me all the love she had for ramesh and the missin she underwent all these days
clearly rationalized me the science of physical contact by a girl.
Severalized the "Touch of hers" between me and Ramesh.
At this moment my mind registered two important properties about Kavya,
Kavya,She is designed for and dedicated to Ramesh.
Kavya,She is a good friend,supporter and sympathizer to me.
That night, after a long time i went to bed with clear mind.
PS:Blog conjured in my new sony vaio.
Kavya was eagerly looking on to the display board.
Status for the Swiss International Air Lines 154 changed to "Landed".
Immediately her face lit up bright.I noticed.
Ramesh is landing here at chennai after 2 yrs of his stay in Zurich.
Kavya was in luv with him for the past 3 yrs.And i am her closest friend for 5 yrs.
I still remember the day when Ramesh proposed her.She came rushin to me and said.
"Vijay, you gotto tell da...else i wont accept him".I accepted.
But all these 2 yrs when Ramesh left to Zurich.I was her only supporter,company.
And all her activites where proving something to my mind,
it registered "She started to like me".
I remember when she said,
"Vijay,i hate this guy da.He left me alone here and he is enjoying there theriyuma.If you are not there i would have exited".
And rested on my shoulders.
At this moment my mind registered : She wants me.
And the day when it was raining heavily.She was sitting at the back of my bike and was hugging me tight and said "Vijay its too cold da cant bear it".
At this moment my mind registered : She likes me.
And yeah when my parents left south for a marriage,i was staying all alone.I got this viral fever,she came daily and took care of me.You wont believe she even bunked her semester exams.
At this moment my mind registered : She loves me.
When she heard that Ramesh is coming back she said
"Vijay i really dont know how i am gonna handle this."
At this moment my mind registered : She dont want to miss me in her life.
So i am confindent that Kavya will convey this somehow to Ramesh.
We have been waiting there for 40 mins and after which i saw Ramesh,he was walking briskly towards us
Me and Kavya were standing few feets away from him.
And suddenly Kavya ran to him and stood before him.Her eyes sunkened in water.I had never seen her eyes that way.
And..and..within a wink she pressed her lips hard over his.
OH MY GOD..there are hell a lot of people around.Everyone witnessed this ceremony.
On the process she slowly raised her level by standing on her toe and stayed on.
That Kiss,
aflamed her deep passion she had on him
exploring him and his lips to the fullest
quenching her yearn thirst
disproved all the illicit theories in me
evidenced me all the love she had for ramesh and the missin she underwent all these days
clearly rationalized me the science of physical contact by a girl.
Severalized the "Touch of hers" between me and Ramesh.
At this moment my mind registered two important properties about Kavya,
Kavya,She is designed for and dedicated to Ramesh.
Kavya,She is a good friend,supporter and sympathizer to me.
That night, after a long time i went to bed with clear mind.
PS:Blog conjured in my new sony vaio.
Friday, February 17, 2006
obtuse Triangle
Feb 14th 3:00 AM.
I was lying on my bed.Was not able to sleep.
Its been 6 months since i came into this room.And Anand was here for the past 1 yr.
He was one of the best room-mate that one could get.
Initialy i found difficult to adjust with him.Later we became close friends.Some how we were in sync with our thoughts.From Jothika's lip to Simran's hip.
I never thought this would impact my life deeply.
Rithika..the most beautiful lulu in the college.I liked her.
I believe she inturn liked me.But she spends equal time with Anand too.
Infact lot closer.
This traumatized me.Drove me to insanity.
One day he said
"Dai devil(thats what he calls me.i hate that)..you should have seen Rithika today..vow she looked gorgeous in that white skirt and purplish tops".
I just felt like kicking him hard.
He started liking her.I cannot imagine Rithika and Anand joining hands together.
I never wanted to discuss about her with him.And i decided to put an end to this vicious triangle.Which was too obtuse to handle for me.
I decided and confident to some extent to propose my wish on this valentines day.
....as these thoughts were rambling,slowly i went into a deep sleep..
Woke up and found it is 9 in the morning.."Its valentines day"
I dressed up,ofcourse in best of my attire..found that Anand was not there..rushed to college..
It was colorful everywhere..i could see every hand held a wonderful rose..it doesnt know where it is destined to.
I looked for Rithika she was not there.
"Where is Rithika" i asked.."She went with Anand.." was the reply
"What".
As i had always thought..i dont fit for these..love phenomenon.
Dropped the rose woefully and started to walk bluntly.
Suddenly a beautiful red rose egressed before me..It was Anand..and immediately he handed a card to me which read..
"Multiply it by infinity,and you'll still only have a glimpse of how much I love you"
Love u Devi
(My loveliest devil and a sweet room-mate).
Will u.
I smiled.It communicated millions of "Yes" to Anand.
Wishing and praying for you all that you continue to impress your loved one's.
I was lying on my bed.Was not able to sleep.
Its been 6 months since i came into this room.And Anand was here for the past 1 yr.
He was one of the best room-mate that one could get.
Initialy i found difficult to adjust with him.Later we became close friends.Some how we were in sync with our thoughts.From Jothika's lip to Simran's hip.
I never thought this would impact my life deeply.
Rithika..the most beautiful lulu in the college.I liked her.
I believe she inturn liked me.But she spends equal time with Anand too.
Infact lot closer.
This traumatized me.Drove me to insanity.
One day he said
"Dai devil(thats what he calls me.i hate that)..you should have seen Rithika today..vow she looked gorgeous in that white skirt and purplish tops".
I just felt like kicking him hard.
He started liking her.I cannot imagine Rithika and Anand joining hands together.
I never wanted to discuss about her with him.And i decided to put an end to this vicious triangle.Which was too obtuse to handle for me.
I decided and confident to some extent to propose my wish on this valentines day.
....as these thoughts were rambling,slowly i went into a deep sleep..
Woke up and found it is 9 in the morning.."Its valentines day"
I dressed up,ofcourse in best of my attire..found that Anand was not there..rushed to college..
It was colorful everywhere..i could see every hand held a wonderful rose..it doesnt know where it is destined to.
I looked for Rithika she was not there.
"Where is Rithika" i asked.."She went with Anand.." was the reply
"What".
As i had always thought..i dont fit for these..love phenomenon.
Dropped the rose woefully and started to walk bluntly.
Suddenly a beautiful red rose egressed before me..It was Anand..and immediately he handed a card to me which read..
"Multiply it by infinity,and you'll still only have a glimpse of how much I love you"
Love u Devi
(My loveliest devil and a sweet room-mate).
Will u.
I smiled.It communicated millions of "Yes" to Anand.
Wishing and praying for you all that you continue to impress your loved one's.
Sunday, February 12, 2006
She stands first
Pl = (Nd) ds
Where,
Pl = pain in love.
Nd = Number of days you had spent with her back home.
ds = Distance of seperation between you and her.
The thought that "She will undergo this first..she is gonna face this first before me"
kills me.
I want to relive her unique fragrance..sweet pinches..pony tail..presence when i end up in unforeseen crisis..
She is geographically located at 5.5 hours (5 hours 30 minutes) ahead of Greenwich Mean Time and me at GMT-6.
She will be first to welcome FEB 14 with a heavy heart without me around.
This decision of short separation was taken by us of one mind and without any dissent.And for a good cause.
We both belive that this will pass.And not repeatable.
Where,
Pl = pain in love.
Nd = Number of days you had spent with her back home.
ds = Distance of seperation between you and her.
The thought that "She will undergo this first..she is gonna face this first before me"
kills me.
I want to relive her unique fragrance..sweet pinches..pony tail..presence when i end up in unforeseen crisis..
She is geographically located at 5.5 hours (5 hours 30 minutes) ahead of Greenwich Mean Time and me at GMT-6.
She will be first to welcome FEB 14 with a heavy heart without me around.
This decision of short separation was taken by us of one mind and without any dissent.And for a good cause.
We both belive that this will pass.And not repeatable.
Thursday, February 09, 2006
monday blues
It was the first day of valentine month of 2010.
Clock was shouting that it is 7 AM...it was shouting hard..
rajan woke up and and saw his cute preetha sleeping like a kid.
He watched her and could feel the warm air leaving her lil nose.The Cozy arrangement that she was in dragged him to bed.Kept his cheek over hers.
Soft and tender her cheek was.His was very rough as he had trimmed his beard recently.
While he was njoying the softness of it..
suddenly he remembered
"Opps its monday..and there is a meeting scheduled with the client at 9 AM"
She looked very tired.He decided not to wake her up.Sunday she was all doing the cooking.Also tried a new dish.."hmm was preety ok to eat".
Rushed into the kitchen.It looked new as if he had not been into it for a very long time.Took the flour out of the fridge and filled up the idly plates.
Nibbled into the bathroom and had a agile bath.Filled in the lunch box with 5 idlies.
He furtively had a look into the bedroom.She was still sleeping.That was so sweet.
Its time to leave.He went and sat near her with a coffee.Caressed and cleared up her forehead.She opened her cute eyes and saw him.
"Coffe da"..raised the steamy coffee cup to her face.
Took the cup and she asked "Enna da is it late"..and had a lovely sip.He love to watch her drinking coffee.
Then he said "Ok dear...Had pressed your blue salwar And kept it ready.and you have exactly 45 mins to attend your monday meeting".
She kissed him gently and rushed to the bathroom.
"Careful..dear..and da you are getting tired on monday mornings so let me do all the cooking on sunday as well da..may be u can try on saturdays alone"..he said
"No way "..she said and closed the bathroom door.
Clock was shouting that it is 7 AM...it was shouting hard..
rajan woke up and and saw his cute preetha sleeping like a kid.
He watched her and could feel the warm air leaving her lil nose.The Cozy arrangement that she was in dragged him to bed.Kept his cheek over hers.
Soft and tender her cheek was.His was very rough as he had trimmed his beard recently.
While he was njoying the softness of it..
suddenly he remembered
"Opps its monday..and there is a meeting scheduled with the client at 9 AM"
She looked very tired.He decided not to wake her up.Sunday she was all doing the cooking.Also tried a new dish.."hmm was preety ok to eat".
Rushed into the kitchen.It looked new as if he had not been into it for a very long time.Took the flour out of the fridge and filled up the idly plates.
Nibbled into the bathroom and had a agile bath.Filled in the lunch box with 5 idlies.
He furtively had a look into the bedroom.She was still sleeping.That was so sweet.
Its time to leave.He went and sat near her with a coffee.Caressed and cleared up her forehead.She opened her cute eyes and saw him.
"Coffe da"..raised the steamy coffee cup to her face.
Took the cup and she asked "Enna da is it late"..and had a lovely sip.He love to watch her drinking coffee.
Then he said "Ok dear...Had pressed your blue salwar And kept it ready.and you have exactly 45 mins to attend your monday meeting".
She kissed him gently and rushed to the bathroom.
"Careful..dear..and da you are getting tired on monday mornings so let me do all the cooking on sunday as well da..may be u can try on saturdays alone"..he said
"No way "..she said and closed the bathroom door.
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
"Because i am conceived"
FEB 20 2006
I noticed him.He was all dull and brooding for past 1 week.
Ishara was his close friend for more than 3 yrs.
Me and Shanti were determined that no other girl can be our bride.She was perfect.She was beautiful.She commixed tenderly with our family.
Shyam and Ishara are made for each other.They never told us about their relationship and we never told them abouth our wish.Sounds crazy..may be this shows the heights of understanding we have.
Not even a single day passed without her call to him.But now It was hardly a month since she rang him up.Shanti was all upset and we determined to speak to Shyam.
I came home early and Shyam was before his laptop.
I called him.
"Yes Dad"..
Shanti with all her restlessness said "We wanted to speak to you regarding Ishara"
"No mom.I dont want her in my life."
Silence.
I asked "But Why Shyam.You liked her"
"Yes Dad for 3 years.But i hate her now..i hate her.."
I saw lots and lots of frustration in his eyes.
He continued "She stayed a whole night in Nishants room"..
Heavy rains forced Ishara to stay there.She tried utmost to come home after the party but she couldnt.
I spoke mildly "I know about Ishara.Common Shyam.Are u Crazy...and she is"
Shyam interrupted and yelled
"Dad dont speak a word about her.Every one are advising me the same"
then he said
"Ok let me ask you the same question i asked them.Just swap and be in my shoes.Will you accept her?"
I stayed silent.
Looking out the window i said "Shyam,how many days she has stayed in our home with you.Did we ever asked you on that.Hmm..yeah its because we trusted you both.And same was with Ishara's parents."
He listened to me.
I paused for a moment and turned looked at his face and said "The trust we all had
on you is mortified.I feel disgraced to have you as my son.." and I stopped abruptly.
I could see tears rolling down from Shyam..He wiped it in a wink.And took his bike key and rushed out saying "I am going to meet Ishara".
I looked at Shanti.She gazed at me.I know what was up in her thoughts.
"Where is Navin" i asked about my second son.She did not answer me.I know she needs sometime to hark back.
Approximately 25 yrs back...
Me and Shanti were having a walk.She was back from her 5 months training.
i proposed to Shanti "I missed you these five months.I want you through out my life..i want to marry you"
I strongly believed she too loves me.
She cried loudly and people stared at us..she wept and said "I also wanted..but i cannot".
Suddenly i felt i lost life in me..i was walking dead with her.
I asked "Y da"..
She said "Because i am conceived".
suddely i saw ppl fleeing to nearby shelters..it started raining..
I thought i would end the blog here..but after lot of thought process added the line below..
It happened at her training.I tried hard to make her forget the brutal incident.Married her.We decided we will not abort Shyam.
I noticed him.He was all dull and brooding for past 1 week.
Ishara was his close friend for more than 3 yrs.
Me and Shanti were determined that no other girl can be our bride.She was perfect.She was beautiful.She commixed tenderly with our family.
Shyam and Ishara are made for each other.They never told us about their relationship and we never told them abouth our wish.Sounds crazy..may be this shows the heights of understanding we have.
Not even a single day passed without her call to him.But now It was hardly a month since she rang him up.Shanti was all upset and we determined to speak to Shyam.
I came home early and Shyam was before his laptop.
I called him.
"Yes Dad"..
Shanti with all her restlessness said "We wanted to speak to you regarding Ishara"
"No mom.I dont want her in my life."
Silence.
I asked "But Why Shyam.You liked her"
"Yes Dad for 3 years.But i hate her now..i hate her.."
I saw lots and lots of frustration in his eyes.
He continued "She stayed a whole night in Nishants room"..
Heavy rains forced Ishara to stay there.She tried utmost to come home after the party but she couldnt.
I spoke mildly "I know about Ishara.Common Shyam.Are u Crazy...and she is"
Shyam interrupted and yelled
"Dad dont speak a word about her.Every one are advising me the same"
then he said
"Ok let me ask you the same question i asked them.Just swap and be in my shoes.Will you accept her?"
I stayed silent.
Looking out the window i said "Shyam,how many days she has stayed in our home with you.Did we ever asked you on that.Hmm..yeah its because we trusted you both.And same was with Ishara's parents."
He listened to me.
I paused for a moment and turned looked at his face and said "The trust we all had
on you is mortified.I feel disgraced to have you as my son.." and I stopped abruptly.
I could see tears rolling down from Shyam..He wiped it in a wink.And took his bike key and rushed out saying "I am going to meet Ishara".
I looked at Shanti.She gazed at me.I know what was up in her thoughts.
"Where is Navin" i asked about my second son.She did not answer me.I know she needs sometime to hark back.
Approximately 25 yrs back...
Me and Shanti were having a walk.She was back from her 5 months training.
i proposed to Shanti "I missed you these five months.I want you through out my life..i want to marry you"
I strongly believed she too loves me.
She cried loudly and people stared at us..she wept and said "I also wanted..but i cannot".
Suddenly i felt i lost life in me..i was walking dead with her.
I asked "Y da"..
She said "Because i am conceived".
suddely i saw ppl fleeing to nearby shelters..it started raining..
I thought i would end the blog here..but after lot of thought process added the line below..
It happened at her training.I tried hard to make her forget the brutal incident.Married her.We decided we will not abort Shyam.
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Me - Renovated and Tuned by Her
I am 26 now.Its been six full years since i got her in my life.
I look back and find that these were my best days of life so far...
My teen times were marked by all usual routines.
Not a major acheiver in academics.Was very frisky.Never had a major aspiration to win with.
Had lil short lived calf loves.Lots of friends, mocking,teasing...volleyball matches..mini projects...Life was cool...Really amazed to find that i got into a good university for my engineering..
She was ethnic,perfect and always altering between the top 3 ranks in her school..She believed her prayers are answered..her hard work payed her..she was in to the same university that i got in to.
Gazing at the workshop window."Oh god School was much better..."
Saw her in red dress."Hmm..College might turn on to be a good place"
The first thing that attracted me was her cute pony tail.Oh boy cant forget that moment..
She accepted my proposal(which took almost a year)...and i thought we were free birds..Nope..nay..your are not...now u got an additional responsibility..u r under pressure to find a job..else u cant get her whole in ur life.."Boss u cant pull veggie carts"
We both got placed in the so called leading software producing concerns.Now thought we are paid birds...
Nope..its my fate that my concern did not offer me a job for 1 yr as they promised..but hers did..
Really dont know how many can simulate the agony i faced at this time..the thought that i do not have job which she had..killed me slowly...tried hard to find one immediate job ..invain...Had a panic in me that i may loose her in life..fear consumed me that i cant make it...I will fail..
She was there..at this time she disclosed me the complete meaning of the word "Love".
You cannot get a girl like her.Every day of the yr...she used to call me from her work place..measured my patience..understood my pain..stood besides me..stood as a stone which will never let me fall...her words..her comforting eyes..her lap...kept me alive in all my spirits..
Never told her job fundaes to me.Never spoke to me abt her job training.Kept all the good things in herself.She sacrificed by not njoying her lil first achievements she had .
She perpetually believed that i can make it.
Was damn careful that i never get hurted and ensured that there is not even a single degree of phase shift with respect to our career henceforth.
Clearly understood my state of mind.
Now i am in the "land of dreams" typing this Blog and dedicating it to my beloved.
i would like to admit here that every point of my growth i can feel her hold.
She is lovely..she is commited..she renders herself in all good things i have got...
Feeling proud to have her in my life.
Wish her that she gets me in her life as she dreamt..
I look back and find that these were my best days of life so far...
My teen times were marked by all usual routines.
Not a major acheiver in academics.Was very frisky.Never had a major aspiration to win with.
Had lil short lived calf loves.Lots of friends, mocking,teasing...volleyball matches..mini projects...Life was cool...Really amazed to find that i got into a good university for my engineering..
She was ethnic,perfect and always altering between the top 3 ranks in her school..She believed her prayers are answered..her hard work payed her..she was in to the same university that i got in to.
Gazing at the workshop window."Oh god School was much better..."
Saw her in red dress."Hmm..College might turn on to be a good place"
The first thing that attracted me was her cute pony tail.Oh boy cant forget that moment..
She accepted my proposal(which took almost a year)...and i thought we were free birds..Nope..nay..your are not...now u got an additional responsibility..u r under pressure to find a job..else u cant get her whole in ur life.."Boss u cant pull veggie carts"
We both got placed in the so called leading software producing concerns.Now thought we are paid birds...
Nope..its my fate that my concern did not offer me a job for 1 yr as they promised..but hers did..
Really dont know how many can simulate the agony i faced at this time..the thought that i do not have job which she had..killed me slowly...tried hard to find one immediate job ..invain...Had a panic in me that i may loose her in life..fear consumed me that i cant make it...I will fail..
She was there..at this time she disclosed me the complete meaning of the word "Love".
You cannot get a girl like her.Every day of the yr...she used to call me from her work place..measured my patience..understood my pain..stood besides me..stood as a stone which will never let me fall...her words..her comforting eyes..her lap...kept me alive in all my spirits..
Never told her job fundaes to me.Never spoke to me abt her job training.Kept all the good things in herself.She sacrificed by not njoying her lil first achievements she had .
She perpetually believed that i can make it.
Was damn careful that i never get hurted and ensured that there is not even a single degree of phase shift with respect to our career henceforth.
Clearly understood my state of mind.
Now i am in the "land of dreams" typing this Blog and dedicating it to my beloved.
i would like to admit here that every point of my growth i can feel her hold.
She is lovely..she is commited..she renders herself in all good things i have got...
Feeling proud to have her in my life.
Wish her that she gets me in her life as she dreamt..
Thursday, February 02, 2006
Envy at the gates
Its 9 in the morning.She rushed to the front gate.
She can see him at this time.
She stood beside the gate waiting for him...
Its been 7 months since he moved away from her.She never knew the fault in her.And its still a dumbfound for eveyone when he decided to go away with that girl.
He moved to the opposite house.
She stood there..her eyes evinced the love she had on him..she remembered the first kiss and the first hug..
daily she used to stand there and see them going to their work place.Its that 2 mins, she can see him.
They came out and he wiped the back seat of the bike..and she remembered..years back when he bought the bike..he had told her.."this back seat is only for u dear" ..and now the rightfulnesses is to someone else..
She stood behind the gate and saw him...and suddenly he looked at her..she was frightened..stepped a lil back..he spoke something to the girl with him near the bike and started walking towards her crossing the road...
He came near to her...both of them uttered "how r u", at the same moment.
Silence.
Then he said..."amma..wanted to tell you something...."
She heard this from him after a very long time(its 7 months)...you should have seen her face..the motherly love was beaming out..you cannot get that from anywhere anyone...
"Enna da..." she said in a low tone that he can only hear...
He said.."Mirtha...she is preganant ma..thought i should tell this to you"..and he turned back and started his bike...they went and dissappeared in the haze..
She was contented.She strongly believed that he will come back and live with her soon.
Now Mirtha is not just a wife to his son..she is going to be a mother for a child..she has entered in to a relationship which is pure divine and can never be immitated.
She know Mirtha will now feel the motherly warm and nurturing love towards her child..Mirtha will empathize the "envy" she has on her son...she will..
She closed the gate..looked at it and said.."you might miss me in the morning"....
The very moment when a child is born..a new mother is also born..she did not exist before.
She can see him at this time.
She stood beside the gate waiting for him...
Its been 7 months since he moved away from her.She never knew the fault in her.And its still a dumbfound for eveyone when he decided to go away with that girl.
He moved to the opposite house.
She stood there..her eyes evinced the love she had on him..she remembered the first kiss and the first hug..
daily she used to stand there and see them going to their work place.Its that 2 mins, she can see him.
They came out and he wiped the back seat of the bike..and she remembered..years back when he bought the bike..he had told her.."this back seat is only for u dear" ..and now the rightfulnesses is to someone else..
She stood behind the gate and saw him...and suddenly he looked at her..she was frightened..stepped a lil back..he spoke something to the girl with him near the bike and started walking towards her crossing the road...
He came near to her...both of them uttered "how r u", at the same moment.
Silence.
Then he said..."amma..wanted to tell you something...."
She heard this from him after a very long time(its 7 months)...you should have seen her face..the motherly love was beaming out..you cannot get that from anywhere anyone...
"Enna da..." she said in a low tone that he can only hear...
He said.."Mirtha...she is preganant ma..thought i should tell this to you"..and he turned back and started his bike...they went and dissappeared in the haze..
She was contented.She strongly believed that he will come back and live with her soon.
Now Mirtha is not just a wife to his son..she is going to be a mother for a child..she has entered in to a relationship which is pure divine and can never be immitated.
She know Mirtha will now feel the motherly warm and nurturing love towards her child..Mirtha will empathize the "envy" she has on her son...she will..
She closed the gate..looked at it and said.."you might miss me in the morning"....
The very moment when a child is born..a new mother is also born..she did not exist before.
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Waiting for her
Phone rings......rings...y no one is picking it up...rings..
I woke up and agnized that i have slept for 3 hrs..clock showed 2:40 it operates 7 mins ahead of rest of the world..it is actually 2:33 AM.
Picked up the phone.."Hello.........."
She is waiting for me...
Got dressed up and in a jiffy i am on the road.The road was haunted everywhere a rare sight to see in this city.I was all in her thoughts.Desperately wanted to see her.Was waiting for this day for months.
The door was half closed.Cant wait now,the exitement oh jeez "am i illiterate dont find words to descibe my exitement".
Opened the door.And i saw her from the distance.She was so cute......
And you believe this is loveliest sight i had ever witnessed.
Went near her.Tears rolled out from my eyes.Wanted to touch her.Her red chin attracted me immediatley.Touched her felt a throb in me.She was so tender,soft.
Wanted to kiss her.Touched her forehead with my lips.The frangrace of her was solacing.
Wanted to hug her.Took her and embraced in my arms.Random thoughts were ran in me when i held her by my arms.Looked at her eyes.Saw the innocence,pureness in her.She smiled at me.The sinless smile brought more life in to me.
I turned and said
"Is this real! da baby"
She said
"Ya dear everything is real..but from now on she is your baby and i am not"
I saw the possessiveness in my wife.Cannot forget this moment in my life.5 yrs back when i was in luv with her.I used to tell her i want a girl like you.And she will reply immediately saying "no" coz then you will luv her only and i wont get all the love and gifts from u.
It happend now...
My girl came into this world a day before the date given.It was a pleasant surprise.
I held my lil one in one hand and embraced my beloved wife in another and my mind was cerebrating "What will i name her..."
I woke up and agnized that i have slept for 3 hrs..clock showed 2:40 it operates 7 mins ahead of rest of the world..it is actually 2:33 AM.
Picked up the phone.."Hello.........."
She is waiting for me...
Got dressed up and in a jiffy i am on the road.The road was haunted everywhere a rare sight to see in this city.I was all in her thoughts.Desperately wanted to see her.Was waiting for this day for months.
The door was half closed.Cant wait now,the exitement oh jeez "am i illiterate dont find words to descibe my exitement".
Opened the door.And i saw her from the distance.She was so cute......
And you believe this is loveliest sight i had ever witnessed.
Went near her.Tears rolled out from my eyes.Wanted to touch her.Her red chin attracted me immediatley.Touched her felt a throb in me.She was so tender,soft.
Wanted to kiss her.Touched her forehead with my lips.The frangrace of her was solacing.
Wanted to hug her.Took her and embraced in my arms.Random thoughts were ran in me when i held her by my arms.Looked at her eyes.Saw the innocence,pureness in her.She smiled at me.The sinless smile brought more life in to me.
I turned and said
"Is this real! da baby"
She said
"Ya dear everything is real..but from now on she is your baby and i am not"
I saw the possessiveness in my wife.Cannot forget this moment in my life.5 yrs back when i was in luv with her.I used to tell her i want a girl like you.And she will reply immediately saying "no" coz then you will luv her only and i wont get all the love and gifts from u.
It happend now...
My girl came into this world a day before the date given.It was a pleasant surprise.
I held my lil one in one hand and embraced my beloved wife in another and my mind was cerebrating "What will i name her..."
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Making it up
Luv goes on like tender wind and builds up as a hurricane..and calms down.This cycle repeats on a full span of love life.
End of every turmoil u wud make up,
"My eyes R hurting coz I can't C U, My arms R empty coz I can't hold U, My lips R cold coz I can't kiss U but, My heart is breaking coz I'm not with U!"
"sending you a hug to ease your stress.a kiss to make you smile and my heart to say i'm thinking of u. i miss you"
Making up is a common term used for any rebuilding activity that is carried out.
When you are commited it goes on fine as this new unexplored zone is very much exciting.This when exhausted leads to expectations.
Expectations differs based on gender.A male usually expects her to live solely for him and shows more interest towards sexual relationship.
But a female expects for care,security and she wants support either from her parents or friends to get into any sexual deeds.
Here you r leading yourself to a breakup as it is called..
You wont believe yourself the brain which sent you impulses saying "U cant live with out him/her" starts playing the blamegame...Yes luv is blind here..you develop an aversion towards him/her.You start to explore the selfish nature of your beloved.You get HURT easliy.you feel you cant be healed.
You break up.
You will hide you tears..but u will have the pain in heart..u seem to remain carefree for her/him ..but u wont stop missing her/him...
You say to people you broke up with him/her..you would urge urself to find another partner.This game is so tricky that u will surely end up in a bad match.
Still the ego factor of your mind will burry things in you and makes you to lead a false life.
There can never be ideal couples existing.You got to understand him/her.
Simple rule is no humanbeing can change behaviour or thought process of another.never try that you will end in breaking up.
Believe Once you have committed there is no going back.Sixth sense has all the definitions specified in you that he cant leave her alone and she cant ditch you any more.
Once you fell in love you wud have said "i will live for him/her".
Now you have to learn to live for him/her.
Always make up in your love...be patient with him/her..
dont lose your love and lose your sixthsense...
End of every turmoil u wud make up,
"My eyes R hurting coz I can't C U, My arms R empty coz I can't hold U, My lips R cold coz I can't kiss U but, My heart is breaking coz I'm not with U!"
"sending you a hug to ease your stress.a kiss to make you smile and my heart to say i'm thinking of u. i miss you"
Making up is a common term used for any rebuilding activity that is carried out.
When you are commited it goes on fine as this new unexplored zone is very much exciting.This when exhausted leads to expectations.
Expectations differs based on gender.A male usually expects her to live solely for him and shows more interest towards sexual relationship.
But a female expects for care,security and she wants support either from her parents or friends to get into any sexual deeds.
Here you r leading yourself to a breakup as it is called..
You wont believe yourself the brain which sent you impulses saying "U cant live with out him/her" starts playing the blamegame...Yes luv is blind here..you develop an aversion towards him/her.You start to explore the selfish nature of your beloved.You get HURT easliy.you feel you cant be healed.
You break up.
You will hide you tears..but u will have the pain in heart..u seem to remain carefree for her/him ..but u wont stop missing her/him...
You say to people you broke up with him/her..you would urge urself to find another partner.This game is so tricky that u will surely end up in a bad match.
Still the ego factor of your mind will burry things in you and makes you to lead a false life.
There can never be ideal couples existing.You got to understand him/her.
Simple rule is no humanbeing can change behaviour or thought process of another.never try that you will end in breaking up.
Believe Once you have committed there is no going back.Sixth sense has all the definitions specified in you that he cant leave her alone and she cant ditch you any more.
Once you fell in love you wud have said "i will live for him/her".
Now you have to learn to live for him/her.
Always make up in your love...be patient with him/her..
dont lose your love and lose your sixthsense...
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