Venu came early today. 45 mins earlier as usual.
Today college was opened after 3 months of semester holidays. He looked convinced as he was wearing the new dress that he was preserving for days.Maroon shirt and brown pant.
Looked at the college road.It was overspread with lemon yellow colored flowers.
Lovely to watch.Venu had a agaze look at it.
All the students were walking after the long day classes.Venu sat on the near by bench looking at them going.
He saw four girls walking all over the road.Shouting and gigling.
All the four girls were lookin gorgeous ofcourse. They were after a guy who looked feared for them.He was in white shirt and black pant.
Venu looked at those girls.He was able to hear them speaking to that guy.
"Dai entha department da ni" said the girl in green salwar to the guy.
The guy replied "Mechanical akka".
"What..Yaaruda akka..seniornu sollu" shouted the green salwar.
Then came in the girl in red top.
"athu enna da specs..bus mirror madhari." Every one laughed out.
It was getting interesting for Venu.Of the four girls venu liked the one wearing black salwar.
She was fair.For venu she looked homely and he had a short prayer that he should get a wife like her.
Black salwar came in front of that white dressed guy and said to other girls..
"Chi pavam di payan..irunga..evalo smarta irukan."
She said looking at the guy.."Dai machan".
That guy exclaimed "Machanaaa..sister!! sorry grr err madam..i mean senior.Please dont call me like that"
The black salwar said "Seri da soda butti..ennoda lips paru da.Dont you feel like kissing this".
Venu stood up stunned.He immediately learnt that appearance deceive.And cancelled the prayer he had a shortwhile ago.
Black one continued "Okay da soda butti.." and she pointed out a broom stick at a distance and said "If you sweep this place with that broom.I shall kiss you."
This is getting hot.
Venu looked.
That white dressed guy perspired.He wavered.
The girl in red top commanded
"Dai are u going to do this now or not". That guy immediately ran and picked the broom.
Lot of students gathered around soon.
Black salwar announced the deal to the gathering. One guy in the crowd shouted.."Oye pavithra nan venumna intha city fulla clean panrain di..ni kiss panrathuku intha dubbuku than unnaku kedachana".
Pavithra replied "Roomba alayatha da".
Venu was eagerly waiting to see the climax. Then suddenly the white dressed guy started crying loud.
Pavithra said "dai dai ennada azhara.niruthu da".
Green slawar said "chi pavam di roomba azharan"
Red tops said"amman avan soda buttila la wipers vera illa".
Pavithra said "Seri seri di vanga polam, dean kita matinumna avalo than.Ippolam raging panna 5 yrs kambi ennanum theriyuma"
Everyone vanished from the scene in a second.
Venu stood up and saw the whole road was void of ppl.He went near the broom and smiled.
Bended down to pick it up.His ID card fell down from his front pocket which read,
Name:Venu, Catergory : Non-Teaching , Type:Sweeper
That broom,
was an instrument of fun for them.For Venu its a device that keeps up his existence around.
He looked the Sky above and said "Are u biased".
A sinlge lemon yellow colored flower fell from the tree slowly on to his face and landed on to the road.
He looked at the flower down and started sweeping.
Monday, February 27, 2006
Saturday, February 18, 2006
An outright Kiss
Chennai - Airport.
Kavya was eagerly looking on to the display board.
Status for the Swiss International Air Lines 154 changed to "Landed".
Immediately her face lit up bright.I noticed.
Ramesh is landing here at chennai after 2 yrs of his stay in Zurich.
Kavya was in luv with him for the past 3 yrs.And i am her closest friend for 5 yrs.
I still remember the day when Ramesh proposed her.She came rushin to me and said.
"Vijay, you gotto tell da...else i wont accept him".I accepted.
But all these 2 yrs when Ramesh left to Zurich.I was her only supporter,company.
And all her activites where proving something to my mind,
it registered "She started to like me".
I remember when she said,
"Vijay,i hate this guy da.He left me alone here and he is enjoying there theriyuma.If you are not there i would have exited".
And rested on my shoulders.
At this moment my mind registered : She wants me.
And the day when it was raining heavily.She was sitting at the back of my bike and was hugging me tight and said "Vijay its too cold da cant bear it".
At this moment my mind registered : She likes me.
And yeah when my parents left south for a marriage,i was staying all alone.I got this viral fever,she came daily and took care of me.You wont believe she even bunked her semester exams.
At this moment my mind registered : She loves me.
When she heard that Ramesh is coming back she said
"Vijay i really dont know how i am gonna handle this."
At this moment my mind registered : She dont want to miss me in her life.
So i am confindent that Kavya will convey this somehow to Ramesh.
We have been waiting there for 40 mins and after which i saw Ramesh,he was walking briskly towards us
Me and Kavya were standing few feets away from him.
And suddenly Kavya ran to him and stood before him.Her eyes sunkened in water.I had never seen her eyes that way.
And..and..within a wink she pressed her lips hard over his.
OH MY GOD..there are hell a lot of people around.Everyone witnessed this ceremony.
On the process she slowly raised her level by standing on her toe and stayed on.
That Kiss,
aflamed her deep passion she had on him
exploring him and his lips to the fullest
quenching her yearn thirst
disproved all the illicit theories in me
evidenced me all the love she had for ramesh and the missin she underwent all these days
clearly rationalized me the science of physical contact by a girl.
Severalized the "Touch of hers" between me and Ramesh.
At this moment my mind registered two important properties about Kavya,
Kavya,She is designed for and dedicated to Ramesh.
Kavya,She is a good friend,supporter and sympathizer to me.
That night, after a long time i went to bed with clear mind.
PS:Blog conjured in my new sony vaio.
Kavya was eagerly looking on to the display board.
Status for the Swiss International Air Lines 154 changed to "Landed".
Immediately her face lit up bright.I noticed.
Ramesh is landing here at chennai after 2 yrs of his stay in Zurich.
Kavya was in luv with him for the past 3 yrs.And i am her closest friend for 5 yrs.
I still remember the day when Ramesh proposed her.She came rushin to me and said.
"Vijay, you gotto tell da...else i wont accept him".I accepted.
But all these 2 yrs when Ramesh left to Zurich.I was her only supporter,company.
And all her activites where proving something to my mind,
it registered "She started to like me".
I remember when she said,
"Vijay,i hate this guy da.He left me alone here and he is enjoying there theriyuma.If you are not there i would have exited".
And rested on my shoulders.
At this moment my mind registered : She wants me.
And the day when it was raining heavily.She was sitting at the back of my bike and was hugging me tight and said "Vijay its too cold da cant bear it".
At this moment my mind registered : She likes me.
And yeah when my parents left south for a marriage,i was staying all alone.I got this viral fever,she came daily and took care of me.You wont believe she even bunked her semester exams.
At this moment my mind registered : She loves me.
When she heard that Ramesh is coming back she said
"Vijay i really dont know how i am gonna handle this."
At this moment my mind registered : She dont want to miss me in her life.
So i am confindent that Kavya will convey this somehow to Ramesh.
We have been waiting there for 40 mins and after which i saw Ramesh,he was walking briskly towards us
Me and Kavya were standing few feets away from him.
And suddenly Kavya ran to him and stood before him.Her eyes sunkened in water.I had never seen her eyes that way.
And..and..within a wink she pressed her lips hard over his.
OH MY GOD..there are hell a lot of people around.Everyone witnessed this ceremony.
On the process she slowly raised her level by standing on her toe and stayed on.
That Kiss,
aflamed her deep passion she had on him
exploring him and his lips to the fullest
quenching her yearn thirst
disproved all the illicit theories in me
evidenced me all the love she had for ramesh and the missin she underwent all these days
clearly rationalized me the science of physical contact by a girl.
Severalized the "Touch of hers" between me and Ramesh.
At this moment my mind registered two important properties about Kavya,
Kavya,She is designed for and dedicated to Ramesh.
Kavya,She is a good friend,supporter and sympathizer to me.
That night, after a long time i went to bed with clear mind.
PS:Blog conjured in my new sony vaio.
Friday, February 17, 2006
obtuse Triangle
Feb 14th 3:00 AM.
I was lying on my bed.Was not able to sleep.
Its been 6 months since i came into this room.And Anand was here for the past 1 yr.
He was one of the best room-mate that one could get.
Initialy i found difficult to adjust with him.Later we became close friends.Some how we were in sync with our thoughts.From Jothika's lip to Simran's hip.
I never thought this would impact my life deeply.
Rithika..the most beautiful lulu in the college.I liked her.
I believe she inturn liked me.But she spends equal time with Anand too.
Infact lot closer.
This traumatized me.Drove me to insanity.
One day he said
"Dai devil(thats what he calls me.i hate that)..you should have seen Rithika today..vow she looked gorgeous in that white skirt and purplish tops".
I just felt like kicking him hard.
He started liking her.I cannot imagine Rithika and Anand joining hands together.
I never wanted to discuss about her with him.And i decided to put an end to this vicious triangle.Which was too obtuse to handle for me.
I decided and confident to some extent to propose my wish on this valentines day.
....as these thoughts were rambling,slowly i went into a deep sleep..
Woke up and found it is 9 in the morning.."Its valentines day"
I dressed up,ofcourse in best of my attire..found that Anand was not there..rushed to college..
It was colorful everywhere..i could see every hand held a wonderful rose..it doesnt know where it is destined to.
I looked for Rithika she was not there.
"Where is Rithika" i asked.."She went with Anand.." was the reply
"What".
As i had always thought..i dont fit for these..love phenomenon.
Dropped the rose woefully and started to walk bluntly.
Suddenly a beautiful red rose egressed before me..It was Anand..and immediately he handed a card to me which read..
"Multiply it by infinity,and you'll still only have a glimpse of how much I love you"
Love u Devi
(My loveliest devil and a sweet room-mate).
Will u.
I smiled.It communicated millions of "Yes" to Anand.
Wishing and praying for you all that you continue to impress your loved one's.
I was lying on my bed.Was not able to sleep.
Its been 6 months since i came into this room.And Anand was here for the past 1 yr.
He was one of the best room-mate that one could get.
Initialy i found difficult to adjust with him.Later we became close friends.Some how we were in sync with our thoughts.From Jothika's lip to Simran's hip.
I never thought this would impact my life deeply.
Rithika..the most beautiful lulu in the college.I liked her.
I believe she inturn liked me.But she spends equal time with Anand too.
Infact lot closer.
This traumatized me.Drove me to insanity.
One day he said
"Dai devil(thats what he calls me.i hate that)..you should have seen Rithika today..vow she looked gorgeous in that white skirt and purplish tops".
I just felt like kicking him hard.
He started liking her.I cannot imagine Rithika and Anand joining hands together.
I never wanted to discuss about her with him.And i decided to put an end to this vicious triangle.Which was too obtuse to handle for me.
I decided and confident to some extent to propose my wish on this valentines day.
....as these thoughts were rambling,slowly i went into a deep sleep..
Woke up and found it is 9 in the morning.."Its valentines day"
I dressed up,ofcourse in best of my attire..found that Anand was not there..rushed to college..
It was colorful everywhere..i could see every hand held a wonderful rose..it doesnt know where it is destined to.
I looked for Rithika she was not there.
"Where is Rithika" i asked.."She went with Anand.." was the reply
"What".
As i had always thought..i dont fit for these..love phenomenon.
Dropped the rose woefully and started to walk bluntly.
Suddenly a beautiful red rose egressed before me..It was Anand..and immediately he handed a card to me which read..
"Multiply it by infinity,and you'll still only have a glimpse of how much I love you"
Love u Devi
(My loveliest devil and a sweet room-mate).
Will u.
I smiled.It communicated millions of "Yes" to Anand.
Wishing and praying for you all that you continue to impress your loved one's.
Sunday, February 12, 2006
She stands first
Pl = (Nd) ds
Where,
Pl = pain in love.
Nd = Number of days you had spent with her back home.
ds = Distance of seperation between you and her.
The thought that "She will undergo this first..she is gonna face this first before me"
kills me.
I want to relive her unique fragrance..sweet pinches..pony tail..presence when i end up in unforeseen crisis..
She is geographically located at 5.5 hours (5 hours 30 minutes) ahead of Greenwich Mean Time and me at GMT-6.
She will be first to welcome FEB 14 with a heavy heart without me around.
This decision of short separation was taken by us of one mind and without any dissent.And for a good cause.
We both belive that this will pass.And not repeatable.
Where,
Pl = pain in love.
Nd = Number of days you had spent with her back home.
ds = Distance of seperation between you and her.
The thought that "She will undergo this first..she is gonna face this first before me"
kills me.
I want to relive her unique fragrance..sweet pinches..pony tail..presence when i end up in unforeseen crisis..
She is geographically located at 5.5 hours (5 hours 30 minutes) ahead of Greenwich Mean Time and me at GMT-6.
She will be first to welcome FEB 14 with a heavy heart without me around.
This decision of short separation was taken by us of one mind and without any dissent.And for a good cause.
We both belive that this will pass.And not repeatable.
Thursday, February 09, 2006
monday blues
It was the first day of valentine month of 2010.
Clock was shouting that it is 7 AM...it was shouting hard..
rajan woke up and and saw his cute preetha sleeping like a kid.
He watched her and could feel the warm air leaving her lil nose.The Cozy arrangement that she was in dragged him to bed.Kept his cheek over hers.
Soft and tender her cheek was.His was very rough as he had trimmed his beard recently.
While he was njoying the softness of it..
suddenly he remembered
"Opps its monday..and there is a meeting scheduled with the client at 9 AM"
She looked very tired.He decided not to wake her up.Sunday she was all doing the cooking.Also tried a new dish.."hmm was preety ok to eat".
Rushed into the kitchen.It looked new as if he had not been into it for a very long time.Took the flour out of the fridge and filled up the idly plates.
Nibbled into the bathroom and had a agile bath.Filled in the lunch box with 5 idlies.
He furtively had a look into the bedroom.She was still sleeping.That was so sweet.
Its time to leave.He went and sat near her with a coffee.Caressed and cleared up her forehead.She opened her cute eyes and saw him.
"Coffe da"..raised the steamy coffee cup to her face.
Took the cup and she asked "Enna da is it late"..and had a lovely sip.He love to watch her drinking coffee.
Then he said "Ok dear...Had pressed your blue salwar And kept it ready.and you have exactly 45 mins to attend your monday meeting".
She kissed him gently and rushed to the bathroom.
"Careful..dear..and da you are getting tired on monday mornings so let me do all the cooking on sunday as well da..may be u can try on saturdays alone"..he said
"No way "..she said and closed the bathroom door.
Clock was shouting that it is 7 AM...it was shouting hard..
rajan woke up and and saw his cute preetha sleeping like a kid.
He watched her and could feel the warm air leaving her lil nose.The Cozy arrangement that she was in dragged him to bed.Kept his cheek over hers.
Soft and tender her cheek was.His was very rough as he had trimmed his beard recently.
While he was njoying the softness of it..
suddenly he remembered
"Opps its monday..and there is a meeting scheduled with the client at 9 AM"
She looked very tired.He decided not to wake her up.Sunday she was all doing the cooking.Also tried a new dish.."hmm was preety ok to eat".
Rushed into the kitchen.It looked new as if he had not been into it for a very long time.Took the flour out of the fridge and filled up the idly plates.
Nibbled into the bathroom and had a agile bath.Filled in the lunch box with 5 idlies.
He furtively had a look into the bedroom.She was still sleeping.That was so sweet.
Its time to leave.He went and sat near her with a coffee.Caressed and cleared up her forehead.She opened her cute eyes and saw him.
"Coffe da"..raised the steamy coffee cup to her face.
Took the cup and she asked "Enna da is it late"..and had a lovely sip.He love to watch her drinking coffee.
Then he said "Ok dear...Had pressed your blue salwar And kept it ready.and you have exactly 45 mins to attend your monday meeting".
She kissed him gently and rushed to the bathroom.
"Careful..dear..and da you are getting tired on monday mornings so let me do all the cooking on sunday as well da..may be u can try on saturdays alone"..he said
"No way "..she said and closed the bathroom door.
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
"Because i am conceived"
FEB 20 2006
I noticed him.He was all dull and brooding for past 1 week.
Ishara was his close friend for more than 3 yrs.
Me and Shanti were determined that no other girl can be our bride.She was perfect.She was beautiful.She commixed tenderly with our family.
Shyam and Ishara are made for each other.They never told us about their relationship and we never told them abouth our wish.Sounds crazy..may be this shows the heights of understanding we have.
Not even a single day passed without her call to him.But now It was hardly a month since she rang him up.Shanti was all upset and we determined to speak to Shyam.
I came home early and Shyam was before his laptop.
I called him.
"Yes Dad"..
Shanti with all her restlessness said "We wanted to speak to you regarding Ishara"
"No mom.I dont want her in my life."
Silence.
I asked "But Why Shyam.You liked her"
"Yes Dad for 3 years.But i hate her now..i hate her.."
I saw lots and lots of frustration in his eyes.
He continued "She stayed a whole night in Nishants room"..
Heavy rains forced Ishara to stay there.She tried utmost to come home after the party but she couldnt.
I spoke mildly "I know about Ishara.Common Shyam.Are u Crazy...and she is"
Shyam interrupted and yelled
"Dad dont speak a word about her.Every one are advising me the same"
then he said
"Ok let me ask you the same question i asked them.Just swap and be in my shoes.Will you accept her?"
I stayed silent.
Looking out the window i said "Shyam,how many days she has stayed in our home with you.Did we ever asked you on that.Hmm..yeah its because we trusted you both.And same was with Ishara's parents."
He listened to me.
I paused for a moment and turned looked at his face and said "The trust we all had
on you is mortified.I feel disgraced to have you as my son.." and I stopped abruptly.
I could see tears rolling down from Shyam..He wiped it in a wink.And took his bike key and rushed out saying "I am going to meet Ishara".
I looked at Shanti.She gazed at me.I know what was up in her thoughts.
"Where is Navin" i asked about my second son.She did not answer me.I know she needs sometime to hark back.
Approximately 25 yrs back...
Me and Shanti were having a walk.She was back from her 5 months training.
i proposed to Shanti "I missed you these five months.I want you through out my life..i want to marry you"
I strongly believed she too loves me.
She cried loudly and people stared at us..she wept and said "I also wanted..but i cannot".
Suddenly i felt i lost life in me..i was walking dead with her.
I asked "Y da"..
She said "Because i am conceived".
suddely i saw ppl fleeing to nearby shelters..it started raining..
I thought i would end the blog here..but after lot of thought process added the line below..
It happened at her training.I tried hard to make her forget the brutal incident.Married her.We decided we will not abort Shyam.
I noticed him.He was all dull and brooding for past 1 week.
Ishara was his close friend for more than 3 yrs.
Me and Shanti were determined that no other girl can be our bride.She was perfect.She was beautiful.She commixed tenderly with our family.
Shyam and Ishara are made for each other.They never told us about their relationship and we never told them abouth our wish.Sounds crazy..may be this shows the heights of understanding we have.
Not even a single day passed without her call to him.But now It was hardly a month since she rang him up.Shanti was all upset and we determined to speak to Shyam.
I came home early and Shyam was before his laptop.
I called him.
"Yes Dad"..
Shanti with all her restlessness said "We wanted to speak to you regarding Ishara"
"No mom.I dont want her in my life."
Silence.
I asked "But Why Shyam.You liked her"
"Yes Dad for 3 years.But i hate her now..i hate her.."
I saw lots and lots of frustration in his eyes.
He continued "She stayed a whole night in Nishants room"..
Heavy rains forced Ishara to stay there.She tried utmost to come home after the party but she couldnt.
I spoke mildly "I know about Ishara.Common Shyam.Are u Crazy...and she is"
Shyam interrupted and yelled
"Dad dont speak a word about her.Every one are advising me the same"
then he said
"Ok let me ask you the same question i asked them.Just swap and be in my shoes.Will you accept her?"
I stayed silent.
Looking out the window i said "Shyam,how many days she has stayed in our home with you.Did we ever asked you on that.Hmm..yeah its because we trusted you both.And same was with Ishara's parents."
He listened to me.
I paused for a moment and turned looked at his face and said "The trust we all had
on you is mortified.I feel disgraced to have you as my son.." and I stopped abruptly.
I could see tears rolling down from Shyam..He wiped it in a wink.And took his bike key and rushed out saying "I am going to meet Ishara".
I looked at Shanti.She gazed at me.I know what was up in her thoughts.
"Where is Navin" i asked about my second son.She did not answer me.I know she needs sometime to hark back.
Approximately 25 yrs back...
Me and Shanti were having a walk.She was back from her 5 months training.
i proposed to Shanti "I missed you these five months.I want you through out my life..i want to marry you"
I strongly believed she too loves me.
She cried loudly and people stared at us..she wept and said "I also wanted..but i cannot".
Suddenly i felt i lost life in me..i was walking dead with her.
I asked "Y da"..
She said "Because i am conceived".
suddely i saw ppl fleeing to nearby shelters..it started raining..
I thought i would end the blog here..but after lot of thought process added the line below..
It happened at her training.I tried hard to make her forget the brutal incident.Married her.We decided we will not abort Shyam.
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Me - Renovated and Tuned by Her
I am 26 now.Its been six full years since i got her in my life.
I look back and find that these were my best days of life so far...
My teen times were marked by all usual routines.
Not a major acheiver in academics.Was very frisky.Never had a major aspiration to win with.
Had lil short lived calf loves.Lots of friends, mocking,teasing...volleyball matches..mini projects...Life was cool...Really amazed to find that i got into a good university for my engineering..
She was ethnic,perfect and always altering between the top 3 ranks in her school..She believed her prayers are answered..her hard work payed her..she was in to the same university that i got in to.
Gazing at the workshop window."Oh god School was much better..."
Saw her in red dress."Hmm..College might turn on to be a good place"
The first thing that attracted me was her cute pony tail.Oh boy cant forget that moment..
She accepted my proposal(which took almost a year)...and i thought we were free birds..Nope..nay..your are not...now u got an additional responsibility..u r under pressure to find a job..else u cant get her whole in ur life.."Boss u cant pull veggie carts"
We both got placed in the so called leading software producing concerns.Now thought we are paid birds...
Nope..its my fate that my concern did not offer me a job for 1 yr as they promised..but hers did..
Really dont know how many can simulate the agony i faced at this time..the thought that i do not have job which she had..killed me slowly...tried hard to find one immediate job ..invain...Had a panic in me that i may loose her in life..fear consumed me that i cant make it...I will fail..
She was there..at this time she disclosed me the complete meaning of the word "Love".
You cannot get a girl like her.Every day of the yr...she used to call me from her work place..measured my patience..understood my pain..stood besides me..stood as a stone which will never let me fall...her words..her comforting eyes..her lap...kept me alive in all my spirits..
Never told her job fundaes to me.Never spoke to me abt her job training.Kept all the good things in herself.She sacrificed by not njoying her lil first achievements she had .
She perpetually believed that i can make it.
Was damn careful that i never get hurted and ensured that there is not even a single degree of phase shift with respect to our career henceforth.
Clearly understood my state of mind.
Now i am in the "land of dreams" typing this Blog and dedicating it to my beloved.
i would like to admit here that every point of my growth i can feel her hold.
She is lovely..she is commited..she renders herself in all good things i have got...
Feeling proud to have her in my life.
Wish her that she gets me in her life as she dreamt..
I look back and find that these were my best days of life so far...
My teen times were marked by all usual routines.
Not a major acheiver in academics.Was very frisky.Never had a major aspiration to win with.
Had lil short lived calf loves.Lots of friends, mocking,teasing...volleyball matches..mini projects...Life was cool...Really amazed to find that i got into a good university for my engineering..
She was ethnic,perfect and always altering between the top 3 ranks in her school..She believed her prayers are answered..her hard work payed her..she was in to the same university that i got in to.
Gazing at the workshop window."Oh god School was much better..."
Saw her in red dress."Hmm..College might turn on to be a good place"
The first thing that attracted me was her cute pony tail.Oh boy cant forget that moment..
She accepted my proposal(which took almost a year)...and i thought we were free birds..Nope..nay..your are not...now u got an additional responsibility..u r under pressure to find a job..else u cant get her whole in ur life.."Boss u cant pull veggie carts"
We both got placed in the so called leading software producing concerns.Now thought we are paid birds...
Nope..its my fate that my concern did not offer me a job for 1 yr as they promised..but hers did..
Really dont know how many can simulate the agony i faced at this time..the thought that i do not have job which she had..killed me slowly...tried hard to find one immediate job ..invain...Had a panic in me that i may loose her in life..fear consumed me that i cant make it...I will fail..
She was there..at this time she disclosed me the complete meaning of the word "Love".
You cannot get a girl like her.Every day of the yr...she used to call me from her work place..measured my patience..understood my pain..stood besides me..stood as a stone which will never let me fall...her words..her comforting eyes..her lap...kept me alive in all my spirits..
Never told her job fundaes to me.Never spoke to me abt her job training.Kept all the good things in herself.She sacrificed by not njoying her lil first achievements she had .
She perpetually believed that i can make it.
Was damn careful that i never get hurted and ensured that there is not even a single degree of phase shift with respect to our career henceforth.
Clearly understood my state of mind.
Now i am in the "land of dreams" typing this Blog and dedicating it to my beloved.
i would like to admit here that every point of my growth i can feel her hold.
She is lovely..she is commited..she renders herself in all good things i have got...
Feeling proud to have her in my life.
Wish her that she gets me in her life as she dreamt..
Thursday, February 02, 2006
Envy at the gates
Its 9 in the morning.She rushed to the front gate.
She can see him at this time.
She stood beside the gate waiting for him...
Its been 7 months since he moved away from her.She never knew the fault in her.And its still a dumbfound for eveyone when he decided to go away with that girl.
He moved to the opposite house.
She stood there..her eyes evinced the love she had on him..she remembered the first kiss and the first hug..
daily she used to stand there and see them going to their work place.Its that 2 mins, she can see him.
They came out and he wiped the back seat of the bike..and she remembered..years back when he bought the bike..he had told her.."this back seat is only for u dear" ..and now the rightfulnesses is to someone else..
She stood behind the gate and saw him...and suddenly he looked at her..she was frightened..stepped a lil back..he spoke something to the girl with him near the bike and started walking towards her crossing the road...
He came near to her...both of them uttered "how r u", at the same moment.
Silence.
Then he said..."amma..wanted to tell you something...."
She heard this from him after a very long time(its 7 months)...you should have seen her face..the motherly love was beaming out..you cannot get that from anywhere anyone...
"Enna da..." she said in a low tone that he can only hear...
He said.."Mirtha...she is preganant ma..thought i should tell this to you"..and he turned back and started his bike...they went and dissappeared in the haze..
She was contented.She strongly believed that he will come back and live with her soon.
Now Mirtha is not just a wife to his son..she is going to be a mother for a child..she has entered in to a relationship which is pure divine and can never be immitated.
She know Mirtha will now feel the motherly warm and nurturing love towards her child..Mirtha will empathize the "envy" she has on her son...she will..
She closed the gate..looked at it and said.."you might miss me in the morning"....
The very moment when a child is born..a new mother is also born..she did not exist before.
She can see him at this time.
She stood beside the gate waiting for him...
Its been 7 months since he moved away from her.She never knew the fault in her.And its still a dumbfound for eveyone when he decided to go away with that girl.
He moved to the opposite house.
She stood there..her eyes evinced the love she had on him..she remembered the first kiss and the first hug..
daily she used to stand there and see them going to their work place.Its that 2 mins, she can see him.
They came out and he wiped the back seat of the bike..and she remembered..years back when he bought the bike..he had told her.."this back seat is only for u dear" ..and now the rightfulnesses is to someone else..
She stood behind the gate and saw him...and suddenly he looked at her..she was frightened..stepped a lil back..he spoke something to the girl with him near the bike and started walking towards her crossing the road...
He came near to her...both of them uttered "how r u", at the same moment.
Silence.
Then he said..."amma..wanted to tell you something...."
She heard this from him after a very long time(its 7 months)...you should have seen her face..the motherly love was beaming out..you cannot get that from anywhere anyone...
"Enna da..." she said in a low tone that he can only hear...
He said.."Mirtha...she is preganant ma..thought i should tell this to you"..and he turned back and started his bike...they went and dissappeared in the haze..
She was contented.She strongly believed that he will come back and live with her soon.
Now Mirtha is not just a wife to his son..she is going to be a mother for a child..she has entered in to a relationship which is pure divine and can never be immitated.
She know Mirtha will now feel the motherly warm and nurturing love towards her child..Mirtha will empathize the "envy" she has on her son...she will..
She closed the gate..looked at it and said.."you might miss me in the morning"....
The very moment when a child is born..a new mother is also born..she did not exist before.
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