Thursday, September 07, 2006

love lanes

8 years earlier....

"Seri da...Its getting late..i shall give this CD tomorrow at the school" said she.
I noticed her lips....sinless.
And as she turned back her kameez smoothly planned my face.
Her fragrace, the same aroma that i felt in the morning at school.She is fresh through out the day.How is that possible on earth?

Sowmya she is heaven.

I watched her as she walked past the street light.Like an angel emerging out of white smoke,she walked like a child.

Innocent. I felt that am the luckiest soul living on earth being her friend.

Me being a fanatic of ARRahman.And his latest release "En Swasa Katre" was rocking the world at that time.Gave her the CD to listen,which also symbolically expressed my feelings that i am giving her away my breath (En Swasa Katre).

Went straight to my bed and turned on my Philips audio ..."En swase katre...swasa katre..ne adi"...streched my body and took off to the dream world...rested there in peace.

8 years later.....

After 3 years of stay in Amsterdam am returning back home for my marraige.
Still 15 mins to board my flight.My cell phone alerted with a sweet smiley display
Priya Calling....
"Hey dear.."
"Purusha..eppo da varauvae..Cant wait to see u dear"
"Just 15 hrs will be near you lady..on u r lap.."
"Sekkaram..illa someone else will occupy it"
"Adipavi..etho rental office mathri pesura..reserve that place for me"


5 days later.....
Its my wedding reception.Priya was next to me.She was dazzlingly beautiful.Every guy in the marriage hall was looking at her.I felt proud to have her.

Everyone passed by endowing the gifts they got in.
I recognized her.Its Sowmya. She came to the stage.

Hey Sowmya...long time since we met illa.Priya she is Sowmya."
Priya greeted her "Hi.So you are his school time mate." she whispered
"Unga kitaa naan neraya pesanum.About this idiot."
Sowmya replied "Sure..sure..anyways congrats to you..you have got a loveliest guy".
Priya blushed.
I said to Priya "Seri seri roomba vazhiyatha".
She gave Priya a small packet and waved bye to me.

I saw her as she walked down the ramp and vanishing in the crowd

10 days later..
After all the basic fundaes/ceremonies we are back to my home..sweet home....
That room of mine was maintained the same way as i left it.I went straight into the storage room where all the gifts are piled up.
Digged it to find the gift pack of Sowmya.Opened it and found that it was the same CD that i gave her long back.She never returned that to me all these days.
And when i gave it to her i never thought she would return back as a gift to my marriage.

Loaded the CD in my new Sony multi acoustic dyno bass boost abnd what not system.
"En swase katre..en swase katre ni adi..." i rested on my bed and was listening to it.

Suddenly it stopped playing.

"Enna Priya..Why did you stop it"
"Chumma iru..Old song.lets listen to this dear."


"நியூயார்க் நகரம் உறங்கும் நேரம் தனிமை அடர்ந்ததுபனியும் படர்ந்ததே"

She said "When new things are happening around....only stupids relive the past"
I said "Enna Padiyappa Dialoguea"
She said "Illa nilambari dialogue" and we both laughed.
But the phrase she said nailed down deep in my heart.

"Love cannot be given where it doesn't exist;And cannot be hidden where it does"

20 comments:

dakaltiz said...

Nenja Nakkite da...
Last lines were superb...
mmm...sari sowmya enne aana?? ...;)

Kavitha Jay said...

ahh damn.just miss..i am not first this time..:(...
seri ippo unmaiya sollu...sowmya yaaru?? priya yaaru?..hehe..
liked ur last sentence..very true and touching...keep it up :D

Syam said...

kalakkal ah irundhathu kadhai...sowmya ku kalyaanam aiducha :-)

prithz said...

Wow!!! A wonderfully crafted post. Its a true experience rite, if i am not wrong. :) Take care. Is priya the girl u mentioned in one of ur comments in my post???

Krithika said...

:') awesome post..but do u think he loves priya??
p.s: something fishy or alteast sumthng that has got to do with u..hmmm,enna va irundalum,adha blogsville kitta palichchunu soleerunga :)is it a story of real life? and wats with the name-sowmya? everyone seems to romanticise it :)

logic said...

@dak:
Thanx machi..u captured the first place

@Mystery:
Dakalti ellam chumma namma payan than ma..so u r always the first
i can hear dkalati saying"Dai figura patha vudanae frienda cut panriya da nuu"

@syam:
Thaks for u comment...Sowmya pathi sonna roomba periya posta aiydum athan

@prithz:
This is no real life story..full kadhai than..my girls name is there in some other post which is real..

@Krithika:
Thanks for the comments..ya he do not love priya whole heartedly but he likes her...great that u got my point...ithu fulla kadhai than madam..

Krithika said...

Oh i see..then superbb imagination!!

Harish said...

Man...U rock.Hats off!!!!

Kavi said...

Well, i can imagine ! We just had an anniversary yesterday ! We could connect to what you have written. The past cannot be erased and it stands firm. It guides you wonderfully into the future !!! In that sense, your last line is very apt !

As you step into marital life, just one little thought my friend, this is the beginning ! My wife joins you in wishing you all the very best !!

Shruti said...

sometimes, there are emotions stronger than love, that help hide it :)
for those who dont think falling in love is the end.

logic said...

@harish:
Thanks for dropping by..

@kavi:
Thanks.And belated anniversary wishes.

@raz:
Thanks raz..unne orkut la pathukirain

@Shruti:
Thanks for dropping by.you are coorect.

Raji said...

Why did the love with Gayathri not materialise? enakku puriyalai:-(

Kirukal said...

Nalla kathai nalla karuthu! But love sometimes can be hidden if it is for a bigger cause....but it is visible in small small actions.....

KC! said...

but Priya want to talk to you later about this idiot sonnale, where goeth that conversation?>

Known Stranger said...

bestu khanna bestu - summa nachuunnu irrukku - i wish i experience this situation in real life time. the pain of these kind which cnat be expressed is a lovely thing to dwell to oneslef at night staring the fan with eyes wide open with a tears rolling down the chick

shree said...

good one. nerayyya vishayangala marandhu poradhu dhan nalladhu

vishy said...

hey.. bk here after a long time.. seems like you to ohave in in hibernation for long.. good to see ur stories again machi..

White Magpie said...

The punchline was great..and a lovely article..

Ravi said...

hey came here to comment out your blog .. but shree caught my attention ...

.. true words that comes from the girls .. as she overlooks the future ... happiness ..

.. an true experince ...
.. wat a friend expect ..and how a life turns to her ...

.. a very good post again ..
.. those who have expirenced will really get the pleasure of that pain ...

che sara sara said...

wow..awesome post again...good one
u did stitch deep inside the heart again