Thursday, February 02, 2006

Envy at the gates

Its 9 in the morning.She rushed to the front gate.
She can see him at this time.

She stood beside the gate waiting for him...
Its been 7 months since he moved away from her.She never knew the fault in her.And its still a dumbfound for eveyone when he decided to go away with that girl.
He moved to the opposite house.

She stood there..her eyes evinced the love she had on him..she remembered the first kiss and the first hug..

daily she used to stand there and see them going to their work place.Its that 2 mins, she can see him.

They came out and he wiped the back seat of the bike..and she remembered..years back when he bought the bike..he had told her.."this back seat is only for u dear" ..and now the rightfulnesses is to someone else..

She stood behind the gate and saw him...and suddenly he looked at her..she was frightened..stepped a lil back..he spoke something to the girl with him near the bike and started walking towards her crossing the road...

He came near to her...both of them uttered "how r u", at the same moment.

Silence.

Then he said..."amma..wanted to tell you something...."

She heard this from him after a very long time(its 7 months)...you should have seen her face..the motherly love was beaming out..you cannot get that from anywhere anyone...
"Enna da..." she said in a low tone that he can only hear...
He said.."Mirtha...she is preganant ma..thought i should tell this to you"..and he turned back and started his bike...they went and dissappeared in the haze..

She was contented.She strongly believed that he will come back and live with her soon.

Now Mirtha is not just a wife to his son..she is going to be a mother for a child..she has entered in to a relationship which is pure divine and can never be immitated.

She know Mirtha will now feel the motherly warm and nurturing love towards her child..Mirtha will empathize the "envy" she has on her son...she will..

She closed the gate..looked at it and said.."you might miss me in the morning"....

The very moment when a child is born..a new mother is also born..she did not exist before.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

I didn't guess she was his mother till he says "amma". Good one.

dakaltiz said...

Touchy one da!!
One would feel only when into the state! ... I guess this is the state in all forms of life!!

Good 1 da!

Anonymous said...

Hi..got into this blog from your orkut page..
i admire your postings here..i read your last 2 posts more than 3 times and each time i am feeling that a different meaning conveyed and please post more like this..

neighbour said...

amma --- cant be defined in words...

Sujith said...

hey! congratulations for the baby girl.
btw, why would any one have any objection about being blogrolled? hehe...

Anonymous said...

Logic,
Very well expressed in words ... I think this one is the best of all you blogs here so far... Keep the good work going.

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Anjali,
Saw Interesting comments-
"i read your last 2 posts more than 3 times and each time i am feeling that a different meaning conveyed"
Even I read them but I am curious to know what different meanings they conveyed to you ...
If you happen to visit again .. Can you share it here? Even Mr.logic would be interested:)-

San said...

thanks for dropping by - nice post