Siva is leaving to india.After 2 years of stay in the United states.
Hari is 5 yrs old child now.
"Dai kutty you are gonna meet your patti da.Arent u excited." asked to little Hari.
"Naa..hee heee" replied in his cute childish voice .
Gayathri said "He wont even remember her.Dont even bother about that."
"Enn da ?.She is waiting to see Hari you know" he said.
"Haan..she doesnt like him ..she shows all her it to Sumathi.." she vented out.
Sumathi is Siva's sisters daughter.
"We are going to stay only for a week at your home and we shall leave to Erode".
"Enna da " was the timid reply from Siva.
"Hari will never be comforable in staying with her."
"Are u mad.She was the one who took care of him till he was three" Siva yelled.
"Don't shout now Siva.He was very young at that time and he cannot make out good from evil.He knows now that it doesnt exist"
Hari looked at them wiht his innocent sweeet pair of eyes.
He parted from his grandmother Meera when he was three years old and brought in to the land of dreams and shut between the four walls.
Chennai was sleeping as it was a saturday morning.Lufthansa made yet another sucessful touch down.
Siva and family came out of the airport.Siva was looking everywhere to find his parents.
Gayathri had a eveil look around and said.
"Haan..i know ..they would not turn to receive us".
"Paati.." cried Hari and ran towards a old lady..
She turned and lifted up Hari..
Gayathri looked totally surprised..her mind ponderred over how the hell he recognises her when we ourselves cant do.
"Kutty how are you da" said Meera,as tears rolled out of her.
"A child knows where it exists.It was within them for these 2 years.Deep inside them - love - which cannot be given where it doesn't exist;And cannot be hidden where it does"
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Overleaped Instance (Re-post)
Re-posting this one of my favorite one....did not alter any as i dont wat to mess up with the originality
"Its dinner time!!pls pls...and today they serve dosa in mess..i wont get anything if i go late.." she said
"Dosa ..dosa..eppo pathulum..u always think about food..seri ok..i will also go home and will be back in 45 mins finishing my dinner"
It was 7:15 PM when me and Priya left the lab for dinner.We were preparing for an upcoming Microprocessor practical examination.
She went to college hostel mess for her dinner.I took my BSA photon which was with me for more than 4 yrs from school days.
My house is at 12 mins pedaling from college.
Crossed the Grand Southern Trunck road pedaled slowly as i came across the residential area.
Everyhouse was lighted with beautiful small lamps. And glittering.
"Iniki karthika Deepam(Festival of lights)" cha i almost forgot.
Pedaled home and found my house lit with lamps.
"Wow what a pleasant sight to see.Eased out all the academic tensions i had in me".
A gentle cold wind blowed.That light breeze made the flames of all the lamps to incline 45 degress.
Felt good.
Had a good dinner with all the special traditional dishes they make for such festives.
My sister came "anna ..enn late da" and she was holding the silver plate with lamps on it.
She was dressed awesome " Hey you look great di"
I could see her bliss.Few relatives arrived and the festive moment was prevailing.
Pedaled back to college.Went to the lab found that it was all deserted.No one was there.
I was amazed.Came out and sat on the bench.
College road was empty.Looked at a distance and called him..
"dai senthil..where is everyone".
"Machi all of them went to KK da".(KK is short form of the nearby temple).
I asked "Where is priya".
He replied "i suppose she also went to the temple" .
I was waiting there.
Vijay and Kartheek emerged from the dark.
Vijay said "Dai machi what are u doing here when whole college is there at KK"
I said "Illa..hmm"
Kartheek interrupted "Dai your batch mate was looking gorgeous da"
Vijay "Ya she was wearing half saree..and she is looking beautiful"
He continued "Wait here only she will be on her way ..you can see" and they left the place.
Waited there.i had never seen her in half saree.All my cereberal processor cycle time was used to graphically built her image in that dress.
Was waiting for a her staring at the road.Lot of people came but not her.
"Raj.." I heard her but from the opposite direction of the road.Looked back.
Disappointment.
She was wearing the same Salwar as she in the evening.
"When did u come da.sorry da.Every one compelled me for the temple so only i went there,are u waiting for so long.Ok come we need to complete 4 more experiments"
"Haan ilaa illa..everyone told you where wearing half saree...Is it"
I later realised that i had asked this abruptly to her.This made her to display all the worlds girlish shy blush rosiness.
She never spoke a word for few mins.
I added "Y did you change the dress.I was waiting to see u in that."
"Hmm..antha dresses are only for spcl occasions.i cant wear it all the time.."
I was disappointed again.
She said 'But i was looking around for you in the temple.Thought you would come there"
That moment i felt i was at the kernel of niagra.
The later days when she became mine it was so eventfull and occupying between us that i forgot this incident and the dress.
And also don't know why i did'nt ask her to wear that for me.
Some 5 to 6 Karthika deepams have passed after that.But till now i havent seen her in that dress.
Now also at times I dream My girl wearing the traditional tamil dress.
You know i conceive that Dreams are, by definition, cursed with short life spans, coz they sooner turn into Reality.
"Its dinner time!!pls pls...and today they serve dosa in mess..i wont get anything if i go late.." she said
"Dosa ..dosa..eppo pathulum..u always think about food..seri ok..i will also go home and will be back in 45 mins finishing my dinner"
It was 7:15 PM when me and Priya left the lab for dinner.We were preparing for an upcoming Microprocessor practical examination.
She went to college hostel mess for her dinner.I took my BSA photon which was with me for more than 4 yrs from school days.
My house is at 12 mins pedaling from college.
Crossed the Grand Southern Trunck road pedaled slowly as i came across the residential area.
Everyhouse was lighted with beautiful small lamps. And glittering.
"Iniki karthika Deepam(Festival of lights)" cha i almost forgot.
Pedaled home and found my house lit with lamps.
"Wow what a pleasant sight to see.Eased out all the academic tensions i had in me".
A gentle cold wind blowed.That light breeze made the flames of all the lamps to incline 45 degress.
Felt good.
Had a good dinner with all the special traditional dishes they make for such festives.
My sister came "anna ..enn late da" and she was holding the silver plate with lamps on it.
She was dressed awesome " Hey you look great di"
I could see her bliss.Few relatives arrived and the festive moment was prevailing.
Pedaled back to college.Went to the lab found that it was all deserted.No one was there.
I was amazed.Came out and sat on the bench.
College road was empty.Looked at a distance and called him..
"dai senthil..where is everyone".
"Machi all of them went to KK da".(KK is short form of the nearby temple).
I asked "Where is priya".
He replied "i suppose she also went to the temple" .
I was waiting there.
Vijay and Kartheek emerged from the dark.
Vijay said "Dai machi what are u doing here when whole college is there at KK"
I said "Illa..hmm"
Kartheek interrupted "Dai your batch mate was looking gorgeous da"
Vijay "Ya she was wearing half saree..and she is looking beautiful"
He continued "Wait here only she will be on her way ..you can see" and they left the place.
Waited there.i had never seen her in half saree.All my cereberal processor cycle time was used to graphically built her image in that dress.
Was waiting for a her staring at the road.Lot of people came but not her.
"Raj.." I heard her but from the opposite direction of the road.Looked back.
Disappointment.
She was wearing the same Salwar as she in the evening.
"When did u come da.sorry da.Every one compelled me for the temple so only i went there,are u waiting for so long.Ok come we need to complete 4 more experiments"
"Haan ilaa illa..everyone told you where wearing half saree...Is it"
I later realised that i had asked this abruptly to her.This made her to display all the worlds girlish shy blush rosiness.
She never spoke a word for few mins.
I added "Y did you change the dress.I was waiting to see u in that."
"Hmm..antha dresses are only for spcl occasions.i cant wear it all the time.."
I was disappointed again.
She said 'But i was looking around for you in the temple.Thought you would come there"
That moment i felt i was at the kernel of niagra.
The later days when she became mine it was so eventfull and occupying between us that i forgot this incident and the dress.
And also don't know why i did'nt ask her to wear that for me.
Some 5 to 6 Karthika deepams have passed after that.But till now i havent seen her in that dress.
Now also at times I dream My girl wearing the traditional tamil dress.
You know i conceive that Dreams are, by definition, cursed with short life spans, coz they sooner turn into Reality.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Being a woman
Ritish did'nt like Priya.
Ritish,Krishna and Gopi lives in east coast.
They enjoyed the labor day weekend.Five of them.Priya and Anush joined them.
It was five day trip planned.Anush was thier college mate and Priya was work mate to Anush.
Its fun.Far far away from home and in a dream land.They felt the meaning of thier existence.Ritish felt uncomfortable with Priya.
"Krishna.What you think abt priya machi" whispered Ritish.
Krishna yelled back "What now..am not ready for yet another philosophy from you.Not this time please"
He agnized her as a rude,restless girl.He shows up that he is one of the best in Logical and methodical reasoning.And he can determine ppl by their looks.
Especially girls.He can read a girls mind.
"Krishna..you know about me right.I know about these girls."
"People" Gopi shouted."Lets start for the temple.Its 12 miles away from here."
"Am not coming" said Priya.
"Why" asked Krishna.
"Not feeling like..why dont we go for the IMAX theatre here.Heard its one of the biggest screen in the whole world.
"Oh..so u girls want to change you culture when you are miles away from home.Where do u girls learn these" said Ritish
"Stop Ritish.Priya you be here in the room we shall be back in couple of hours." said Krishna.
Priay was silent as the boys vacated the room.
Krishna was driving and Ritish started
"12 months of stay here made her to forget all our 25 yrs of ethics and culture.I bet she would have been to all the temples back home when she apeared for her Visa interview."
"Ok cool off man..Priya is not like that i know about here" said Anush.
"I cant stand with this..Anush dont entertain her friendship..and how can a girl...."
continued Ritish as they drove towards the temple.Good guys they are.
Culture tip to guys :
Indian culture prevents girls from entering into temple or a sacred place for some reason every month.
Ritish,Krishna and Gopi lives in east coast.
They enjoyed the labor day weekend.Five of them.Priya and Anush joined them.
It was five day trip planned.Anush was thier college mate and Priya was work mate to Anush.
Its fun.Far far away from home and in a dream land.They felt the meaning of thier existence.Ritish felt uncomfortable with Priya.
"Krishna.What you think abt priya machi" whispered Ritish.
Krishna yelled back "What now..am not ready for yet another philosophy from you.Not this time please"
He agnized her as a rude,restless girl.He shows up that he is one of the best in Logical and methodical reasoning.And he can determine ppl by their looks.
Especially girls.He can read a girls mind.
"Krishna..you know about me right.I know about these girls."
"People" Gopi shouted."Lets start for the temple.Its 12 miles away from here."
"Am not coming" said Priya.
"Why" asked Krishna.
"Not feeling like..why dont we go for the IMAX theatre here.Heard its one of the biggest screen in the whole world.
"Oh..so u girls want to change you culture when you are miles away from home.Where do u girls learn these" said Ritish
"Stop Ritish.Priya you be here in the room we shall be back in couple of hours." said Krishna.
Priay was silent as the boys vacated the room.
Krishna was driving and Ritish started
"12 months of stay here made her to forget all our 25 yrs of ethics and culture.I bet she would have been to all the temples back home when she apeared for her Visa interview."
"Ok cool off man..Priya is not like that i know about here" said Anush.
"I cant stand with this..Anush dont entertain her friendship..and how can a girl...."
continued Ritish as they drove towards the temple.Good guys they are.
Culture tip to guys :
Indian culture prevents girls from entering into temple or a sacred place for some reason every month.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Be(ing) a MAN
11:00 PM.
Shyam woke up for the sixth time and consumed cold water from the cooler.
Kavitha "Enna da tensiona"
"Haan.Not able to sleep" he said.
Shaym was a victim of mass lay off in XYZ firm.And he was hunting for job for the past 2 months.And he had cleared 3 levels out of a 4 level interview and the result of the last level will be published tommorow.
Kavitha works in leading IT firmand earns a good salary.And she knows how Shyam would feel without a job at this time.
"I did it well.Should be through this time da" Shyam said.
Kavitha looked at him.Remined silent.
"Enna Kavitha.Am i spoiling your sleep." he said
She was calm.
Shyam looked at her "am not the right match to you dear" he said and tears rolled down.
"Hey Shyam common..pls stop this..be a man.."
Defined characteristics of a male can be listed as follows,
Physical -- virile, athletic, strong, brave. Unconcerned about appearance and aging;
Functional -- breadwinner, provider for family as much as mate
Emotional -- unemotional, don't cry;
Intellectual -- logical, intellectual, rational, objective, practical,
Interpersonal -- leader, dominating;independent,individualistic;Demanding;
The current trend,culture,job and lots of other things have started to slowly alter and mix up these characteristics making it hard for them.
Shyam being a victim to this syndrome is not able to get a wink of sleep since he has lost his job.The feeling that his wife is earning and he is not, kills him.
And made him cry (contradicting the above list)
Kavitha offered her lap.He rested on that.It was soft and cozy for him.
She bent down and kissed him.
A long deep passinate one.He turned on and she offered herself.
For those few moments he forgot everything.And after, he slowly sunk into a deep sleep.
Kavitha washed her face and sat near him looking him sleeping.
A woman can soften a man
also can weaken him.
Shyam woke up for the sixth time and consumed cold water from the cooler.
Kavitha "Enna da tensiona"
"Haan.Not able to sleep" he said.
Shaym was a victim of mass lay off in XYZ firm.And he was hunting for job for the past 2 months.And he had cleared 3 levels out of a 4 level interview and the result of the last level will be published tommorow.
Kavitha works in leading IT firmand earns a good salary.And she knows how Shyam would feel without a job at this time.
"I did it well.Should be through this time da" Shyam said.
Kavitha looked at him.Remined silent.
"Enna Kavitha.Am i spoiling your sleep." he said
She was calm.
Shyam looked at her "am not the right match to you dear" he said and tears rolled down.
"Hey Shyam common..pls stop this..be a man.."
Defined characteristics of a male can be listed as follows,
Physical -- virile, athletic, strong, brave. Unconcerned about appearance and aging;
Functional -- breadwinner, provider for family as much as mate
Emotional -- unemotional, don't cry;
Intellectual -- logical, intellectual, rational, objective, practical,
Interpersonal -- leader, dominating;independent,individualistic;Demanding;
The current trend,culture,job and lots of other things have started to slowly alter and mix up these characteristics making it hard for them.
Shyam being a victim to this syndrome is not able to get a wink of sleep since he has lost his job.The feeling that his wife is earning and he is not, kills him.
And made him cry (contradicting the above list)
Kavitha offered her lap.He rested on that.It was soft and cozy for him.
She bent down and kissed him.
A long deep passinate one.He turned on and she offered herself.
For those few moments he forgot everything.And after, he slowly sunk into a deep sleep.
Kavitha washed her face and sat near him looking him sleeping.
A woman can soften a man
also can weaken him.
Monday, April 02, 2007
Can i flirt?
He has been flirting with her for the past 1 yr.
Rahul liked her and the second day he met her, he said
"You look beautiful.Let we be friends?"
She said "Sure"
But from the next day she became very close to him and she gradually fell in luv with him.
On the thrid month she said
"Rahul..Am afraid am losing myself to you da..i cant live without you da"
Rahul did not say a word.But these 3 months his feeling over her gradually mended to friendship.
But Rahul never said "No".Nor he explained his feeling of a friendhood to her.He wanted to spend his free time with her and fly after the college.To flirt.
Now its time for him to say bye to her.Its their farewell day.
He asked Suchi to wait at the canteen.And said he wanted to talk to her something important.He decided to tell her, all these days he had no feeling of love over her.
Both them sat on the bench.Remained silent.
He opened up "Suchi.So we have come to the end.The last day of our college.And i wanted..."
Suchi interrupted "Rahul..stop being mushy.I strongly believe that this is the right time for us to concentrate on our career.Lets forget whatever had happened between us so far.Enna solra"
She looked at him.
He was sweating and he looked into her eyes.It was beautiful.He constantly looked at those eyes.He has been ignoring it all these days.
She said "Hello wat happened.Am leaving."
He said "I luv you di".And truly this time(within himself)
"You have been sincere with me.But i cant continue this." and she left that place.
True Love never dies.But at times, love that is dead becomes true.
Rahul liked her and the second day he met her, he said
"You look beautiful.Let we be friends?"
She said "Sure"
But from the next day she became very close to him and she gradually fell in luv with him.
On the thrid month she said
"Rahul..Am afraid am losing myself to you da..i cant live without you da"
Rahul did not say a word.But these 3 months his feeling over her gradually mended to friendship.
But Rahul never said "No".Nor he explained his feeling of a friendhood to her.He wanted to spend his free time with her and fly after the college.To flirt.
Now its time for him to say bye to her.Its their farewell day.
He asked Suchi to wait at the canteen.And said he wanted to talk to her something important.He decided to tell her, all these days he had no feeling of love over her.
Both them sat on the bench.Remained silent.
He opened up "Suchi.So we have come to the end.The last day of our college.And i wanted..."
Suchi interrupted "Rahul..stop being mushy.I strongly believe that this is the right time for us to concentrate on our career.Lets forget whatever had happened between us so far.Enna solra"
She looked at him.
He was sweating and he looked into her eyes.It was beautiful.He constantly looked at those eyes.He has been ignoring it all these days.
She said "Hello wat happened.Am leaving."
He said "I luv you di".And truly this time(within himself)
"You have been sincere with me.But i cant continue this." and she left that place.
True Love never dies.But at times, love that is dead becomes true.
Monday, January 01, 2007
Romantic Friendship
Vinodh is a Technical lead in a leading software services firm.He got married to Sheela a year back.And their relationship and marriage was purely arranged by both of their parents.Sheela is also a software professional.
Their married life was happy and streamlined for six months.Later it did not continue smoothly.
Saran.He is a very close friend of Sheela.And they are very close from their college days.Both of them joined the same firm after their college as well.
Vinodh said "Ok.Let him be your friend or wat ever,all these days.Now you got married and why do you need a male friend when am there for you."
She said " Vinodh.I clearly told you about him,before our marriage.He is my close friend and i cant be without him.
They were very close, that they shared the same room when they were posted abroad from their firm.They shared friendship and love.
Vinodh was not very clear on Sheela's thoughts so he stoped asked anything about him and acted normal for sometime.
Saran used come to visit Sheela often.And their friendship continued.
Vinodh happened to read some of Sheela's personal emails and letters to Saran.It was highly personal.It had all the open expressions of love for one another.But Sheela shows the same love and affection to Vinodh.
Vinodh was confused.
Later one day he took Sheela to beach shore.They sat there.It was a fullmoon day.The cool breeze planed Sheela's hair.She looked beautiful on the moon light as she adjusted the thin hair along her ears.
"Sheela...hmm..when u like Saran so much.Why you didnt marry him ? " asked Vinodh.
Sheela starred at Vinodh.
Beach waves voiced.
She spoke."Vinodh.Are u still not happi with our friendship"
Vinodh said "illa.Friendship naa fine.But u are really close with him.Athan..i cant...i cant digenst..why u didnt marry him."
She said "Vinodh.hmm yeah am very close with him.but i cant marry him..Marriage is different"
Vinodh cant control and shouted....
"What different.i read all your emails to him..u discuss everything thing with him..every moment in your life..those things which you cant discuss to a male.Then why the hell u married me and not him"
Sheela stood up and said.
"Vinodh.You have to understand this,
Saran is my friend and yes i have lots of love and affection on him.
And i have the same love and affection on you as well.
I cant lead a married life with Saran.Becos...becoz ours is a non-sexual relationship.Some kind of ..kind of "Romantic Friendship"
Me or him have never felt that feeling among us.Puriyutha.Please try to understand.And please dont read my personal emails.And i love u so so much da..U mean so much to me.."
She left the place.Vinodh sat there looking at the moon astoundingly.
Their married life was happy and streamlined for six months.Later it did not continue smoothly.
Saran.He is a very close friend of Sheela.And they are very close from their college days.Both of them joined the same firm after their college as well.
Vinodh said "Ok.Let him be your friend or wat ever,all these days.Now you got married and why do you need a male friend when am there for you."
She said " Vinodh.I clearly told you about him,before our marriage.He is my close friend and i cant be without him.
They were very close, that they shared the same room when they were posted abroad from their firm.They shared friendship and love.
Vinodh was not very clear on Sheela's thoughts so he stoped asked anything about him and acted normal for sometime.
Saran used come to visit Sheela often.And their friendship continued.
Vinodh happened to read some of Sheela's personal emails and letters to Saran.It was highly personal.It had all the open expressions of love for one another.But Sheela shows the same love and affection to Vinodh.
Vinodh was confused.
Later one day he took Sheela to beach shore.They sat there.It was a fullmoon day.The cool breeze planed Sheela's hair.She looked beautiful on the moon light as she adjusted the thin hair along her ears.
"Sheela...hmm..when u like Saran so much.Why you didnt marry him ? " asked Vinodh.
Sheela starred at Vinodh.
Beach waves voiced.
She spoke."Vinodh.Are u still not happi with our friendship"
Vinodh said "illa.Friendship naa fine.But u are really close with him.Athan..i cant...i cant digenst..why u didnt marry him."
She said "Vinodh.hmm yeah am very close with him.but i cant marry him..Marriage is different"
Vinodh cant control and shouted....
"What different.i read all your emails to him..u discuss everything thing with him..every moment in your life..those things which you cant discuss to a male.Then why the hell u married me and not him"
Sheela stood up and said.
"Vinodh.You have to understand this,
Saran is my friend and yes i have lots of love and affection on him.
And i have the same love and affection on you as well.
I cant lead a married life with Saran.Becos...becoz ours is a non-sexual relationship.Some kind of ..kind of "Romantic Friendship"
Me or him have never felt that feeling among us.Puriyutha.Please try to understand.And please dont read my personal emails.And i love u so so much da..U mean so much to me.."
She left the place.Vinodh sat there looking at the moon astoundingly.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Memories missed....
"Ok da wait for me at the green lake shore at 5:00 PM" and he hung up the phone.
The green lake its 5 mins walk from my home.
I came to India after my 4 years stay at US.Lot of things changed.My mom looked old (wrinkles on her face).But the road to green lake looked same.Nostalgic.
I said wearing my slippers "Mom going to green lake to meet Selvam".
My mom looked at me.She starred.She has been hearing this everyday since i had known Selvam and now..now again after 4 long years.
Walked down the road and stepped on the lake shore.Felt the same aroma.The green grass which i had been grown with.Stood there and now the lake was half empty.Start of the summer.Looked at the mountain.Its called Pachai malai we dont know why its called so.We used to climb up every day during our holidays.
Slight breeze.I walked down and was able to trace the cricket pitch we used to play.I believe now lots of new ppl from nearby places have started to come here to play.The pitch where i assumed me as Azhar and implemented Square drives and what not.
Sat in the green grass.I cant fill in any words to fit the feeling i had.
Me ans Selvam studied in the same school for 1 yr and we became so close, later he shifted to other school.But this Green lake is our place to meet after school time and during week ends.
We discussed almost everything here.We talked about our future..our life..our calf loves...our future children..lots of dreams conceived here.
At a distance i saw Selvam walking towards me.i stood up and ran towards him and hugged him tight.He had changed a lot.He looked like a very old and melt off.
"How are u da" he asked me in a very strange low voice.
We sat there.Silent..we never used to be.
He opened up "Dai i got married".
"WHAT" that was a shock to me."Epo da..Yaru"
"Enga relative from my native place.All happened suddenly so was not able to tell you.Sorry da raja". he said.
"What happend to Nithya.Seri.Ok lets go and introduce your wife".
He replied "Dai atha vidra..I never got a good job..so we both mutually seperated.
Ni sollu howz preetha..eppo maariage"
"Haan.She is good.I have come to workout my marraige da"
"Seri da am leaving now got some work.Will see u soon"
He left the place.I looked at the gracing evening sun settling at a distance.
This four years made a lot of changes.If i were here,would have never let Selvam seperate from Nithya.I would got him a good job in my firm.
I felt for the first time that this new trend of corporate life is wiping out the basic humane relationships.
I was not here,
when my father got a award for his long service from University,
when my sister became a mother,
when cousin wedded his love,
when my house was renovated,
when the fly over to our main road was built and lots.
Missed many many such sweet moments that happend for my loved ones.The thought that i wont get those moments made tears rollout of my eyes.
Bending down i saw a small crab running towards its Nest.The same sight which me and Selvam used watch for hours sitting here years back.
Huge noise.
Looked up, it was a US bound aircraft landing in Chennai airport,which we used to admire sitting happily here years back and this was also the same sight but not all the same.
The green lake its 5 mins walk from my home.
I came to India after my 4 years stay at US.Lot of things changed.My mom looked old (wrinkles on her face).But the road to green lake looked same.Nostalgic.
I said wearing my slippers "Mom going to green lake to meet Selvam".
My mom looked at me.She starred.She has been hearing this everyday since i had known Selvam and now..now again after 4 long years.
Walked down the road and stepped on the lake shore.Felt the same aroma.The green grass which i had been grown with.Stood there and now the lake was half empty.Start of the summer.Looked at the mountain.Its called Pachai malai we dont know why its called so.We used to climb up every day during our holidays.
Slight breeze.I walked down and was able to trace the cricket pitch we used to play.I believe now lots of new ppl from nearby places have started to come here to play.The pitch where i assumed me as Azhar and implemented Square drives and what not.
Sat in the green grass.I cant fill in any words to fit the feeling i had.
Me ans Selvam studied in the same school for 1 yr and we became so close, later he shifted to other school.But this Green lake is our place to meet after school time and during week ends.
We discussed almost everything here.We talked about our future..our life..our calf loves...our future children..lots of dreams conceived here.
At a distance i saw Selvam walking towards me.i stood up and ran towards him and hugged him tight.He had changed a lot.He looked like a very old and melt off.
"How are u da" he asked me in a very strange low voice.
We sat there.Silent..we never used to be.
He opened up "Dai i got married".
"WHAT" that was a shock to me."Epo da..Yaru"
"Enga relative from my native place.All happened suddenly so was not able to tell you.Sorry da raja". he said.
"What happend to Nithya.Seri.Ok lets go and introduce your wife".
He replied "Dai atha vidra..I never got a good job..so we both mutually seperated.
Ni sollu howz preetha..eppo maariage"
"Haan.She is good.I have come to workout my marraige da"
"Seri da am leaving now got some work.Will see u soon"
He left the place.I looked at the gracing evening sun settling at a distance.
This four years made a lot of changes.If i were here,would have never let Selvam seperate from Nithya.I would got him a good job in my firm.
I felt for the first time that this new trend of corporate life is wiping out the basic humane relationships.
I was not here,
when my father got a award for his long service from University,
when my sister became a mother,
when cousin wedded his love,
when my house was renovated,
when the fly over to our main road was built and lots.
Missed many many such sweet moments that happend for my loved ones.The thought that i wont get those moments made tears rollout of my eyes.
Bending down i saw a small crab running towards its Nest.The same sight which me and Selvam used watch for hours sitting here years back.
Huge noise.
Looked up, it was a US bound aircraft landing in Chennai airport,which we used to admire sitting happily here years back and this was also the same sight but not all the same.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
A friend called "Dina" !!
That was a famous roof top cuisine in the city.Dinakar was waiting for someone on the corner most table.Privacy ruled there.
All of sudden "hey dins.." he heard a loud noice looked back and saw 6 girls all were his college mates.
"Oh shit.." he mumbled.
"What are u doing here da" asked one girl.
"illa chumma just like that.Felt alone" replied dinakar
"oh dear..shall i company you.." said one girl.
Second girl said "dai dai common enna dateaa.Who is that lucky girl.Dai your sweet mush.Million girls will fall for that mustache".
They all left the place.
Yes Dina and his moustache.What a virile look.Majestic!!!
He was so popular among the girls for his manly look with that moush on his face.He felt proud to maintain it.He loved it also.
There she came in.She was dressed like a angel.
Slim hips.Sexy lips.Came and sat before Dina.Perfumed the air around.
Dina said "Hey Nimmi"
she said "hey da dina"
"Waiter,coffee please" ordered Dina."Make one of it, more strong" added he.
He likes strong coffee.
"Ok Nirmala.Let me come to the point straight" cleared his throat
Nirmala interrupted and said,
"No.Dina i want to break it out.And i shud be always the first"
She looked.Her eyes oozed out the terrific desire.
She stood up.
Declared "We should never hide good things." and vented out
"Luv u da..luv u so so so much..i luv u and u r moooosssssh like anything"
She disaapeared the scene.
"Sir coffee.The one in the right is strong" said the waiter.
"haan..hmm..thanx" said Dina.He knew that coffee would never be strong concurring with the situation.
Dina reached hostel.It was raining heavily and he was fully drenched.
Madhavan came out with umbrella.Dina could see the tensity in his eyes.
Dina said "Madhava.Ava vendam da".
Madhavan "Enn da machi..enna achi..evalo tension you know..please tell me a good news"
Dina "Illa da.." tears rolled out of him.."she will never match u da..unaaku unaaku..a princess somewhere is waiting da "
Madhavan "enna da sonna ava..pls sollu da..wat ever it may be..she didnt like me is it?..am i looking that bad..tell me pls".
Dina saw the infantile,desperate,anxious Madhava.
Dina "illa da..hmm.hhmmm..she is in luv with someone else".
Silence.
They went to sleep after a very long discusion on the roof top.Dina never said a word of what happend there but convinced madhavan comprehensively.
Dina didnt sleep the whole night.He felt really bad for Madhavan.He was his close friend for the past decade.
Morning rays pierced the window and surfaced over Madhavan's face.He woke up.
Dina was not there.Madhavan dressed and went straight to canteen.
He saw Dina sitting in a distant table.He was sipping his morning strong coffee.
Two girls approched Madhavan and said "Your friend is bad"
Madhavan looked at dina as he lowered the coffee cup.His face was clean without moush.Madahvan never had clue why he did it.
He said to Dina "Machi.You look smart without moush man".
Dina smiled.He looked smart.Not because his face was clean but his heart was.
A heart filled with loads of love over his friends.
All of sudden "hey dins.." he heard a loud noice looked back and saw 6 girls all were his college mates.
"Oh shit.." he mumbled.
"What are u doing here da" asked one girl.
"illa chumma just like that.Felt alone" replied dinakar
"oh dear..shall i company you.." said one girl.
Second girl said "dai dai common enna dateaa.Who is that lucky girl.Dai your sweet mush.Million girls will fall for that mustache".
They all left the place.
Yes Dina and his moustache.What a virile look.Majestic!!!
He was so popular among the girls for his manly look with that moush on his face.He felt proud to maintain it.He loved it also.
There she came in.She was dressed like a angel.
Slim hips.Sexy lips.Came and sat before Dina.Perfumed the air around.
Dina said "Hey Nimmi"
she said "hey da dina"
"Waiter,coffee please" ordered Dina."Make one of it, more strong" added he.
He likes strong coffee.
"Ok Nirmala.Let me come to the point straight" cleared his throat
Nirmala interrupted and said,
"No.Dina i want to break it out.And i shud be always the first"
She looked.Her eyes oozed out the terrific desire.
She stood up.
Declared "We should never hide good things." and vented out
"Luv u da..luv u so so so much..i luv u and u r moooosssssh like anything"
She disaapeared the scene.
"Sir coffee.The one in the right is strong" said the waiter.
"haan..hmm..thanx" said Dina.He knew that coffee would never be strong concurring with the situation.
Dina reached hostel.It was raining heavily and he was fully drenched.
Madhavan came out with umbrella.Dina could see the tensity in his eyes.
Dina said "Madhava.Ava vendam da".
Madhavan "Enn da machi..enna achi..evalo tension you know..please tell me a good news"
Dina "Illa da.." tears rolled out of him.."she will never match u da..unaaku unaaku..a princess somewhere is waiting da "
Madhavan "enna da sonna ava..pls sollu da..wat ever it may be..she didnt like me is it?..am i looking that bad..tell me pls".
Dina saw the infantile,desperate,anxious Madhava.
Dina "illa da..hmm.hhmmm..she is in luv with someone else".
Silence.
They went to sleep after a very long discusion on the roof top.Dina never said a word of what happend there but convinced madhavan comprehensively.
Dina didnt sleep the whole night.He felt really bad for Madhavan.He was his close friend for the past decade.
Morning rays pierced the window and surfaced over Madhavan's face.He woke up.
Dina was not there.Madhavan dressed and went straight to canteen.
He saw Dina sitting in a distant table.He was sipping his morning strong coffee.
Two girls approched Madhavan and said "Your friend is bad"
Madhavan looked at dina as he lowered the coffee cup.His face was clean without moush.Madahvan never had clue why he did it.
He said to Dina "Machi.You look smart without moush man".
Dina smiled.He looked smart.Not because his face was clean but his heart was.
A heart filled with loads of love over his friends.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
prodigious love
Please read ahead if u know tamil and you are not a person who gets irritated by obscene thoughts and violation of traditional concepts.
Place :Chennai
Time :10:00 PM Friday night
That place was dark.Ugly looking females digressing.
"Ithu pathathu..last time thudey, 20 ruba bakki."
Rupan searched in all his pocket and pulled out a pursed 50 Rupee note.That female smiled at him."Next week varuviya".
"Evalo naal than unkitaya varadhu" and he left the place and walked down the stairs.
Ravi called "Machi..Va da pasanga Old cask fulloda wait paranga"
Raising the bottle up, shreya explained "This is called Old cask Rum".
"En di..do u think i should do it" asked Sharmi.
"Am doing this for the past 2 yrs.Look at me how healthy i am.Hello enga pakara.Enna full mood vanthurucha"
They drank it."How do you feel Sharmu darling"
"Hey am floating di" said Sharmi.
"Seri, why are you sweating.Common dear Sharu let me remove off your dress and get some air da".
All the lights went out.
Subbaya shouted from the top of electric post "dai Palani..plier Thooki podra".
Palani tossed the plier above.
"main line pochu mamu.Seri officeku call adichi kadaperiku phone poda sollu" said as he was coming down from the post.
Palani and Subbya walked in the dark
"Eppa oru nall night current illama thoonga matanugala.Seri palani intha vatiyavathu increment kudupanugala .Ruben vera padikarathuku oru computer venumnu kekran.Installmentla vangi podalannu pakurain" said subbaya.
"Ina panarangalo therla.Seri ni Rupen college fees kku 5000 ruba keta illa nalliki tharain"
"Inthanga 5000 iruku.Inthu 10 vaddi".
Sakunthala "Illa pona masam 8 thane"..
"Venumna vangittu po.."
"Illa kudunga".
It was drizzling.Sakunthala headed home.
"Enna kuduthala" asked Selvam her husband.
"hmm hmm" said she.
"Seri Sharmi kitta ithellam sollathae.Pavam kozhandai kashta padum".
"Seri seri.Iva padikarathuku enna ellam pana vendi iruku" replied Sakunthala while chafing her wet hair.
Shreya said "Have this towel.Nalla thalaya thodai".
Sharmi started to chafe her hair "Enn di, en panna night sollu"
"All happned in my room.Ends here".They both smiled each other.
They slept the whole day and the sun was beggining to set.
"Aiyo mani 6 achu.Seri ok its getting late".She waved bye to her.
"Dai Ruba.Time achu.6 mani da"
Rupen Jumped from the bed and in a jiffy got ready.Waved bye to his friends
Sharmi and Ruban me at Satyam theatre complex.
"Hey dear was waiting for this Sat evening all through the week.Full work" said Ruban.
"Poda poi sollatha..u always forget me"
"Seri iniki night ok thane...reserved a double bed in Savera."
Both blushed and they were in deep love.Lets wish them success in life.
Place :Chennai
Time :10:00 PM Friday night
That place was dark.Ugly looking females digressing.
"Ithu pathathu..last time thudey, 20 ruba bakki."
Rupan searched in all his pocket and pulled out a pursed 50 Rupee note.That female smiled at him."Next week varuviya".
"Evalo naal than unkitaya varadhu" and he left the place and walked down the stairs.
Ravi called "Machi..Va da pasanga Old cask fulloda wait paranga"
Raising the bottle up, shreya explained "This is called Old cask Rum".
"En di..do u think i should do it" asked Sharmi.
"Am doing this for the past 2 yrs.Look at me how healthy i am.Hello enga pakara.Enna full mood vanthurucha"
They drank it."How do you feel Sharmu darling"
"Hey am floating di" said Sharmi.
"Seri, why are you sweating.Common dear Sharu let me remove off your dress and get some air da".
All the lights went out.
Subbaya shouted from the top of electric post "dai Palani..plier Thooki podra".
Palani tossed the plier above.
"main line pochu mamu.Seri officeku call adichi kadaperiku phone poda sollu" said as he was coming down from the post.
Palani and Subbya walked in the dark
"Eppa oru nall night current illama thoonga matanugala.Seri palani intha vatiyavathu increment kudupanugala .Ruben vera padikarathuku oru computer venumnu kekran.Installmentla vangi podalannu pakurain" said subbaya.
"Ina panarangalo therla.Seri ni Rupen college fees kku 5000 ruba keta illa nalliki tharain"
"Inthanga 5000 iruku.Inthu 10 vaddi".
Sakunthala "Illa pona masam 8 thane"..
"Venumna vangittu po.."
"Illa kudunga".
It was drizzling.Sakunthala headed home.
"Enna kuduthala" asked Selvam her husband.
"hmm hmm" said she.
"Seri Sharmi kitta ithellam sollathae.Pavam kozhandai kashta padum".
"Seri seri.Iva padikarathuku enna ellam pana vendi iruku" replied Sakunthala while chafing her wet hair.
Shreya said "Have this towel.Nalla thalaya thodai".
Sharmi started to chafe her hair "Enn di, en panna night sollu"
"All happned in my room.Ends here".They both smiled each other.
They slept the whole day and the sun was beggining to set.
"Aiyo mani 6 achu.Seri ok its getting late".She waved bye to her.
"Dai Ruba.Time achu.6 mani da"
Rupen Jumped from the bed and in a jiffy got ready.Waved bye to his friends
Sharmi and Ruban me at Satyam theatre complex.
"Hey dear was waiting for this Sat evening all through the week.Full work" said Ruban.
"Poda poi sollatha..u always forget me"
"Seri iniki night ok thane...reserved a double bed in Savera."
Both blushed and they were in deep love.Lets wish them success in life.
Monday, September 18, 2006
.And they loved happily ever after.....
Tomorrow is the day.All the fun and friends will come to a halt. The last day in their college.
Chennai Marina beach 5:30 PM
Shruti was holding her churidhar pants lil up and feeling the planing water.Her lily-white feet perked up the waves. They mildly washed her beautiful feet, embellished with the glittering silver chain(kolosu).
Shruti turned back and said "Roshni.Will he have the same thoughts"
"Kandipa.And look here baby,this is the last chance for u di"
"Illa..he seems like he is treating me as his close friend.Avalothan" said Shruti
Few feets away to the boys,
"Am i not your Close friend" questioned Rupen
"Enna da kelvi " replied Surya
"You are proposing to her Machan.I bet she loves you much"
Surya "Dai.Am afraid.I dont want to do any thing stupid and break away our 4 Yrs friendship.Am clear and no deviation from my decision"
Back to the girls,
"Stupid.I am stupid.I cant bear this pain di.I should have told him way before.Ippo at the end.I cant" suffered Shruti.
Roshni said "Come-on dear.There is nothing called end."
"Illa.Lets stop this here.Period." replied Shruti firmly this time.
She wiped her tears and whispered "Shhsh they are coming"
Rupen "Okie girls lets start, its getting late"
Shruti picked up her slippers in hand and walked with Roshni.The guys followed at a distance.
"Oouch"shouted Shruti and sat down holding her leg.
Surya ran towards her and held her leg,placed over his fore arm.Her soft,tender foot skin was harshly punctured by a evil shell piece.
He slowly removed it off her feet and blood started to ooze out.He then tied her foot with his hankey and said
"Onnum illada..everything will be alright..luv u so much dear"
Silence.He said it but he never realized he said that.Shruti looked at him.
Roshni and Rupen looked astound.
Shruti broke the silence and said"Why dont you carry me home dear"
Surya said "Not now baby.Athellam after our marriage".
Turned up and said "Roshni drop my fiance at home."
Roshni said "Oh Ok sir.May i ask you guys a question,how long you both were in love"
They looked each other and smiled.
Shruti "Bye dear.Call pannu da chellam"
Roshni madly said "Seri pothum vadi."
Shruti said "Enn alu kita naan pesuvain.Whats heating you up"
Roshni stared at her and both left the place laughing at each other as they walked.
Rupen looked at Surya and said "whats happening machan"
Suray said "I felt the pain da.Seriously you wont belive.It was prevailing between us and cant resist it"
Surya raised the shell piece and said looking at it,
"You pierced my heart through her feet and oozed out my deep love on her through her feet."
PS: Scripted as per people request of happy endings.
Chennai Marina beach 5:30 PM
Shruti was holding her churidhar pants lil up and feeling the planing water.Her lily-white feet perked up the waves. They mildly washed her beautiful feet, embellished with the glittering silver chain(kolosu).
Shruti turned back and said "Roshni.Will he have the same thoughts"
"Kandipa.And look here baby,this is the last chance for u di"
"Illa..he seems like he is treating me as his close friend.Avalothan" said Shruti
Few feets away to the boys,
"Am i not your Close friend" questioned Rupen
"Enna da kelvi " replied Surya
"You are proposing to her Machan.I bet she loves you much"
Surya "Dai.Am afraid.I dont want to do any thing stupid and break away our 4 Yrs friendship.Am clear and no deviation from my decision"
Back to the girls,
"Stupid.I am stupid.I cant bear this pain di.I should have told him way before.Ippo at the end.I cant" suffered Shruti.
Roshni said "Come-on dear.There is nothing called end."
"Illa.Lets stop this here.Period." replied Shruti firmly this time.
She wiped her tears and whispered "Shhsh they are coming"
Rupen "Okie girls lets start, its getting late"
Shruti picked up her slippers in hand and walked with Roshni.The guys followed at a distance.
"Oouch"shouted Shruti and sat down holding her leg.
Surya ran towards her and held her leg,placed over his fore arm.Her soft,tender foot skin was harshly punctured by a evil shell piece.
He slowly removed it off her feet and blood started to ooze out.He then tied her foot with his hankey and said
"Onnum illada..everything will be alright..luv u so much dear"
Silence.He said it but he never realized he said that.Shruti looked at him.
Roshni and Rupen looked astound.
Shruti broke the silence and said"Why dont you carry me home dear"
Surya said "Not now baby.Athellam after our marriage".
Turned up and said "Roshni drop my fiance at home."
Roshni said "Oh Ok sir.May i ask you guys a question,how long you both were in love"
They looked each other and smiled.
Shruti "Bye dear.Call pannu da chellam"
Roshni madly said "Seri pothum vadi."
Shruti said "Enn alu kita naan pesuvain.Whats heating you up"
Roshni stared at her and both left the place laughing at each other as they walked.
Rupen looked at Surya and said "whats happening machan"
Suray said "I felt the pain da.Seriously you wont belive.It was prevailing between us and cant resist it"
Surya raised the shell piece and said looking at it,
"You pierced my heart through her feet and oozed out my deep love on her through her feet."
PS: Scripted as per people request of happy endings.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
love lanes
8 years earlier....
"Seri da...Its getting late..i shall give this CD tomorrow at the school" said she.
I noticed her lips....sinless.
And as she turned back her kameez smoothly planned my face.
Her fragrace, the same aroma that i felt in the morning at school.She is fresh through out the day.How is that possible on earth?
Sowmya she is heaven.
I watched her as she walked past the street light.Like an angel emerging out of white smoke,she walked like a child.
Innocent. I felt that am the luckiest soul living on earth being her friend.
Me being a fanatic of ARRahman.And his latest release "En Swasa Katre" was rocking the world at that time.Gave her the CD to listen,which also symbolically expressed my feelings that i am giving her away my breath (En Swasa Katre).
Went straight to my bed and turned on my Philips audio ..."En swase katre...swasa katre..ne adi"...streched my body and took off to the dream world...rested there in peace.
8 years later.....
After 3 years of stay in Amsterdam am returning back home for my marraige.
Still 15 mins to board my flight.My cell phone alerted with a sweet smiley display
Priya Calling....
"Hey dear.."
"Purusha..eppo da varauvae..Cant wait to see u dear"
"Just 15 hrs will be near you lady..on u r lap.."
"Sekkaram..illa someone else will occupy it"
"Adipavi..etho rental office mathri pesura..reserve that place for me"
5 days later.....
Its my wedding reception.Priya was next to me.She was dazzlingly beautiful.Every guy in the marriage hall was looking at her.I felt proud to have her.
Everyone passed by endowing the gifts they got in.
I recognized her.Its Sowmya. She came to the stage.
Hey Sowmya...long time since we met illa.Priya she is Sowmya."
Priya greeted her "Hi.So you are his school time mate." she whispered
"Unga kitaa naan neraya pesanum.About this idiot."
Sowmya replied "Sure..sure..anyways congrats to you..you have got a loveliest guy".
Priya blushed.
I said to Priya "Seri seri roomba vazhiyatha".
She gave Priya a small packet and waved bye to me.
I saw her as she walked down the ramp and vanishing in the crowd
10 days later..
After all the basic fundaes/ceremonies we are back to my home..sweet home....
That room of mine was maintained the same way as i left it.I went straight into the storage room where all the gifts are piled up.
Digged it to find the gift pack of Sowmya.Opened it and found that it was the same CD that i gave her long back.She never returned that to me all these days.
And when i gave it to her i never thought she would return back as a gift to my marriage.
Loaded the CD in my new Sony multi acoustic dyno bass boost abnd what not system.
"En swase katre..en swase katre ni adi..." i rested on my bed and was listening to it.
Suddenly it stopped playing.
"Enna Priya..Why did you stop it"
"Chumma iru..Old song.lets listen to this dear."
"நியூயாà®°்க் நகரம் உறங்குà®®் நேà®°à®®் தனிà®®ை அடர்ந்ததுபனியுà®®் படர்ந்ததே"
She said "When new things are happening around....only stupids relive the past"
I said "Enna Padiyappa Dialoguea"
She said "Illa nilambari dialogue" and we both laughed.
But the phrase she said nailed down deep in my heart.
"Love cannot be given where it doesn't exist;And cannot be hidden where it does"
"Seri da...Its getting late..i shall give this CD tomorrow at the school" said she.
I noticed her lips....sinless.
And as she turned back her kameez smoothly planned my face.
Her fragrace, the same aroma that i felt in the morning at school.She is fresh through out the day.How is that possible on earth?
Sowmya she is heaven.
I watched her as she walked past the street light.Like an angel emerging out of white smoke,she walked like a child.
Innocent. I felt that am the luckiest soul living on earth being her friend.
Me being a fanatic of ARRahman.And his latest release "En Swasa Katre" was rocking the world at that time.Gave her the CD to listen,which also symbolically expressed my feelings that i am giving her away my breath (En Swasa Katre).
Went straight to my bed and turned on my Philips audio ..."En swase katre...swasa katre..ne adi"...streched my body and took off to the dream world...rested there in peace.
8 years later.....
After 3 years of stay in Amsterdam am returning back home for my marraige.
Still 15 mins to board my flight.My cell phone alerted with a sweet smiley display
Priya Calling....
"Hey dear.."
"Purusha..eppo da varauvae..Cant wait to see u dear"
"Just 15 hrs will be near you lady..on u r lap.."
"Sekkaram..illa someone else will occupy it"
"Adipavi..etho rental office mathri pesura..reserve that place for me"
5 days later.....
Its my wedding reception.Priya was next to me.She was dazzlingly beautiful.Every guy in the marriage hall was looking at her.I felt proud to have her.
Everyone passed by endowing the gifts they got in.
I recognized her.Its Sowmya. She came to the stage.
Hey Sowmya...long time since we met illa.Priya she is Sowmya."
Priya greeted her "Hi.So you are his school time mate." she whispered
"Unga kitaa naan neraya pesanum.About this idiot."
Sowmya replied "Sure..sure..anyways congrats to you..you have got a loveliest guy".
Priya blushed.
I said to Priya "Seri seri roomba vazhiyatha".
She gave Priya a small packet and waved bye to me.
I saw her as she walked down the ramp and vanishing in the crowd
10 days later..
After all the basic fundaes/ceremonies we are back to my home..sweet home....
That room of mine was maintained the same way as i left it.I went straight into the storage room where all the gifts are piled up.
Digged it to find the gift pack of Sowmya.Opened it and found that it was the same CD that i gave her long back.She never returned that to me all these days.
And when i gave it to her i never thought she would return back as a gift to my marriage.
Loaded the CD in my new Sony multi acoustic dyno bass boost abnd what not system.
"En swase katre..en swase katre ni adi..." i rested on my bed and was listening to it.
Suddenly it stopped playing.
"Enna Priya..Why did you stop it"
"Chumma iru..Old song.lets listen to this dear."
"நியூயாà®°்க் நகரம் உறங்குà®®் நேà®°à®®் தனிà®®ை அடர்ந்ததுபனியுà®®் படர்ந்ததே"
She said "When new things are happening around....only stupids relive the past"
I said "Enna Padiyappa Dialoguea"
She said "Illa nilambari dialogue" and we both laughed.
But the phrase she said nailed down deep in my heart.
"Love cannot be given where it doesn't exist;And cannot be hidden where it does"
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Train of thoughts
Heavy metal sound was rattling all over the station.People rushing from everywhere.
They knew Nellai express would stop only for 5 mins in Tambaram station.
When the extreme machine left the station it was calm again.
Senthil sat on the wooden chair looking at his mathematics notebook.His eyes were reading the phrase.
"I want to live the rest of my life on your shoulders.Will you accept me"
Luv Gayathri.
He never even dreamt in life that a girl (that too Gayathri) will fall in luv with him.
She was the topper in their class in all aspects and she is one of the so called ultimate girls in the college.
Senthil is from a very small village deep down south and somehow made to get into this Engineering college.
His village has a small raliway station which acknowledges all the express trains and only two passenger trains stops there for few mins.His father is the Lines man for that station.
His job is to check the rail spikes and force rails back into place on steep turns, correcting the gradual shifting caused by the centripetal force of passing trains.He sprays ballast with weedkiller to prevent weeds growing through and disrupting the ballast. Over time, ballast is crushed by the weight of trains passing over it, and periodically it needs to be replaced. If this is not done, the tracks become uneven.
Senthil when he was a kid he used to walk with his father along the rusted steel rails.He likes to hop from the sleeper to sleeper.He would carry the hammer for his dad and he counts the sound when his father hammers the rail spikes. He was grown with the tracks and the train sound.
Every penny that has been sent to his studies was earned by his fathers hard work on these rails.Somehow they manage to send in money every month but it is only plies enough for his hostel and food.
He manages his tuition by his part time job.
The last MRTS train was ready to leave the station.Senthil rushed for it.
The train gained speed and Senthil was standing near the entrance of it and staring at the parrallel rail track.
Daily hundreds and thousands of people travel over these rails but no one knew it required so much maintance.They sleep happily in the place allocated to them.But Senthil knows it.He knows the pain it takes to maintain them.
He cannot let his fathers hardwork dissolve in thin air.
Suddenly he tore the sheet off from his notebook and let the wind to carry it.
MRTS stopped at Chromepet.He got down went straight in to the Worksman room changed his dress and took the hammer.Senthilworks part time as contract labour for the lines man at Chromepet station.
Today he not only hammered the rail spikes but his thoughts on Gayathri as well and he hammered hard.
They knew Nellai express would stop only for 5 mins in Tambaram station.
When the extreme machine left the station it was calm again.
Senthil sat on the wooden chair looking at his mathematics notebook.His eyes were reading the phrase.
"I want to live the rest of my life on your shoulders.Will you accept me"
Luv Gayathri.
He never even dreamt in life that a girl (that too Gayathri) will fall in luv with him.
She was the topper in their class in all aspects and she is one of the so called ultimate girls in the college.
Senthil is from a very small village deep down south and somehow made to get into this Engineering college.
His village has a small raliway station which acknowledges all the express trains and only two passenger trains stops there for few mins.His father is the Lines man for that station.
His job is to check the rail spikes and force rails back into place on steep turns, correcting the gradual shifting caused by the centripetal force of passing trains.He sprays ballast with weedkiller to prevent weeds growing through and disrupting the ballast. Over time, ballast is crushed by the weight of trains passing over it, and periodically it needs to be replaced. If this is not done, the tracks become uneven.
Senthil when he was a kid he used to walk with his father along the rusted steel rails.He likes to hop from the sleeper to sleeper.He would carry the hammer for his dad and he counts the sound when his father hammers the rail spikes. He was grown with the tracks and the train sound.
Every penny that has been sent to his studies was earned by his fathers hard work on these rails.Somehow they manage to send in money every month but it is only plies enough for his hostel and food.
He manages his tuition by his part time job.
The last MRTS train was ready to leave the station.Senthil rushed for it.
The train gained speed and Senthil was standing near the entrance of it and staring at the parrallel rail track.
Daily hundreds and thousands of people travel over these rails but no one knew it required so much maintance.They sleep happily in the place allocated to them.But Senthil knows it.He knows the pain it takes to maintain them.
He cannot let his fathers hardwork dissolve in thin air.
Suddenly he tore the sheet off from his notebook and let the wind to carry it.
MRTS stopped at Chromepet.He got down went straight in to the Worksman room changed his dress and took the hammer.Senthilworks part time as contract labour for the lines man at Chromepet station.
Today he not only hammered the rail spikes but his thoughts on Gayathri as well and he hammered hard.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Sacred Steps
She prayed.True from her heart and for her love.
She believed and was into her 50 th step.
Her fiancee miles apart in an alien world of -15 deg C working hard to get a job.
"All these love and romance looks rosy when you are in the college.But truth is its all fake" was the prevailing talks by the so called normal living beings.She lended her ears but with patience.
She completed her 100 th step.
She cried alone.Her parents wanted her to regret for her mistakes and marry someone they point.She was calm and denied them.
"am trying hard da.You remain cool please dear" he said
"i know abt you da.We will succeed for sure am there for you" she replied.They consoled each other.
And she concealed all the pressure and pain she was weathering.She never wanted him to get perturbed. She never cried to him and lived with.
She was into her 150 th step.
He worked hard to find the job.But the pain and pressure that She was put into was atleast a million times more than his.
She was into her 200 th step.
Every step she made was sacred.She believed that "Anjanayer" (Hindu god) exists and will help her for sure.And completed her 250th step around the Idol for that day.
For some it sounded as a "Stupid belief".
She refrained from them and continued her "Sacred belief".
PS:Inspired from one of my close friend's true life.
She believed and was into her 50 th step.
Her fiancee miles apart in an alien world of -15 deg C working hard to get a job.
"All these love and romance looks rosy when you are in the college.But truth is its all fake" was the prevailing talks by the so called normal living beings.She lended her ears but with patience.
She completed her 100 th step.
She cried alone.Her parents wanted her to regret for her mistakes and marry someone they point.She was calm and denied them.
"am trying hard da.You remain cool please dear" he said
"i know abt you da.We will succeed for sure am there for you" she replied.They consoled each other.
And she concealed all the pressure and pain she was weathering.She never wanted him to get perturbed. She never cried to him and lived with.
She was into her 150 th step.
He worked hard to find the job.But the pain and pressure that She was put into was atleast a million times more than his.
She was into her 200 th step.
Every step she made was sacred.She believed that "Anjanayer" (Hindu god) exists and will help her for sure.And completed her 250th step around the Idol for that day.
For some it sounded as a "Stupid belief".
She refrained from them and continued her "Sacred belief".
PS:Inspired from one of my close friend's true life.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Moment very divine
"But you have to take this up Raj.I spoke with the Account head and he said no other go."
Raj looked at his boss "But i hate to work on closed systems.And am not willing to take it up.Do you have any other option"
His boss replied instantly "No.Raj am all done."
Raj said "Ok i do have." and after a pause he said "Am quitting."
"What" was the reply
"Yes i am done here."
"Ok raj. Cool give it a thought for 2 more days and we shall meet"
Raj left the office and was driving.The evening sun was searing directly thro his car mirror.
It was narking.He reached home after struggling hard through the Chennai traffic for 1.5 hrs.
Sheela opened the door and cute she was.Smiled at him.
He didnt resposnd went straight and settled on the bed.
She asked "any thing to drink".
"Illa di" an he knew that there is nothing that Sheela could do today to cool him.
And his untamed brain shouted "Juzz leave me alone di".
She got scared and walked to the living room.
She sat there and after 30 mins he came out and sat in front of her.
She asked "any probs in office".
He said "ya same stuff.what did you do today"
She said "today my parents came and we went to our doctor."
"Why what happened" he asked.
She blushed and blushed and blushed.He looked at her and he had never seen her turning all rosy in their relationship of 5 yrs.
"am preganant da" and in a jiffy she rushed and hugged him.
That very moment all his tensions and irritation just vanished away
He accepted her hug and replied with very deep passionate kiss.
"dear eppadi da..eppo...enn" he did not know wat to say and its her turn, she laid her lips over his.
She said "Seri seri .. shall bring you payasam,I made it for you" ans rushed to the kitchen.
He relaxed on to the couch and was gazing at the halogen lamp.
He cant belive that he is a father now and remembered his father.
And immeditely took his cell phone out and called his boss
"Vinay, ahem, changed my mind.Am taking that up.Sure.Bye"
Every moment of life is declared and defined carefully by some one above.
Raj looked at his boss "But i hate to work on closed systems.And am not willing to take it up.Do you have any other option"
His boss replied instantly "No.Raj am all done."
Raj said "Ok i do have." and after a pause he said "Am quitting."
"What" was the reply
"Yes i am done here."
"Ok raj. Cool give it a thought for 2 more days and we shall meet"
Raj left the office and was driving.The evening sun was searing directly thro his car mirror.
It was narking.He reached home after struggling hard through the Chennai traffic for 1.5 hrs.
Sheela opened the door and cute she was.Smiled at him.
He didnt resposnd went straight and settled on the bed.
She asked "any thing to drink".
"Illa di" an he knew that there is nothing that Sheela could do today to cool him.
And his untamed brain shouted "Juzz leave me alone di".
She got scared and walked to the living room.
She sat there and after 30 mins he came out and sat in front of her.
She asked "any probs in office".
He said "ya same stuff.what did you do today"
She said "today my parents came and we went to our doctor."
"Why what happened" he asked.
She blushed and blushed and blushed.He looked at her and he had never seen her turning all rosy in their relationship of 5 yrs.
"am preganant da" and in a jiffy she rushed and hugged him.
That very moment all his tensions and irritation just vanished away
He accepted her hug and replied with very deep passionate kiss.
"dear eppadi da..eppo...enn" he did not know wat to say and its her turn, she laid her lips over his.
She said "Seri seri .. shall bring you payasam,I made it for you" ans rushed to the kitchen.
He relaxed on to the couch and was gazing at the halogen lamp.
He cant belive that he is a father now and remembered his father.
And immeditely took his cell phone out and called his boss
"Vinay, ahem, changed my mind.Am taking that up.Sure.Bye"
Every moment of life is declared and defined carefully by some one above.
Sunday, May 21, 2006
I swear...
Her thoughts preoccupied him.Its 5:30 Pm and she should be waiting for him.
"Excuse me sir..i need to leave now.I have an important personal work to attend" and he raised from the meeting as he spoke.
Took his bike and rode straight to the "Pleasant park".
The pleasant park is the back waters from the beach.
Its a place where the young couples share their pain,believes and the fear,
with the caring wind,
with the gentleness of the waves,
with the appease of the moon light.
They felt the gentle touches,smiles and confidents amongst them which reincarnates.
Parked the bike and walked thro the beach sand.Saw the couples.Most of them were dull.
Went straight to the pink painted view chair.Had a look at the chair.
Here is where he shared his everything with Sandhya.
Its now four years since he first met Sandhya.
Sandhya :
She is a typical example of complete womanhood.
Matured.Lovely.
She ensures he always follows the sweet rules that are enforced by her.
Dominant.And channelized every moment of his life.
She is a rare find for him.
He sat there and looked at the moon.It was a full moon day.
Waited there.
Closed his eyes for sometime and thought about the first day he met her.
Its in the college canteen.
He still reminded of the incident
He got a coffee turned and dashed agaist her.Spilt the coffee all over his shirt and her Salwar.
He smiled.
And remebered the day when he decided to propose her.
He ran behind her and fell down, the card from his hand opened up and every one walking read it.And he saw her face turning red.
He laughed.
"Dai anga paru..etho loosu" said a samosa selling guy.The other one near him said"Hey shut up.chi pavam da..his girl friend died in a road accident some six months back.From then he used to come here every week end and sit in that chair where they used to spend time.
Six months back,when he heard the news that she expired, he fainted and went into a state of prolonged unconsciousness.
After a month when he was back to normal, he never asked about Sandhya to anyone.And no one spoke about her to him.
His mind lost the capacitance to accept that she is dead. The deep burned memories made him to relive with her.
He still belived that she lives within him.He felt her in himself.Her soul had dissolved in him.
Her love on him won over the fate and lived even after death.
The same day ,same time last year she said...
"With the moon and the beach as witnesses here..I swear to god that i will never ever leave you alone in this world da dear............Never."
"Excuse me sir..i need to leave now.I have an important personal work to attend" and he raised from the meeting as he spoke.
Took his bike and rode straight to the "Pleasant park".
The pleasant park is the back waters from the beach.
Its a place where the young couples share their pain,believes and the fear,
with the caring wind,
with the gentleness of the waves,
with the appease of the moon light.
They felt the gentle touches,smiles and confidents amongst them which reincarnates.
Parked the bike and walked thro the beach sand.Saw the couples.Most of them were dull.
Went straight to the pink painted view chair.Had a look at the chair.
Here is where he shared his everything with Sandhya.
Its now four years since he first met Sandhya.
Sandhya :
She is a typical example of complete womanhood.
Matured.Lovely.
She ensures he always follows the sweet rules that are enforced by her.
Dominant.And channelized every moment of his life.
She is a rare find for him.
He sat there and looked at the moon.It was a full moon day.
Waited there.
Closed his eyes for sometime and thought about the first day he met her.
Its in the college canteen.
He still reminded of the incident
He got a coffee turned and dashed agaist her.Spilt the coffee all over his shirt and her Salwar.
He smiled.
And remebered the day when he decided to propose her.
He ran behind her and fell down, the card from his hand opened up and every one walking read it.And he saw her face turning red.
He laughed.
"Dai anga paru..etho loosu" said a samosa selling guy.The other one near him said"Hey shut up.chi pavam da..his girl friend died in a road accident some six months back.From then he used to come here every week end and sit in that chair where they used to spend time.
Six months back,when he heard the news that she expired, he fainted and went into a state of prolonged unconsciousness.
After a month when he was back to normal, he never asked about Sandhya to anyone.And no one spoke about her to him.
His mind lost the capacitance to accept that she is dead. The deep burned memories made him to relive with her.
He still belived that she lives within him.He felt her in himself.Her soul had dissolved in him.
Her love on him won over the fate and lived even after death.
The same day ,same time last year she said...
"With the moon and the beach as witnesses here..I swear to god that i will never ever leave you alone in this world da dear............Never."
Friday, April 21, 2006
Rain
Friday evening.
It was Dripping to the ground.
The rhythm of the rain drops soothing for the ear drums.
Drumming the roof tops.Dropping all around.
It Drowned Anitha, as she was heading to the parking lot from office exit door.
Entered home took her towel(pink one), stood in the balcony looking out the Sweet rain.
Thick and drenching the leaves.
Hissing.
It rattled as it fell on the tin remains.
Looked at the sky,was it blue-black no no it was grey.Water flowed everywhere and formed puddles.Mild cold breeze mixed with water drops.
She rushed in to the kitchen and started to prepare Tea.
Shyam knocked the door.
Anitha "Shyam va da.I am in kitchen".
He was also drenched fully.Went to kitchen.
Anitha said without turning back "Climate is beautifull illa da"
He looked her from back.She was wearing a blue plain saree.Little drenched.
He spoted the water dropplets on her smooth back.
One of them started to flow down slowly.And immediately the other and one by one.
She turned suddenly."enna man pakra"
He said "enna panra".
"Tea da.come come lets go to balcony"
She was looking gorgoeus in the saree.Her hip was waxed with rain water.
Hair was wet and unfolded on to her forehead.Lips were inviting.
Shyam twirled down.
They sat in the balcony.Hissing and pattering.Rain water was spattering on them.
She raised the hot cup to her sweet lips.Steam egressed to her face.
He watched.
Anitha "Enn da.What happened.Are u alright"
Her voice and dialogues were teasing.
He said "Anitha !!".
She had a sip and said "Sollu da.Why are u looking at me idiot.
Look outisde.The rain.How beautiful it is.Wow.Hey see there that little lamb.Pavam"
Silence.
Then she placed the cup and came near him.
Took her saree end and started to chafe, said "your hair is fully wet"
Shyam looked at her hips and he can no longer hold his desire, placed his right hand palm on the soft bosomy skin.
She looked down and said "Dai..".But warm she felt.
He raised from the chair, kissed her lips hard pressing her hips.More warm or rather hot it turned out to be for her.
Carried her inside.
It(Rain) thickened.With thuders and ligthing.
It was crashing.
It lasted for another 30 mins.
It started to drizzle and slowly a beautiful rainbow got painted in the sky.
Final drops from the leaves and construction ends found their destinations.
Anitha was lying on his chest.Smiled to herself.
Shyam never knew that Anitha was all set for it when the first drops of rain fell on her at the office exit.But he learnt this on its due course.When it was intesified and at its peak.
A female desire will always be hidden with patience/control and at the end will be executed to perfection.
It was Dripping to the ground.
The rhythm of the rain drops soothing for the ear drums.
Drumming the roof tops.Dropping all around.
It Drowned Anitha, as she was heading to the parking lot from office exit door.
Entered home took her towel(pink one), stood in the balcony looking out the Sweet rain.
Thick and drenching the leaves.
Hissing.
It rattled as it fell on the tin remains.
Looked at the sky,was it blue-black no no it was grey.Water flowed everywhere and formed puddles.Mild cold breeze mixed with water drops.
She rushed in to the kitchen and started to prepare Tea.
Shyam knocked the door.
Anitha "Shyam va da.I am in kitchen".
He was also drenched fully.Went to kitchen.
Anitha said without turning back "Climate is beautifull illa da"
He looked her from back.She was wearing a blue plain saree.Little drenched.
He spoted the water dropplets on her smooth back.
One of them started to flow down slowly.And immediately the other and one by one.
She turned suddenly."enna man pakra"
He said "enna panra".
"Tea da.come come lets go to balcony"
She was looking gorgoeus in the saree.Her hip was waxed with rain water.
Hair was wet and unfolded on to her forehead.Lips were inviting.
Shyam twirled down.
They sat in the balcony.Hissing and pattering.Rain water was spattering on them.
She raised the hot cup to her sweet lips.Steam egressed to her face.
He watched.
Anitha "Enn da.What happened.Are u alright"
Her voice and dialogues were teasing.
He said "Anitha !!".
She had a sip and said "Sollu da.Why are u looking at me idiot.
Look outisde.The rain.How beautiful it is.Wow.Hey see there that little lamb.Pavam"
Silence.
Then she placed the cup and came near him.
Took her saree end and started to chafe, said "your hair is fully wet"
Shyam looked at her hips and he can no longer hold his desire, placed his right hand palm on the soft bosomy skin.
She looked down and said "Dai..".But warm she felt.
He raised from the chair, kissed her lips hard pressing her hips.More warm or rather hot it turned out to be for her.
Carried her inside.
It(Rain) thickened.With thuders and ligthing.
It was crashing.
It lasted for another 30 mins.
It started to drizzle and slowly a beautiful rainbow got painted in the sky.
Final drops from the leaves and construction ends found their destinations.
Anitha was lying on his chest.Smiled to herself.
Shyam never knew that Anitha was all set for it when the first drops of rain fell on her at the office exit.But he learnt this on its due course.When it was intesified and at its peak.
A female desire will always be hidden with patience/control and at the end will be executed to perfection.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Fate and U
3:30 AM NH 45
They were returning from Pondichery.Rishy and his friends.
They were six.
After all the dicussion abt their trip/romance/girls/love
etc topic changed to GOD,spiritual forces.
Vignesh said "So what do u say about persons who exactly tell about your fortune"
Gopi added "yes da.It is true i have real life experience machi"
Rishy "Shut up..its all science.Its a set theory.They have a super set of incidents and yours is a subset"
Vignesh "Illa machi.I accept we have advanced in science.But there is some supernatural power that governs us"
Rishy"Bull.."
Gopi "Birth ,death, also you finding a girl :- everything is pre defined machi.Its specifed and we are adhering to those specifications"
Raghu peeped in "Its called fate"
Rishy : "Fate.Wow.
You can change the so called fate.If you can't change your fate, change your attitude.
Whatever limits us we call fate.
Its all your planning that gets into life.
Child birth me and my wouldbe can decide a birth date before my child is born.
Ok now there are hundreds and thousands of GOD worship.Has anyone seen GOD in real."
Vignesh "But lot have felt it.Its prevailing everywhere.It governs us.Am not supporting idol worship or all those mis-believes.But all i am stating is, there is are good and evil forces.We live among them.Ok you said u can plan for u r child birth, your marriage and what about DEATH."
Rishi cant control his laugher.
Raghu added "You know some people even hear the dead da.Its true."
Rishi "That is the extremum of insanity.Will u guys shut up"
Huge noise.Thier van swirled and rolled over the highway.
It was blackened.
Rishi opened his eyes and slowly came out of the crumbled metal.
He found every one lying dead.Vignesh face got damaged beyond recognition.
And Rishy did not have a single abrasion.Not even a single.
He stood there.He had no control over the tears.
Dismayed.
"What happened.Why me alone got spared" he asked himself.
"Its your fate Rishy. Wherever the fates lead us let us follow.."
Rishy heard it and he can clearly make out that it was "Vignesh voice".
They were returning from Pondichery.Rishy and his friends.
They were six.
After all the dicussion abt their trip/romance/girls/love
etc topic changed to GOD,spiritual forces.
Vignesh said "So what do u say about persons who exactly tell about your fortune"
Gopi added "yes da.It is true i have real life experience machi"
Rishy "Shut up..its all science.Its a set theory.They have a super set of incidents and yours is a subset"
Vignesh "Illa machi.I accept we have advanced in science.But there is some supernatural power that governs us"
Rishy"Bull.."
Gopi "Birth ,death, also you finding a girl :- everything is pre defined machi.Its specifed and we are adhering to those specifications"
Raghu peeped in "Its called fate"
Rishy : "Fate.Wow.
You can change the so called fate.If you can't change your fate, change your attitude.
Whatever limits us we call fate.
Its all your planning that gets into life.
Child birth me and my wouldbe can decide a birth date before my child is born.
Ok now there are hundreds and thousands of GOD worship.Has anyone seen GOD in real."
Vignesh "But lot have felt it.Its prevailing everywhere.It governs us.Am not supporting idol worship or all those mis-believes.But all i am stating is, there is are good and evil forces.We live among them.Ok you said u can plan for u r child birth, your marriage and what about DEATH."
Rishi cant control his laugher.
Raghu added "You know some people even hear the dead da.Its true."
Rishi "That is the extremum of insanity.Will u guys shut up"
Huge noise.Thier van swirled and rolled over the highway.
It was blackened.
Rishi opened his eyes and slowly came out of the crumbled metal.
He found every one lying dead.Vignesh face got damaged beyond recognition.
And Rishy did not have a single abrasion.Not even a single.
He stood there.He had no control over the tears.
Dismayed.
"What happened.Why me alone got spared" he asked himself.
"Its your fate Rishy. Wherever the fates lead us let us follow.."
Rishy heard it and he can clearly make out that it was "Vignesh voice".
Monday, March 20, 2006
Resonance
The frequency or frequencies at which an object tends to vibrate with when hit, struck, plucked, strummed or somehow disturbed is known as the natural frequency of the object.
Ajay student of IIT Karagpur was presenting his 3 yrs hardwork on Resonance and Standing Waves to the international conference of Physics masters.
He has studied almost 1500 objects and their set of frequencies.Worked on their mathematical relationship.
Still other objects will vibrate at a set of multiple frequencies which have no simple mathematical relationship between them.And his presentation mainly targeted these.
Everyone were astonied as the presentation was in progress.
He won the first place and funding to continue his reasearch to the next level.
He declared within himself that he would be the happiest person in the whole world at that moment.
Returned back home with sucess and pride to his country.He had an olympian welcome by his college prof and students.
He was looking for her.Rebbeca was not there.
His eyes looked all the place.She rushed in "Ajay!!! congrats da".And presented him with fresh bunch of roses".
Ajay was lying on his bed looking at the rose.
He called her"Rebbe wat about dinner at Dine roof top"
She said "hmm..actualla..seri ok..Physics master keta..no nnu solla mudiyuma.Lets meet at 8:00"
They were on the roof top.
Ajay said "So Rebbe.Are u tensed when i was presenting my papers"
She said "no"
"What"
"I know that you will win for sure da."
He said "So you have lot of belief in me .Is it"
She said "Hey Ajay..wat happened.Are u upto something"
Ajay said"Ya.Rebbe."
She said "i am getting wat u r arriving at da.But..."
Ajay "enna but..I am pretty sure u like me very much"
She said "I like u da..but i am not in luv with u..pls..enna manichuru"
Ajay "What then are u in love with some one is it?"
She said "are u guys mad..is this the only reason that a girl will reject a proposal"
Ajay "then what.So i am not looking good is it.You pretty well know who i am right now.
My name is listed at the Physics passionate's magazine.You know there is big queue of girls waiting for my date.Do you know that.And you are a .....l."
Rebbeca interupted quickly
"Yes Ajay you are a genious in understanding the natural freq of all the non-living objects.
I accept that.
Have u ever tried to know abt the natural frequecy of a girl.
Have you ever spent time in understanding when and how a girl will resonate to your disturbances.
Have you ever thought about the frequency match of you with a girl.
No.
You only know,
If you drop a meter stick or pencil on the floor, it will begin to vibrate.
If you pluck a guitar string, it will begin to vibrate.
If you blow over the top of a pop bottle, the air inside will vibrate.
You never know what to do to make a girl fall in love with you.
Yes.Looking at your intelligence i fell in love Ajay.
But later when i studied the resonance and frequecy between us .
We will never make a good pair Ajay.
Take care.Bye.All the best for your future research.I am always your best friend for ever."
Ajay Immediately wrote a note on his PDA,
"Girls.Female gender of human species vibrate at a natural frequecy.Deriving a mathematical relationship of which is beyond science."
Ajay student of IIT Karagpur was presenting his 3 yrs hardwork on Resonance and Standing Waves to the international conference of Physics masters.
He has studied almost 1500 objects and their set of frequencies.Worked on their mathematical relationship.
Still other objects will vibrate at a set of multiple frequencies which have no simple mathematical relationship between them.And his presentation mainly targeted these.
Everyone were astonied as the presentation was in progress.
He won the first place and funding to continue his reasearch to the next level.
He declared within himself that he would be the happiest person in the whole world at that moment.
Returned back home with sucess and pride to his country.He had an olympian welcome by his college prof and students.
He was looking for her.Rebbeca was not there.
His eyes looked all the place.She rushed in "Ajay!!! congrats da".And presented him with fresh bunch of roses".
Ajay was lying on his bed looking at the rose.
He called her"Rebbe wat about dinner at Dine roof top"
She said "hmm..actualla..seri ok..Physics master keta..no nnu solla mudiyuma.Lets meet at 8:00"
They were on the roof top.
Ajay said "So Rebbe.Are u tensed when i was presenting my papers"
She said "no"
"What"
"I know that you will win for sure da."
He said "So you have lot of belief in me .Is it"
She said "Hey Ajay..wat happened.Are u upto something"
Ajay said"Ya.Rebbe."
She said "i am getting wat u r arriving at da.But..."
Ajay "enna but..I am pretty sure u like me very much"
She said "I like u da..but i am not in luv with u..pls..enna manichuru"
Ajay "What then are u in love with some one is it?"
She said "are u guys mad..is this the only reason that a girl will reject a proposal"
Ajay "then what.So i am not looking good is it.You pretty well know who i am right now.
My name is listed at the Physics passionate's magazine.You know there is big queue of girls waiting for my date.Do you know that.And you are a .....l."
Rebbeca interupted quickly
"Yes Ajay you are a genious in understanding the natural freq of all the non-living objects.
I accept that.
Have u ever tried to know abt the natural frequecy of a girl.
Have you ever spent time in understanding when and how a girl will resonate to your disturbances.
Have you ever thought about the frequency match of you with a girl.
No.
You only know,
If you drop a meter stick or pencil on the floor, it will begin to vibrate.
If you pluck a guitar string, it will begin to vibrate.
If you blow over the top of a pop bottle, the air inside will vibrate.
You never know what to do to make a girl fall in love with you.
Yes.Looking at your intelligence i fell in love Ajay.
But later when i studied the resonance and frequecy between us .
We will never make a good pair Ajay.
Take care.Bye.All the best for your future research.I am always your best friend for ever."
Ajay Immediately wrote a note on his PDA,
"Girls.Female gender of human species vibrate at a natural frequecy.Deriving a mathematical relationship of which is beyond science."
Friday, March 10, 2006
Too deep to uproot
Movie depictions of firearm victims being thrown through plate-glass windows are inaccurate, as were this to be the case, the shooter would also be thrown backwards with equal force.
Gunshot victims frequently fall or collapse when shot; however this is usually due to physical damage or psychological effects perhaps combined with being off-balance, not the momentum of the bullet pushing them over.
Lets continue to a sampled stimulating moment........
It travelled at an unimaginable velocity.
A very high shutter speed can only capture it.But he traced it.
In a trajectory exactly pointing her left breast.
Arief shouted "Sukanya..no da".Her eyes shivered.
On target.Pierced.Blood oozed out.She did not move.
She was stading still.Not even a inch she moved from where she was standing.
The gunslinger fled the spot on time.But Arief could agnize him.
Arief rushed to Sukanya.
She said "I want to rest on your lap da".And Landed straight on to his lap.
She was bleeding all over.Arief is not ready to accept that it happened.
He having her bleeding in his lap.Rarest probable event that should never ever happen to anyone
Gunshots every where echoed.But Arief was not able to hear any of that.He stared at her.
He was Struck with fear and consternation.She lifted her and ran in among the violent crowd.
Shouted "You hardhearted creatures"
Rushed her to the nearby hospital.She was admitted to the ICU.
Three days passed.Arief cant bear the trauma that he was undergoing.Food and sleep didnt bother him.Sat on the white colored bench, only looking through the transparent circle in the ICU door which showed her face.
Nearby FM receiver annonced."The religious rioting and violence has been curtailed.And peace has been restored"
Seven days later.She woke up.
She called upon Arief in mild voice "Da.Are you ok"
"I am all fine dear.How are you feeling now".
She said "I want to rest on your lap forever da".
He said "Does it hurt too much dear"
She said "Ila vae illa da..you saw naa i was all standing firmly after that"
He immediately hugged her tightly and cant control his tears.
He saw the fear on her eyes.Fear of death.
He know him.The guy who shot her.He was his good old friend for more than a decade now.
All those barbaric instincts have blindfolded him from distinguishing his own friends girl.
A year back when Arief and Sukanya decided to marry they said "No religion we will follow.No one can seperate us".
They never knew that these practices are deeprooted that they will follow them till the end.
Or end them in between.
Gunshot victims frequently fall or collapse when shot; however this is usually due to physical damage or psychological effects perhaps combined with being off-balance, not the momentum of the bullet pushing them over.
Lets continue to a sampled stimulating moment........
It travelled at an unimaginable velocity.
A very high shutter speed can only capture it.But he traced it.
In a trajectory exactly pointing her left breast.
Arief shouted "Sukanya..no da".Her eyes shivered.
On target.Pierced.Blood oozed out.She did not move.
She was stading still.Not even a inch she moved from where she was standing.
The gunslinger fled the spot on time.But Arief could agnize him.
Arief rushed to Sukanya.
She said "I want to rest on your lap da".And Landed straight on to his lap.
She was bleeding all over.Arief is not ready to accept that it happened.
He having her bleeding in his lap.Rarest probable event that should never ever happen to anyone
Gunshots every where echoed.But Arief was not able to hear any of that.He stared at her.
He was Struck with fear and consternation.She lifted her and ran in among the violent crowd.
Shouted "You hardhearted creatures"
Rushed her to the nearby hospital.She was admitted to the ICU.
Three days passed.Arief cant bear the trauma that he was undergoing.Food and sleep didnt bother him.Sat on the white colored bench, only looking through the transparent circle in the ICU door which showed her face.
Nearby FM receiver annonced."The religious rioting and violence has been curtailed.And peace has been restored"
Seven days later.She woke up.
She called upon Arief in mild voice "Da.Are you ok"
"I am all fine dear.How are you feeling now".
She said "I want to rest on your lap forever da".
He said "Does it hurt too much dear"
She said "Ila vae illa da..you saw naa i was all standing firmly after that"
He immediately hugged her tightly and cant control his tears.
He saw the fear on her eyes.Fear of death.
He know him.The guy who shot her.He was his good old friend for more than a decade now.
All those barbaric instincts have blindfolded him from distinguishing his own friends girl.
A year back when Arief and Sukanya decided to marry they said "No religion we will follow.No one can seperate us".
They never knew that these practices are deeprooted that they will follow them till the end.
Or end them in between.
Monday, March 06, 2006
honey MOON
"Nimmi come here di.Come near me seekaram".
He showed her the marvel he was seeing.Nirmala who was preparing coffee rushed and stood near dina.
"Did u see that" he said and showed her the Moon.
"Thats amazing da wow" she slowly leaned over Dina and looked at it.
White and milky it was.They felt cold looking at it.
She turned and gave a tight hug to dina and eventually he kissed her forehead.
Tears started rolling out of her eyes.
"i know abt u dear..u will keep up your promise" said Nirmala and kissed him deeply. As their shuttle approched it.
He felt proud.
Dina remembered a few years back "Nimmi.I promise u da." pointing to the moon over the sky "For sure i shall take you there for our honey moon sweetheart".
And he registered their names with VMCI (Visit Moon Corporation of India) and got the best deal "Exclusive for couples" of 4 nights stay plus a new space shuttle which hardly had travelled 150 times between moon and earth, with all the elemental features for 33 million Rs.
He did'nt yet disclose to Nirmala that he had got a free ride coupon on the "old highlands".
Their space craft was above to land on the moon surface in another 8 hrs.They saw the surface that was covered with regolith, a mixture of fine dust and rocky debris produced by meteor impacts.
It landed.
The couple came out and a crew with four men were waiting to pick them up to their suite.
"Welcome sir, and mam.You are on the moon.You are 43215633 th couple to visit the moon. The weather is excellent this weekend.And we hope you will enjoy your stay here for the next 5 days."
Nirmala cant believe that she is walking on the moon with his beloved.
With no atmosphere and no magnetic field, the Moon's surface looked providential for her.
She held his hand tight when they looked above the sky to see the EARTH at an orbit 384,400 km away.
He showed her the marvel he was seeing.Nirmala who was preparing coffee rushed and stood near dina.
"Did u see that" he said and showed her the Moon.
"Thats amazing da wow" she slowly leaned over Dina and looked at it.
White and milky it was.They felt cold looking at it.
She turned and gave a tight hug to dina and eventually he kissed her forehead.
Tears started rolling out of her eyes.
"i know abt u dear..u will keep up your promise" said Nirmala and kissed him deeply. As their shuttle approched it.
He felt proud.
Dina remembered a few years back "Nimmi.I promise u da." pointing to the moon over the sky "For sure i shall take you there for our honey moon sweetheart".
And he registered their names with VMCI (Visit Moon Corporation of India) and got the best deal "Exclusive for couples" of 4 nights stay plus a new space shuttle which hardly had travelled 150 times between moon and earth, with all the elemental features for 33 million Rs.
He did'nt yet disclose to Nirmala that he had got a free ride coupon on the "old highlands".
Their space craft was above to land on the moon surface in another 8 hrs.They saw the surface that was covered with regolith, a mixture of fine dust and rocky debris produced by meteor impacts.
It landed.
The couple came out and a crew with four men were waiting to pick them up to their suite.
"Welcome sir, and mam.You are on the moon.You are 43215633 th couple to visit the moon. The weather is excellent this weekend.And we hope you will enjoy your stay here for the next 5 days."
Nirmala cant believe that she is walking on the moon with his beloved.
With no atmosphere and no magnetic field, the Moon's surface looked providential for her.
She held his hand tight when they looked above the sky to see the EARTH at an orbit 384,400 km away.
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